Deja Vu

Valentine's Day Post...

2012-02-14T12:13:00.000-08:00

It's the 1st Valentine's Day tt I actually took notice of, since it's the 1st one tt I had after being tgt with my dear little baby princess. However, due to both our work commitments, was unable to spend tis impt day with her... Thus, was kinda sad actually. All the more so when I saw couples giving each other gifts when I was on the way to my tuitions... The feeling wasnt great for sure.

I think my dear baby oso din had a gd time today, having to work her 3rd successive nite duty for today. Jus wanna tell her on tis special day tt I will always love her with everything I hav n I will oso cherish her n the time tt I spend with her. Hopefully, I will be able to bring up the final question to her soon... after I had made myself worth it for her perhaps... :P

Still had tis sentence in my mind nw... which was told to me by her: We dun nd Valentine's Day cos everyday will be Valentine's Day for us! May everyone of u out there oso hav Valentine's Day everyday! :P

Tt's all for today den. Looking forward to Thurs nw. :D Moral of the day: If u love someone n treat him/her well, it will be Valentine's Day for u everyday n we dun nd to jus treat the other half well only during Valentine's Day... I love u my dear baby! :D

Inspired to post something... :P

2012-02-06T07:42:00.001-08:00

Actually still kinda lazy to post something but at the inspiration of my dear baby, I think I shld write something to let her c a diff. :P

Today is the start of another busy wk. My tuition schedule finally went full force after 1 month of the yr had already passed. Hopefully, the schedule will be able to last long. :P Kinda tired after 1 day of work today with 3 tuitions which made me run here n there... :S

Went out with my dear princess to Toa Payoh Town Park last nite n had a wonderful time there. Jus the 2 of us. :D Looking forward to future 2 person world. :P

Tml will be another busy day for me. Another 3 tuitions plus morn volunteer teaching. Tiring sia... Shld be resting early today den. :P K den. Tt's all for today. :P

Moral of the day: Life is always full of work, it jus depends on how we look at them, be it positive or negative. :D

Genting trip... Not really an enjoyable one... :S

2012-01-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

Sori for the MIA for the past few days 1st. Came to Genting for family holiday. Actually, currently still at Genting, writing tis at Awana Hotel Lobby, using their wireless network. Hehe. :P Anyway, taken some photos. If possible will share with u guys out here too, though I had been saying tt for many times. Haha! Sometimes, lazy huh, sori lor... :P

Actually, tis was a pre-planned trip some time ago, which we like to hav lately as we wan to "run away" from the CNY norms... All the visitings from relatives n stuffs like tt. As a result, wasnt able to ask my dear baby to come along... which made tis trip an even harder one to get over... :(

Had been missing her for the past few days n din really noe wat I was doing. Had been hanging ard with my family in the casino as my grandma only wanted to stay there but trying my best to curb myself from gambling cos I had already promised God n her tt I will quit gambling for her sake... so I cant break my own promise to God n oso her... :)

But I really had been missing her alot, especially last nite, when I was watching the fireworks display with my family in the hotel room. It was utterly splendid n the fireworks was virtually in front of us, which made me think of her more... How I hope she can be with me at tt time. :(

Finally managed to chat with her on MSN nw. But nearly had an argument with her over her sis' comments... Hopefully, our relationship wont be affected by other pple... Luckily, it's much better nw after some talking out. Ya. :P

Ok den. Tt's it for nw I guess. Will update u guys again when I'm back on Wed den, which means, I may not be able to be online for the nxt 2 days... So cya all den. If can, i will be ard. :D

Moral of the day: Sometimes we hav to disregard other pple's negative comments n insist on doing wat we think is rite n wat we shld be doing so as not to do the wrong things! :D

Nice evening gathering... :D

2012-01-18T19:26:00.000-08:00

Today was a very happy day for me today... despite waking up with a bad headache early in the morn. Actually woke up at ard 9am but went back n slp after texting a financial consultant whom I was supposed to meet in the morn as I was unable to meet her due to the bad headache tt I had. In the end, dilly-dallied till ard 1pm b4 I woke up.

After I woke up, went online n oso played 1 game of l4d b4 having my lunch n had my only tuition for today. Finally, the 2 little kids hav started their tuition with me for today. Still as talkative as usual but I guess I cant giv them too much stress oso ba... Haha! As long as they produced results n their parents r not complaining, I'm fine with them. :)

After tt, I prep myself n went over to Farrer Road MRT station to meet my dear baby b4 we went over to Chinatown tgt, where we were supposed to meet up for KTV session. However, as everyone was slightly late (as usual), n the fact tt me n my dear baby hav to leave earlier as she got morn shift the nxt morn, we decided to jus hang ard n chill n did some catching up. Had a wonderful time with the gang as it's been almost 2 mths since we had a gathering. Haha! Oso managed to ask another long-time-no-c fren of mine out. Glad tt he was oso doing fine. :D

After tt, at ard 10 plus, I sent my dear baby back to Farrer Road MRT b4 her mum came n fetch her home. Reached home at ard 12 midnite. :)

I guess, tt's all for today. Hopefully will be able to c my dear baby real soon again. Really missed her alot when she's not with me... :)

Moral of the day: Do try to make an effort to meet up with ur frens often n oso cherish ur frenships with them as they r oso an asset tt God had given u to help u live ur lives in tis world! Thank God I had a grp of gd frens! :D

A Tiring and Sad day... :(

2012-01-16T09:44:00.000-08:00

Today is indeed a tiring and sad day for me... Woke up rather early today at ard 9am. After dilly-dallying awhile on the net n oso doing some stuffs, I went to meet up with my insurance agent from AIA for a catch up at WCP Macs. Spent bout 1 plus hr there b4 he sent me home. Din managed to tok much though besides intro on my current plan. :)

After tt, stayed home till ard 3 plus b4 going for the 1st tuition of today. Shld be considered official start for the yr le ba... with many more tuitions coming up tis wk. The 1st tuition was fine, did my norm stuffs n managed to pass it easily. :P

After my 1st tuition, went Yew Tee for the 2nd one. The 2nd one, however, was a new assignment for me n I was kinda glad the parent was really kind n thoughtful for me as she was rather lenient with my tuition timeslots. Managed to fix 3 slots for her 2 kids. So was kinda glad. But the fact tt her elder son's results was not really gd n tt he is already in his Sec 4 yr, so will be kinda stressed I guess in the future... :( Hope I will be able to help him ba... :)

After my tuition, went for dinner at Yew Tee Square. Tot I happened to eat a half-cooked piece of chicken as the meat was kinda tough to chew n bite... But nonetheless tried my best to finish as much as possible. After tt, I initially tot of going over to my dear baby's hse but after some considerations n her persuasion, I decided to come home n rest. :)

When I reached home, my mum suddenly told me bout tis trip to msia in April, which she had somehow arranged with my bro n I was the last to noe. She ask me to invite my dear baby n noeing tt she had a wk of leave in April, I tot maybe she will be able to go... In the end, although it very nicely turned out to be exactly within her leave wk, she wasnt able to join me as her mum kinda objected her from joining us for the trip... Haiz. How I had hoped tt she will be able to come with us sia... But in the end, I was left to be sad n disappointed... n we nearly "argued" becos of tis... cos I was in a rather down mood jus nw... :'(

Guess I will hav to slp tonite with a down mood den... But I noe, for her sake, I will be ok tml again I guess... Ya. :(

Ok den. Tt's all for tonite den. Not really in the mood of writing today actually but still write jus for the sake of u ppl ba... Hope u guys had a great day today n a gd tml waiting for u den... :)

Moral of the day: Nv hav too high of a hope if u dun wan to be disappointed greatly at the end of the day... :(

Another wonderful evening to rem... :D

2012-01-15T17:15:00.001-08:00

It was Sunday as usual again for me. Went to church for service in the morn. Today's sermon was by Pastor Chen Zhi Qiang, which was bout being thankful for watever en ci n grace tt God had given us. Got reminded tt we shld always be thankful for watever we faced in life no matter it's gd or bad cos God will always hav the best plan for us in our lives! :D

After tt, stayed till ard 12.30pm in church for my bible class before going to IMM to use another 1 of my free voucher given by World Vision. Din managed to use up all of them cos I was given 4 vouchers for helping them out for 4 days previously. Only managed to use up 2. After buying wat I wanted to, went home for my steamboat lunch.

Many of my other cousins came over today as we were bringing forward our reunion dinner for tis yr due to the fact tt we will not be in town during the CNY period. Will be missing my dear baby again during tt period I guess... How I hope she will be able to come with us oso but kinda hard cos most prob her parents will wan her to stay ard for CNY too... So nxt time lor... :P

Chatted n played some Monopoly with them b4 going to fetch my dear baby over for dinner at my hse. Managed to reach there within half hr but took bout 1 hr on my way back! Haha! It shows how rush I was when I was going over... Haha! But I'm glad I managed to pick her up asap. At 1st, she was still rather relaxed but as we were approaching my unit, she became tensed n I virtually had to drag her into my hse sia... Hehe. :P

After intro my family members to her, she still felt kinda uneasy but I guess it's norm cos my family is much bigger den hers ba... :) After tt, we had our lao yu sheng session b4 having our official steamboat dinner. She did ate much during the dinner, prob due to the fact tt she wasnt tt hungry as she had said. Den we hang ard till bout 10 plus pm b4 I sent her back home.

It's really a day to rem for me as I had a nice time with her, managed to let her noe some of my close family members n oso let them c her. Really hope I will be able to be with her for the rest of my life n she can become part of my family too... :P

Tt's all for today den. Enjoy ur day too! :D

Moral of the day: Always learn to cherish those ard u, be it ur family members or ur loved ones or the most special one... :D

Sudden urge to write something... :P

2012-01-14T10:23:00.000-08:00

Nv intended to write anything initially but after something happened made me decided to start writing again... :P

It's been almost 4 mths since I wrote anything here... As usual, promised to write more often initially but once again, failed. Thus, tis time I shant promise anything. If u guys c anything here, means I came n posted. If not den too bad lor... Hehe. :P

Finally managed to find a girl who truly loves me last mth n I found myself falling for her uncontrollably as well, as time passes by. So fast, it's been more den 1 mth since we were tgt n I hav to say, tis past mth had been one of the happiest n most memorable days of my life, if not the happiest n most memorable. Did many happy things with her n of cos, we oso had some unhappy moments, which were very quickly forgotten on my side. I'm really glad God had given me her. She's really much much diff from the previous ones tt I tot God had given me... For a moment, I had oso been thinking whether she's the one tt God had given me... cos I dun wanna do things tt He dun like me to. Luckily, she's not really anti-christian n in fact, her mum n sis go to church every Sun, though they r not Presbyterian. I believe I hav the ability to bring her to Christ oso n we will be able to live tgt under God's words n power for the rest of our lives. I really hope she will be mine for the rest of my life. Of cos, I oso hope I will be hers for the rest of her life. Haha! :D

Tml shall be a big day for me. It's the 2nd time she's meeting my family n tis time, we r gonna hav a steamboat dinner at my hse. Hopefully, she will be able to enjoy her time tgt with my family n both parties will be able to enjoy the presence of each other. Hope she wont be too awkward or uneasy. Will go n fetch her personally to my hse tml. :P

So I guess, I shld rest early den. Will let u guys noe wat happened for tml as far as possible den. Adios! :D

Moral of the day: B+! Tt's wat my pretty little baby always say to me when I'm not really happy at times... :D

What a great way to start the day! :P

2011-09-20T16:45:00.000-07:00

Jus came back from a morn run with my uncle jus nw. It's a really great feeling. It's been a long time since I woke up so early jus to do something which I dun really like thruout my life... Exercise! :) But I'm kinda glad tt I managed to today.

Hav to thank my uncle for making tis possible as he companied me to exercise n oso for him to exercise oso at the same time. So it's really a win-win situation for both of us. :P

Gonna be another busy day for me today. Tuitions starting from 2.30pm onwards... Dunno if ltr got time to go back to my Pri Sch for a walk or not... Hehe. We shall c den. :)

So hav a nice day to all of u peeps! :D

Moral for the morn: When there's a will, there's a way! All the best, peeps! :D

Make up post... :P

2011-09-17T12:33:00.000-07:00

It's been close to 2 mths since I last posted anything down here... It's been a very busy period for me, with tuitions and many other stuffs. However, managed to spend some time to update the playlist for today n managed to get a nice song on my blog. So do spend some time listen to it k? :P

Anyway, finally managed to graduate after 5 yrs in SIM. Phew! A sign of relief sia... :) At least, I dun nd to spend time on studies again n can focus on my tuitions from nw on. Hehe. :)

Gonna be a busy day ltr today as it's Sun again... Usually most pple's Sun will be relaxing ones... Mine is the total opposite, sad to say... But I think I'm ok with it ba... At least better den nth to do. :)

K den. Going to slp soon if not no energy for ltr... Cya guys again soon den. :D

Moral of the day: It's always better to be busy den too free as it simply shows tt u had nth better to do when u r too free! LOL! Jus like me like tt sometimes... :S

A very cooling n comfortable nite. :)

2011-07-24T19:49:00.000-07:00

Ytd was a great day for me. Went to church for service in the morn n managed to reach early tgt with my mum. So she din managed to nag at me for making her late again. Haha! Reminded of n learnt quite a number of things during the sermon n oso the bible class after the service. :)

After my service, hurriedly went home to prep for my tuition in the afternoon. Managed to reach home early again so was kinda glad. After having my lunch, still got some time to slack b4 the tuition student came to my hse. :)

The tuition was overall great, jus tt I had to end bout half an hr late. Haha! :)

After my tuition, I hurriedly packed my stuffs n went over to my fren' hse to meet my frens for our weekly outing. We were supposed to do some exercise for ytd but in the end, I was the only one who was 'early', considering the fact tt I was already late, but the rest was even ltr den me. Haha! But nvm. Managed to spend my time to do some reading. So din actually waste time la. :P

We started playing at ard 6.30pm n played till ard 7.45pm b4 we had a rest n after tt, we went over to Bugis. We met up with another fren there, where we had our dinner. :)

After the dinner, we had our usual chit-chat plus card playing session at the macs there till ard 11 plus b4 we went separate ways. After I reached home, went online as usual till ard 3am b4 the big thunderstorm came n I had a gd nite's slp. :D

Moral of the day: Always slp whenever there's a thunderstorm or rain as it's better for us to slp during those conditions. :D

A totally boring day... :S

2011-07-22T11:46:00.000-07:00

Today was indeed a totally boring day for me. Nth much to do today. Originally, supposed to hav 3 tuitions in a row. In the end, all of them had to be cancelled due to one reason or another... :S

Seriously, sometimes I oso think I gave too much freedom to my tuition kids n whether I shld change the way I operate if not I may be harming them rather den helping them. :S

I sincerely n seriously hoped tt they will listen to watever I tell them n folo wat I said in order to do well in exams... Those r definitely my own experiences... but I wonder how many of them listen or do sia... :S

Ok den. Hope tml will be a better day den. 3 tuitions to teach n hopefully everything will go on smoothly ba... :)

Moral of the day: Life can be really boring if we simply had nth to do sia... Thus, die die mus find things to do! :)

A day full of surprises n results... :P

2011-07-19T11:34:00.000-07:00

At first, I tot today will be yet another boring day with only tuition to handle. To my surprise, I finally realise wat the ldrs in my centre meant by doing Amway is jus tt simple lor... Haha! :D

1st of all, had 2 tuitions today n both of them went on as per norm. So nth much. :)

However, b4 I went for my tuitions, went over to Amway warehouse again today to buy 1 more rally ticket n oso to get order for my 1st major customer, 1 of my tuition kid's parent, who had been using Amway pdts for quite some time liao. Thanks to my mum, I managed to get tis customer sia... :)

Den after tt, managed to get another customer, who was my mum's fren, oso thru my mum. Haha! Tt's y I kept asking her to do, cos it's easier for her to get pple den me sia... My frens simply either not interested or jus dun even giv me the chance. Haha! But nvm. I treat those as prac n lessons learnt lor. :P

Anyway, today's results was indeed great n motivated me alot oso. Hopefully, will be able to get more sales by the end of tis mth den. :D

Tml will be the day of the rally. Had failed to invite my uncle for tml, but managed to get my mum to go. Hopefully, she will be able to get something from it n oso show more support for me, either by helping me more or by joining in herself! Ya. :P

Ok den, getting late n tired. Hopefully, tml will be better! :D

Moral of the day: U will nv noe wat will happen till u try! So go ahead n giv it a try den! :D

A nite full of entertainment n experience! :P

2011-07-17T22:23:00.000-07:00

Ytd was indeed a nite full of entertainment n experience. Managed to c something tt I nv did c so serious b4... :)

Went to church for service n bible classes as norm in the morn. After tt, came back home n had a make-up tuition with a student who was unable to make it on sat. :S

After tt, went to meet up with my grp of frens b4 we went to West Coast Recreation Centre for our bowling session. As we were carrying on with my tentative plan of playing 2 games, in the midst of the 2nd game, 1 of my fren suddenly suffered from fits n it was so serious tt we had to ask for an ambulance to be sent over! :( The rest of us were kinda shocked but still managed to help as much as possible. Luckily for him, his gf was ard n noe wat to do with the situation. After bout 15 mins, the ambulance finally came n proper medical assistance was given. However, due to the seriousness, he was still sent to the hosp.

We went to the hosp after settling the bill n stayed till ard 1am at the hosp. Whie waiting for news of him, we had a very nice chat. In the end, he was 'forced' to stay overnite for observations. After we noe of his news, we went home. :)

It was indeed a nite full of experience. Nw I noe, nxt time whenever he "acts cool". I'm going to do something. Haha! :D

Moral of the day: Always stay a lookout for one another! :D

A very enriching day for me today! :D

2011-07-16T09:31:00.001-07:00

Today was indeed the most enriching day for me. It's been some time since I spent my day so meaningfully. :P

Had 2 tuitions in the morn n early afternoon from 10am to ard 1.30pm. Managed to teach 2 very obedient n willing to learn students n oso easy to handle, in the sense I dun nd to worry they will anyhow change my tuition timings... HAHA! :D

After tt, went to attend my church's special event for today, which was bout our history n how BP churches came bout. I tot it was very meaningful as we were able to invite 2 of the few ancestors of the BP church history. Learnt many new stuffs which I nv heard b4 n nw I'm more aware of wat I believe in n oso realise y is bible so impt to us. :D

After tt, I went over to SAC for the chinese meeting for tonite. Learn many things from Sis Eva's sharing n oso the topic by Sis Peck Luan. Very meaningful n oso sets me thinking bout wat I really wan n oso wat I shld do if I wan to cont in tis biz of mine. :D

Reached home at ard 11.30pm jus nw. Kinda tired. Tml will be yet another full day. Hopefully, it will be as meaningful, if not enjoyable, like today. :P

Moral of the day: Actually, it's not difficult to spend everyday meaningfully. It jus depends on how we spent it, who we spend it with, wat we do during the time, wat we learn n oso wat we experience... :D

Wat a cooling day today... :)

2011-07-15T10:59:00.000-07:00

Today was indeed a cooling day. The rain started coming in the afternoon n stopped after a while n carried on again ltr in the evening n towards the nite time, which resulted in the weather being rather cooling nw. Wat a gd weather for slping! Haha! :D

Anyway, I oso felt the blues in the rain n thus the colour tt I used nw. Hehe. Went for 3 tuitions today. Rather tired but fulfilling. Happened to pump into a church fren when I was on my way for my tuitions at Yew Tee. Chatted with him for awhile along the journey b4 he alighted 1 station b4 me. :P

Was slightly late for tuition again today. Haiz. Really bad habit sia... :S But managed to finish on time today. At least the students r getting serious nowadays. So still quite glad with tt. :)

Ended at ard 11 plus jus nw b4 I came home. Had to bear with the rain jus nw when I was on my way back. Luckily my tuition kid lent me an umbrella, if not I would hav become a chicken in the soup. LOL! :D

Going to slp soon in such a nice weather n prep myself for more tuitions tml den. Shld be able to go for the special programme for my church tml. Yeah! My prayers r being listened! Haha! :D Looking forward to tml. :)

Moral of the day: Pray hard n God will hav everything done when the time is right. Jus keep praying! :D

A rather busy day today... :)

2011-07-14T12:15:00.000-07:00

After 2 days of unexpected rest, it's finally back to norm today. Had 2 tuitions in the evening n in the end, only managed to reach home at ard 12 midnite again jus nw. :)

B4 my tuitions, managed to get the tickets for nxt wk's Amway Diamond Rally, which is going to be held at Suntec City Convention Hall nxt wed. Hopefully will be able to invite my uncle to go tgt with me. :)

Nth much happened today besides these 2 things. Tml will be another busy day for me. Hopefully will be able to reach home earlier ba... Haha! :D

Moral of the day: It's always better to be able to do something den to stay ard doing nth! :D

Continuation from ytd's urge. :)

2011-07-13T11:16:00.000-07:00

Today's post is jus a continuation from ytd's post, in the sense tt the urge to write is still ard, thus I'm back here again writing. Haha! :D

Did nth much today except went for lunch with an army fren at Clementi Mall Macs. Had to thank him n say sori to him at the same time. Thank him for his treat of Macs. Sori becos I made him waited for bout half an hr due to my waiting of the bus tt nv did came till much longer as usual... Haha! :S

Anyway, after tt, had a chat with him b4 going to do some personal stuff, bringing him along as well. We got lost for awhile while I was trying to search for the bowling alley at the West Coast Recreation Centre. Nonetheless, still managed to find it. Haha! So still not too bad. :)

After tt, went home with him n he managed to air his swimming gear n towel as he had went for a swim at the Clementi Swimming Complex earlier on in the morn. At ard 6pm, we went off as he went for his IPT while I went ahead to meet another fren of mine for dinner. :)

She only managed to arrive at ard 7.15pm due to her late leaving from work. In the end, we had a rather rush dinner b4 going to SAC for our weekly meeting. I even saw my tuition kid at the place tt we had our dinner, which was jus beside his hse. He was having dinner with his mum when I reached there. :)

Anyway, it's been some time since she was back for meeting so I was kinda glad to get back there for the 1st time since our centre had shifted place. Managed to learn some gd knowledge n stuffs n oso had some gd sharing with some of the leaders in the centre. Managed to decide on wat I wanted to do oso. :P

Left the place at ard 11.15pm b4 going for home. Reached home at ard 12 midnite after sending my fren home on the way. :)

Tot thru wat I had learnt from some of the leaders jus nw, I guess, I really nd to hav some changes, including tt of my tuition. I think I shld start to buck up n not let my tuition kids change the tuition time as n when they like. Had to really start from somewhere I guess... though I noe it wont be very gd for them too. :(

Hopefully, will be able to implement wat I wanted soon den. Going to get the Rally tickets for nxt wk tml if possible. So had to rest early den. Nite all n cya soon den. :)

Moral of the day: Learn to communicate well with others n soon u will be able to do well in ur business n watever tt u may wan to do too! :D

Jus a sudden urge... :P

2011-07-12T10:15:00.000-07:00

It's been almost close to 3 mths since I last written anything here. Sori to those who had been regularly coming back to check out tis page n only to leave here disappointed in the end. Sori bout tt. I will try my best to come back n update here as much as possible. :)

Actually, I oso dunno y I will write here today. Perhaps jus a sudden urge ba... :) Haven been writing for long n it's becoming a habit oso to forget bout writing. Perhaps jus wan to hav the feeling of writing back to me again... Perhaps jus got something wanted to say but nowhere to say it ba... Haha! Anyway, jus felt like writing here lor. :)

Many things had come n go since last time. It's been close to 8 mths since my dad left us to heaven n oso more than a yr since my 'ex gf' became my little sis yet again... If u all noe wat I'm toking bout den ok. If not oso nvm. Haha! :D

Many things had past n come n to me, life is jus like a routine. Nth special happened n nth much had been done. Sometimes, I do felt like an idiot, wasting my life n time away jus like tt. I noe I had to do something, but the urge of doing tt something n drive is lacking... :S

To put it simply, I jus nd the drive for my life to be better n I believe tt drive will come in the form of my future life partner. It had always been in the back of my mind n I sincerely believe in tt till today. I believe tt if my the other half appear in my life, I will be a much better person den nw for sure... But when is she coming to my life? I really dunno. All I can do is pray n wait for God's time to arrive. :(

Nonetheless, I think such things cant be rushed n I'm not gonna rush them too... So jus leave it to God den. Hopefully, it wont be too late for me. Haha! Y am I worrying if I noe tt God will surely provide for me? :)

Sometimes, I really hope tt time can go back to when I was still young, a time when I dun nd to worry bout so many things, the time when I was so naive n able to believe in everything others said to me n dun nd to worry n consider so much... Haha! Of cos I noe tt's impossible... :)

Had been feeling rather down lately. Was thinking bout some things in the past n realised tt indeed I hadnt been tt popular among my frens n it seemed as if I'm always the forgotten one... However, I'm not gonna let those things affect me anymore cos I noe there r other pple ard me who really care n treat me as a fren. I guess, they r more worthy of my time den those who arent... :)

Ok den, getting late. Oso dunno wat I'm toking bout already. Tok again nxt time den. :)

Moral of the day: Nv did forget tis. Haha! Think of the positive things tt happened to us rather den the negative ones cos the negative ones will only make us negative n feel bad! :S

An interesting day today... :P

2011-04-15T10:13:00.000-07:00

Today is indeed a very interesting day for me... Gd things, bad things all happened to me today. Haven been so eventful for some time. So wat happened today den? Les take a look at today's events den... :P Woke up at ard 8am tis morn but after some refusal to wake up, I managed to drag till ard 10.30am b4 I finally decided to wake up. After waking up, did my norm preps for sch n went off for sch at ard 11.30am. Nth much happened till nw but I din noe I was into a huge fixed situation ltr... :S As I was walking to the busstop to wait for my bus to sch, I heard a sound when I was getting off the overhead bridge tt led to the busstop. At 1st, I tot it was someone behind me who was approaching me n so I turned ard to c who was it, only to be greeted by empty space. So thinking tt I might hav heard wrongly, I carried on walking towards the busstop. When I reached the busstop, I was thinking how long would I hav to wait for the wretched bus to come tis time... Jus as I was thinking, the bus I was waiting for came into sight. So I tot how lucky I was. But as I was searching for my ez-link card in my pockets, I realised tt my hp was gone! To my utmost astonishment! For a second, I panicked n tot where would it be? I rem holding on to it not too long ago as I was walking towards the busstop... As a result, I had no choice but to go back on the same route to search for it n thus missing tt bus tt came so early today... Indeed, on my way back, I realised tt it was at somewhere near the overhead bridge where I had previously heard the sound... Mus hav been the sound my hp made when it dropped to the floor from my pocket... :S In the end, I had to wait for another 15 mins b4 the nxt bus came along... making me late for sch in the end of cos. I was really cursing n swearing when I was waiting for the nxt bus to come sia... :S After tt, everything went as per norm n I went for my revision lect in sch. Nth much happened, besides I realised tt I still rem part of my IBM stuff n I realised tt the girl who was always sitting a space away from me (The central stairs tt cut across the LT was the space... :P) seemed to be getting more attractive to me today... Dunno y oso. LOL! :D After my lect, I went for my 2 tuitions at Yew Tee. As per norm, both of them r jus like their usual selves n I had a rather hard time trying to get my teachings across... Hopefully, one day they will understand n really learn ba... :) After my tuitions ended at ard 8pm, I went to Chinatown, where I was supposed to meet up with the other sour grapes for dinner. In the end, when I reached there, they had already finished n I had to eat Macs burger... LOL! In the end, they even went to TDC to sing, which was really totally impromptu! Due to the fact tt I had to go home early n tt I was wearing some inappropriate attire, I had to giv it a miss... Managed to stay with them for awhile more b4 leaving with another grape for home. :P On our bus trip home, tis other interesting incident happened. We were on the upper deck of the bus when there was tis grp of youngsters who were chatting n laughing rather loudly at the back of the bus. It was rather ok at the beginning but the volume seemed to be getting louder n louder. Everyone was silent bout it until 1 girl, who was with her bf n another girl-fren, started to shout at them to keep quiet. I was waiting for a war to start seriously but in the end, it din last more den 1 min! Much to my disappointment... Haha! B4 the grp alighted from the bus, they even uttered to the girl tt she was a crazy bitch. As I tot another round of argument was bout to start, it ended with jus a few scoldings of "U r den the crazy bitch" and so on... Tot I would hav gotten a free show but in the end, not very satisfied with the 'performance'. Haha! However, jokes aside, I was wondering wat would happened if the incident carried on sia... n it oso brought me to think bout how 'well' the parents hav been teaching their kids n how the society had seriously affected these so-called "future hopes of the country"... :S Managed to reach home safe n sound in the end. Was kinda glad after an eventful of mishaps n gd things. Hopefully tml will be a better day den. :P Btw, one of the grapes will be going to London tml. Jus wan to wish her bon voyage n hope to c her again soon den. :P Moral of the day: Singapore has no hopes in the future as the younger generations r simply not giving us the hopes tt we were hoping for! How many of them will wake up b4 the world end comes? I really dunno. God bless me n Singapore den... :D

Very entertaining day for me today... LOL! :D

2011-04-11T09:04:00.000-07:00

Today was a rather entertaining day for me, especially in the afternoon... Let me tell u y den... :P Went to sch for lesson today in the morn. Was rather tired as usual n realise alot of things still dun understand... Dunno how to pass my exams for tis yr oso sia... :S After my lessons, I rushed over to City Hall where I met 1 of the sour grapes for lunch n had a nice chat with him over lunch regarding some of my recent probs, which include my exams of cos. Happened to c a church fren at where we ate but I dun think he noticed me... Haha! :) After lunch, went over to Holland Village for my tuition. Was rather tired by den n had intended to postpone the tuition initially but in the end, carried on with the tuition as the tuition kid was able to make it so din wan to change again. Taught him some stuffs which hope he will be able to rem them ba... :P After my tuition, tis is where the entertainment occurred. As I was on my way back home, I happened to c 2 students sitting at the back of the bus n obviously, they din care bout pple ard them n were kissing like nobody's business. From their outfit, we could clearly c tt they were students although I din purposely go n c which sch they were from. It's really bad education to the kids nowadays sia... :S But nonetheless, no one went to stop them n me too, not wanting to court trouble decided to jus alight the bus at my busstop without doing anything... :) After I reached home, had another tuition for the day n had a nice time teaching the 2 tuition kids for tuition tonite. Hopefully, they will be able to improve in their upcoming exams tis yr. :P Finally, I managed to get a rest myself n I guess, I shld be slping soon den. Since there will be morn lect again tml morn... Ya. :S Moral of the day: If u wan to do anything immoral, dun do it in public places. Do try to find a private place where u can do all u wan. For kids or sch children, pls wait till u r older b4 u do such shameless things, let alone in front of the public! :S

Mad day for me today... :P

2011-03-25T14:21:00.000-07:00

Had a total of 3 tuitions today jus nw in the evening... Was at Yew Tee from 4 plus all the way to 11 plus sia... Tuition marathon. Was kinda tired but when I came back, had another marathon jus nw in the form of gaming... Haha! Jus ended n going to slp soon... N it's almost 5.30am nw!

Ltr still nd to wake up at ard 9 plus... Dunno can make it or not... After tt still got k session to go to... Hmm... I better slp nw den... Hehe. :D

Moral of the day: Dun slp late when u noe u got things to do the nxt day... LOL! :D

Getting more n more lost day by day... :S

2011-03-24T12:05:00.000-07:00

Indeed, as the days passed lately, I get more n more lost as my life seemed to be in a stagnant rite nw. No matter wat I do, I noe I still got 1 big thing waiting for me soon but somehow, I jus cant bring myself to face it. Scared or not scared, I really dunno. Deep inside me, I noe I really cared bout tis thing but in another side of me, I jus simply dun care bout it. Jus cant be bothered perhaps. :S

Another day jus passed again today... Jus like tt. Din do anything much besides sitting in front of my com for the whole of today again... Haiz. When can I really do the things I liked n wanted to do sia? :S

Seriously, wat I had been doing, I noe it's not wat I really wanted. I dun wanna waste time. I noe there r many pple in diff parts of the world had no time to waste n thus I oso dun wanna waste the precious time I had. But wat can I do? I really dunno. :S

Somehow, my life is jus not rite... which is y when I hear someone told me tt he's having a terrible life, I was like, if having a gf n a family n freedom is a terrible life, wat is one without a gf n freedom? Hell? Maybe... :S

So, hopefully, he will wake up soon n I will oso wake up from tis nightmare of mine... :S

Moral of the day: Be contented with wat u hav n dun compare with others... If u always wan to compare n complain, definitely u will live in a terrible life... :S

Joyous n surprise day today for gd fren. :P

2011-03-23T11:26:00.000-07:00

Celebrated a close fren's bday today for him, tgt with the whole sour grapes gang. Gave him a huge surprise n glad he enjoyed his cake. Jus wan to tell him tt there will be more coming tis sat so hope tt he will look forward to it. Dun think he will be seeing here so shld remain as another surprise for him den. Hehe. :P

Did nth much today as per norm. Only some revision n 1 tuition today. Hopefully, will be better tml den. Tot of some not so happy stuffs during my bus journeys today... Hmm... :S

Shld be slping soon. Wont be able to slp in my room tonite as my cousin was slping on my mattress... Sianz. No choice. Hav to slp some other place den... :S Shld be slping in my room tml den. :)

Moral of the day: Treat others well if u wan others to treat u well too. If u r willing to sacrifice for others sake, there will be a time when they will reciprocate too! :D

It's a joyous but tiring day for me... :S

2011-03-19T09:48:00.000-07:00

Today was indeed a much joyous day. 1stly, I finally decided to start serious studying from today on till my exams in May. So hopefully, I will be able to get something out of tis. :P

2ndly, today was my church's special day as we had decided to let God made full use of our new sanction for His works n oso we had a wonderful ceremony n dinner successfully done up today. :P

However, it's oso a very tiring day for me today as I din had much slp last nite n today oso dreaded for the whole day. So hopefully, ltr will be able to get some rest. :P

For the 1st time since dunno how many days ago, I din manage to on my garena for today. Haha! So is tis a gd improvement? Hope so ba. :P

Moral of the day: If we wan to do something, we surely will be able to do it if God permits! :D

A very puzzled n confused feeling tt I nv had b4... :S

2011-03-18T10:38:00.000-07:00

Actually dun feel like writing anything today. In addition, supposed to be slping early today as I'm having my 1st revision lect for tml morn. However, as I was looking back at some of the photos tt I had taken during my last trip to Genting, tis weird, puzzling n confusing feeling kept coming to me... I dunno y n it's unexplanable... :S

Currently, not very mentally sound as I was really kinda tired. Was waiting for my hair to dry after having a late shower jus nw. In the end, oso din noe wat to do n went to take a look at the photos which I had taken in the previous trip to Genting. Hope to go back there again soon but I noe, I nd to overcome a huge hurdle b4 tt... my upcoming exams! :S

Tis yr, despite claiming to wan to study at the beginning of the yr, the result wasnt much to my expectations... Perhaps, study is no longer my cup of tea. I dun really feel the urge n the burning spirit ro study anymore... To me, study is jus another burden or simply wasting of my time! :S

However, I noe, I nd to study for the nxt 2 mths in order to pass my exams n get tt stupid piece of paper... By hook or by crook! I mus get it! :S

So, I decided to start seriously from tml onwards... No more joking ard. No more fooling ard. Jus put in my best efforts n we shall c wat I can get to den... :) All the best to me den! :D

Moral of the day: Nv do things which u r unsure of. Make sure u r certain of doing something b4 u start on it! :D

* 男人想发生关系时的话 *

2011-03-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

Jus wan to share a piece of creative article tt I happened to c online jus nw... Sori to those who r non-chinese as it's in chinese. For those who r non-chinese can stay tuned to wat happened today for me after tt piece of article. :D Thank you for ur patience! :D

男：你知道吗？我每天也在想没有你的日子我该怎么过。

女：要是你的心里没有我，我马上便会离开你。

男：不可能。

女：若有其他少女勾引你，你能保持清醒？绝不搭上她们吗？

男：还用说，这是理所当然的。

女：我家里的家务都要由我一个人做吗？

男：不用怕，我会在外头找其他人来帮你干好这差事。

女：将来我要是不能成为你的完美情人怎么办？

男：即使如此，但你在我心中的形象也是不会改变的。

女：若我成为你的妻子，那我肯定有天会人老珠黄，变得很丑，但届时我必会相夫教子，考顺你的双亲。

男：亲爱的，这样的话太令我感动了，简直是梦寐以求。

女：但要是有一天我不在这个世界了，你还是再找一个爱你的人吧。

男：傻孩子，那样的话我情愿一辈子独身了。

女：那请你以后就只能爱我一个，不要再去看其他美女。

男：当然，那是不用多说的。

女：要是你的旧情人来找你，说她还是很挂念你，你会跟她旧情复始吗？

男：我才不管，这事与我何干

女：那我要是被别人欺负，你会怎样？

男：狠狠干掉他，我绝不能让这种事发生

女：如果我怀孕了，你会负责吗？

男：这绝对是男人应有的责任，也是该有的表现

女：你会把工资的一大部份都花在赌博上吗?

男：不会，这是不能原谅的，绝不能让那种事发生，那怕只是偶然一次

女：我要是做错事，你会原谅我吗？

男：那是肯定的，而且理应是要包容这种事

女：你会出轨，对我不忠吗？

男：这样的话最痛苦的肯定是我自己

女：我要你经常在早上都抱着我然后对我说「我爱你」

男：还用说？这种事最好每天至少发生一次

女：若你碰到死缠不休的女子疯狂追求你，那你会怎样？

男：那我会叫她早点放弃这念头，若她不愿收手，就只能找执法人员帮手了

女：若你对我不好，我母亲可是会代我惩治你的。

男：前者是不可能发生的，因此后者也不可能实现

女：将来我若嫁给你，你会愿意让我母亲也住到你家中吗？

男：当然可以，只要把她带到我们家中，更可以让你看到我和她相亲相爱。

女：我不许你在外面胡混，在其他女子家中过夜或勾三搭四的。

男：我绝不是会做这种事的男人。

女：我若跟你家人争吵，你会站在我这边保护我吗？

男：看情况吧，但一般情况下还是会的。

女：当你愤怒时，你会虐打你的情人吗？

男：不可能，那种事简直是一种犯罪。

女：你能不能让我掌管你的工资，当你的财政大臣？

男：当然了,有些话不用说得太明白

女：你爱我是为了性吗?

男：这种话令我很恶心,请不要再这样说了

女：你真好,我要永永远远也爱你

当男生和女生发生关系后，由下往上读。看毕，也只能苦笑着希望女孩子小心择友。也该感幸运，生命里都好像没出现过这样的男人呢。你呢？

For those who r non-chinese, pls carry on from here den... :P

Basically, jus went out for singing jus nw with my grp of frens. It's been 3 wks since we last meet up so it's kinda long since we last met. Had a fun time n managed to sing many oldies songs today. Looking forward to the nxt outing again. :P

Had tuition tis morn. Only 1 tuition so kinda relax. :P

Still sick like a dog. Nose blocked by all the stupid yellow phlegm... *Puke*! :S Hope it will go off real soon... Really terrible sia... :S

Shld be slping soon too in order for my sickness to go away from me asap. Hehe. :P

Moral of the day: Look carefully b4 we choose our future husband/wife. Dun regret in the future for the mistake committed nw! :D

A day of lessons n business... :)

2011-03-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

Today was indeed a day of lessons n business... In wat sense? Many lessons learnt n many reminders were given to me by some pple ard me, intentionally n unintentionally. 1stly, thank all of them 1st b4 I carry on. :P

1stly, lessons n reminder learnt from church, my pastor n my sunday sch teacher. Really learnt alot n os got reminded on many things on life. I seriously think I nd a change real soon... :S

After tt, had a chat with a fren jus nw n oso got reminded again by her on many things... So definitely going to change soon enuf I guess... :P

Nxt is business. Had 2 tuitions instead of 1 today as there was a makeup lesson from Thurs. As a result, even though was suffering from a mild cold, I still tried my best to do my job well. Hopefully, they will not get my flu bug. Hehe. :P

After tt, went to de coders with my fren n we played a game called Mr Jack. Kinda fun but too bad it's only for 2 pple. So haha. No chance to play with more pple. Anyway, there were only the 2 of us. So ya. :D

After tt, I sent her to her busstop b4 going on my way home as our route home happened to coincide. On the way back, another fren of ours kept on bombarding my phone n insist on toking to me bout some serious matters, as he claimed. N nw, listening to him. Hopefully, he wont last too long den. Haha! :D

Had a chat with another fren jus nw on the phone for more den an hr. Not a girl. So dun worry. Hehe. :P

Tt's bout it today. Kinda boring ah? :P

Moral of the day: Always try to stay happy for as many things as we faced. As long as we had God in our mind, all the things tt we faced can be explained n overcomed easily! :D

Lessons to learn from the Japan Quake & Tsunami... :)

2011-03-12T07:34:00.000-08:00

It's a very very sad n down day for Japan ytd. An earthquake of magnitude 8.9 hit the north-eastern part of Japan n caused alot of havoc n many lives were lost as a result. Seeing all the terrible scenes from the news for the past 2 days, many things came to my mind n set me thinking...

Sometimes, we hav to understand tt things dun jus come bout without a reason. I believe all the things tt happened ard us r all pre-planned by God n definitely there's a purpose in Him doing tis to us. :)

From tis disaster, I realised tt there r many lessons to be learnt. 1stly, we hav to be reminded tt He remains to be the mighty one, be it the past, present or future. He will always be. Everything tt happened r permitted by Him. If He doesnt allow it to happen, it will NOT even happen in the 1st place! :)

2ndly, we hav to realise tt the day in which He will come back for us is really getting nearer n nearer. I understand tt 1 day b4 the Japan quake, China oso suffered a quake, which seemed to be a warning for us humans, but obviously, we din manage to catch it. Hopefully, the Japan quake will be a big enuf warning to tell us tt we hav to be rdy for His arrival soon... when? I oso dunno. :)

3rdly, from wat I heard from a sister's sharing in TQ today, I understand tt Japanese r the least willing to believe in God. Perhaps of their pride. But maybe, God wans them to noe who's boss from tis disaster n hopefully, more of them n other pple from other countries will heed tis lesson n start to understand Him n believe in Him more. :P

Of cos, there r many lessons learnt. But I guess, these 3 r the ones tt I learnt. At least for today, Maybe tml I will learn more lessons from God, but as for nw, I noe He wans me to noe tt He's the one tt will lead my life n make all the decisions. I will do my best to obey His words n do wat pleases Him. :D

Moral of the day: Nv think tt u r so great n powerful tt u belittle God's abilities. He can make or break everyone of us! :)

It's been a long long long long long time since I last posted anything here... :P

2011-03-08T09:21:00.001-08:00

It's been a seriously very long time since I last posted anything here... To be exact, bout 3 mths since. Haven been able to get or do watever I wanted. In the end, realised I had been wasting my precious time... n life. :S

It's been more den 100 days since my dad moved on to the other side of the world... or heaven, as we christians called it. :) Hope he's having a gd time over there n looking over me nw too. :)

Dun really noe how come I'm typing all these stuffs nw... Perhaps I'm jus bored... Or perhaps I jus felt like it suddenly. Haha! :D

Exams in bout 2 mths time. Totally unprepared but not really worried. Dun even feel like studying nw anyway... :S However, rem I shld jus study hard for the rest of the nxt 2 mths for the sake of a stupid n useless piece of paper... since I had already paid for it. :S Shall heed the advice of my fren whom we briefly chatted today den... :)

Finally understand the meaning of no frens between ex-lovers n oso the meaning of nv trust anyone except urself today... How TRUE sia! :S Sometimes, I do regret spending so much of my time doing things tt reaped no rewards watsoever... but I noe all these routes r pre-planned by God for me, to make me learn n grow as a better person in my own future... :)

Ok den. Tt's all for today. Getting late, but the nite is still young! Haha! Shall find some things to do b4 I feel really tired n go to slp ltr ba... :P

Moral of the day: Nv trust anyone except U urself! If not, u may end up being hurt seriously! Rem tt! :)

Long time nv post... Post is unlucky again... :S

2010-12-07T12:37:00.000-08:00

Super duper suay to the max again... Somehow God jus cant let me hav fun n enjoy life... Everything tt I said but nv take all come out to be true n those tt I took all turn out to be wrong yet again! For dunno how many times for the past few wks liao... Haiz. Last time always win den bookies run like nobody's biz. Nowadays keep losing den bookies nv run... Haiz. Y like tt? Y is life so unfair? Y is life so full of darkness n no hopes ard? Is tis my fate? Is tis really wat God wans me to undergo so tt I will die due to unluckiness as planned by Him? I really dunno... Totally lost n dunno wat to do nxt! :(

As usual, all is gone after only jus the 1st half only... How can anyone be so unlucky rite? Keep seeing pple huat n jackpot like mad... especially non-christians. But how come christians like me will hav to endure hardships n hardships n non-stop hardships? Really dunno y I face so many hardships nowadays... :S

Dad is gone to join God jus bout 2 wks ago. Din managed to even c him at the last min... Really felt very sad tt time. Keep thinking of the happy days tt we had tgt n oso the things tt we share with one another... Nw all these can only be recalled in my memory... Y is it so unfair? Y mus God planned all these unlucky stuffs in my life? When will my luck come to me? The day when I die? :S

Where is the girl whose supposed to be for me? When is she coming into my life? I had been waiting for the past 25 yrs with no sign of her coming yet... I cant believe all these is part of God's plan for me... :S

Nonetheless, I had no choice but to believe in Him. I had to believe tt He had the best plan awaiting me, even though to me, a wretched human, all these jus dun make sense at all! A child of His, suffering like hell on Earth, maybe only death will be the best release for me... :S

Anyway, hopefully, my luck will be coming soon... I had been waiting for many yrs for it to come but it doesnt seem to be here anytime, anywhere... Haiz. How can it be like tt? I really cant take it anymore soon... :S

Moral of the day: I oso dunno wat moral can I get from today... Maybe we had to really throw all our hopes in heaven so as not to be so depressed, sad n out of hope ba... Haiz! :S

A rather boring wkend for me... :(

2010-09-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

These 2 days were one of the most boring days tt I had for some time. Usually, there will be progs held on wkends but due to various commitments from diff pple tis wk, our norm meeting up had been cancelled for tis wk. As a result, it had been a rather boring wkend for me. Ya. :S

Went to sch for my 2 lects ytd for the 1st time of the yr n everything seemed to be so diff... My point of view on CF had changed n I tot I may hav a chance to As it if I put in enuf effort. :) However, the view for soci had changed as the new lecturer tt I had dun seem to noe wat shld be taught! Haha! I think I'm in for a hard time tis yr for soci.. :S Anyway, I still hope I will be able to pass it at least. Ya. :)

After my sch, stayed home with my bro n we watched the Chelsea match tgt. It was kinda expected tt Chelsea was gonna lose the 3rd time in a row to Man City last nite, from the way they were playing the match n in the end, they really did... Haiz. :S

After tt, did nth much but still slept at ard 3am in the end, the 1st time so late for the wk. Haha! :)

As for today, woke up rather late due to last nite's late nite slp n had my tuition at 12noon. Managed to wake up on time b4 my tuition kid came over though. Ya. So was a relief. :)

After the tuition, I prep myself b4 going for Sunday service. Today's sermon was rather impt for me n serves as a very big reminder. Not only so, the wkly reading materials oso made me learnt alot as our pastor wrote a very gd message in there. Ya. :)

After tt, went for my 2nd tuition of the day. A make up tuition. Was glad tt the kid had finally woken up n is striving to do his best for his 'O' lvls tis yr. Hopefully he's gonna make it n dun let his parents worry for him n oso set a gd example for his younger siblings. :) After tt, came back home n watched the last part of F1. It was rather expected again as Alonso clinched the 1st position in Singapore for the 2nd time since F1 started adopting Singapore as 1 of the race in 2008. He had won here twice. Haha! Actually, hoped he can win the drivers' championships. :)

So tt's all for the boring wkend. Shld be slping soon nw after Hannover 96 had kicked off their match n I had won a little bit due to tt... Haha! So nite to all. Morn lect again for tml morn! :S

Moral of the day: We mus nv be proud in watever achievement we get becos if God doesnt allow us to achieve the achievement, we will NEVER get it! :D

3-in-1 entry for today... :P

2010-09-24T08:59:00.000-07:00

Sori for being MIA for the past 2 days again. Haha! Sori bout tt. Had been kinda lazy for the past 2 days n had been taking the time to do more of my personal stuffs rather den writing here. Ya. Sori bout tt. Anyway, nth much happened for the past 2 days oso as there were no sch for me. It's like a wkend to me for the past 2 days. Jus some tuitions n postponed n cancelled tuition only. So tot nth much to say... :S

However, today was a diff scenario! Haha! Tt's y mus write today. Had sch today n it was the 1st time since dunno when I went to sch on my own (Besides the time when I went to pay for my eCR 2 wks ago). I mean going to sch for lessons on my own. Ya. It's been like half a yr already since I last did tt. Ya. Managed to got onto the bus today n saw all the wonderful 'scenaries' again... (If u noe wat I mean! :P) Anyway, my heart wasnt in there already even though it's another familiar sight for me. It's a diff feeling n a diff person in me nw. I noe all these r not wat God wans me to put myself into. So I jus merely c c look look only. :)

Reached sch early today n happened to saw my fren who was leaving sch after his morn lect. Managed to catch up with him for awhile b4 he went off hurriedly. Dunno for wat reason though. :) Anyway, went for the lesson which I had been taking for the past 4 yrs (5 yrs if u include tis yr! :S). However, there's a major diff tis yr. My beloved lecturer, Mr Nageb, is no longer teaching tt unit! :S Dunno is it becos I took too many times or jus becos he happened not to teach my class or watsoever reason, my lecturer changed for tis yr. From my past experiences, I noe the IBM notes will be rather thick n as a result, I brought a thick file to sch, hoping to contain all the notes... However, to my biggest astonishment, the notes for tis yr, by a new lecturer, was even thinner den the Study Guide of Maths 1! Luckily, it's only set 1. But I reckon, it wont be thicker den the Econs Study Guide... Ya. :S How am I going to study n pass sia? I really dunno... :S

At 1st, when the lesson started, I tot she was kinda boring... But luckily, as time passes, I realised she wasnt tt boring after all, jus tt I dun really get wat she's trying to piece tgt... Everything tt she said seemed to be pieces of info which jus dun seem to piece tgt... Think I will nd some time to do tt ba... Ya. :S

Anyway, after my lect, went for my makeup tuition at Holland Village today. I was rather lucky as I managed to reach the kid's void deck b4 the thunderstorm-cum-flashfloods came pouring down. However, I got a shock of my life... I realised I had lost my keys! OMG! I tried to search in vain but to no avail. In the end, I had to giv up the search n went for the tuition. Thruout the whole tuition, I had been thinking of where could I hav dropped it... But still no answers. Luckily for me today, I got the kid to do some stuffs n so he din realise tt I wasnt paying attention to him. Haha! :)

The tuition was finally over after some long dreaded wait n I cant wait to go home n check if it's still at home. When I got home, I was super relieved to c my keys lying in my drawer! Haha! Mus be becos I was kinda rush in going out n forgot bout it ba... Haha! Made myself worried for nth... :S

After tt, had been studying n doing nth once in a while till nw. Shld be slping soon cos kinda tired after a day's work n oso becos of 2 lects coming up tml, including 1 morn lect! :S So cya all again tml den? :)

Moral of the day: Do check ur stuffs everywhere u go to avoid dropping or losing ur stuffs unnecessarily! :D

2 days in succession! Woohoo! :D

2010-09-21T09:34:00.000-07:00

As promised last nite, I tried to not make tis a wkly affair. Haha! Luckily for me, managed to keep tt promise n make sure I take the effort to do it. So I hope u guys out there oso take the initiaitve not to waste my efforts k? Thanks once again. :)

Anyway, had my 2nd morn lect for today. 2 days in a row. Really kinda tiring for me. Rather taxing I will say. Ya. Nearly fell aslp today in class but luckily thanks to my lecturer, he managed to keep me awake with his jokes. Perhaps he noticed tt I was going to fall aslp n tt made him started telling jokes ba. Haha! As I was sitting in the 2nd row, rite under his nose. Hehe. Nonetheless, it was a rather enjoyable lect. However, I finally realised wat HRM is all bout... It's all bout "READ, READ & READ!" Shld be dying for me ba... Haha! Hope I can do it! :)

Anyway, after tt, was supposed to go for 2 tuitions today n was waiting in sch. However, at ard 1 plus, both of them sms me one after another to postpone the tuition to a ltr day of the wk... Did they discusses b4hand to fly me aeroplane tgt? I hope not! Haha! So in the end, went home to put my stuffs. Was kinda glad n thankful to God as He really took care of me. It was actually raining kinda heavily when I was on my way back but everytime I was transferring bus, the rain would become smaller for some reasons. Haha! So tis is wat they mean by blessings from God I guess? :D

Anyway, saw someone's reply n request to chat in the evening on FB messages. In the end, as all my tuitions had been postponed, I managed to turn up for the appt. But in the end, things tt happened werent wat I expected, which made me rather sianz... I was like: Y always like tt? But nonetheless, I let the person did wat she wanted in the end... Ya. But tis taught me a lesson: It doesnt pay to be nice to pple sometimes... We do nd to noe when n who we can be nice to... :S

K den. Shld be slping soon though tml wont be having morn lects. Haha! Mus switch back to gd habits ma... Haha! :P K den. Slp liao. Cya all tml den. :)

Moral of the day: Sometimes, no matter how gd u treat other pple, even though u did everything sui sui n nice nice for other pple, they still will find fault in u. However, we jus dun nd to care bout wat these pple r thinking n saying as long as wat we do is truly correct. Another moral is tt nv be nice to pple who arent appreciative of wat we do for them... Not worth it! :S

Once a week post? :)

2010-09-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

It's been 1 wk since I last posted anything here. For those who had been waiting everyday, eagerly for new posts, for the past wk, I'm sori for the delay n here comes the new post. So hope u guys haven abandoned me like wat I had done to u guys for the past wk. Really sori again. :(

Anyway, today's post was rather early as compared to my norm posts as my sch had already started today n due to the fact tt I'm going to hav yet another morn lect tml morn, which means early bedtime, had no choice but to write early. Ya. So hope u guys dun mind the time. :)

Anyway, had been rather smooth for my past wk. Nth really special tt's worth mentioning so I will jus skip to today's events? Ya. :D

Woke up super early tis morn (Or shld I say I tot I din even slp much at all! :S), due to the fact tt I had early morn lect today. Went to sch in my uncle's car n was kinda eager to find out wat's gonna happened to me tis wk. However, my mood was kinda mixed as my day passed by...

The lect was basically rather enjoyable with my lecturer really doing a great job, not in terms of teaching, but the way he teached. It's the 1st time I ever heard someone ever challenging the man whom I had lots of opinions on n he's the 1st to echo me, some more in a publicly manner! Haha! So kinda respect him all of a sudden. Ya. :) However, din manage to get to noe new frens though which was a rather sad pt for the day. Think it's really hard to get to noe new frens for shy pple like me ba... Haiz. :S

Anyway, another mixed feeling for today was my tuitions reduced from 2 to 1, which means I get to rest more but jus as I tot someone was going to chat with me online, I waited for nth in the end... Haiz. Dun wan to mention names liao cos really sick n tired of these kind of things happening, though I noe it's not something new liao... Ya. :S Anyway, not my habit to mention names oso. Hehe. :)

Did some revision today on wat was tot n oso some other stuffs. Basically, quite a fruitful day for me n a gd start to the yr! Hope I can be able to maintain tis kind of standards sia... :)

Was thinkin thru some things today when I was half-studying n half-girlwatching in sch today... Realised the world is really a very competitive place. Every girl tt I saw walked past in front of me, every single one of them seemingly tried to outshine the others, in terms of outlook, outfit, etc n some even go to the extent of... (U noe wat la, I dun nd to elaborate liao... :P) Seriously, as I was watching them walking past, I suddenly understand the meaning of the word 'competitive advantage', which I managed to learn in lect for today! Haha! So straight away put into use liao. Haha! :P But after seeing so many of them walked past, it suddenly struck me tt God hadnt planned any of them into my life - which means they were not the chosen one for me... Tt's wat I tot but I think most prob I'm rite. Anyway, tis made me ponder for awhile regarding where n when den will my girl appear in my life? Haiz. So it's back to square one again sia... :(

Anyway, I think I shld stop thinking of tis kind of things n let God do wat He wans ba... Shld focus on my studies more nw ba... Ya. :)

Ok den, think tt's all for today. Hopefully, tis will not become a wkly post ba. Will try to maintain it as often as possible. Ya. So stay tuned for tml den. :) Sori for the rather long entry for today though cos too long nv write liao. Hehe. :)

Moral of the day: Sometimes, it's only gd for us to sit down to think n plan our own future, rather den jus live day by day aimlessly n like a headless chicken. I realised I had simply wasted too much time previously n nw I had decided to grab back as much time as possible! Hopefully, I will be able to do it n God will giv me the chance to make amends sia... :) So u guys out there, dun waste anymore time! Do things with meaning n purpose! All the best! :D

It's been 4 days since... :)

2010-09-13T10:41:00.000-07:00

It's been 4 days since I had last written anything here. Many things had happened since n it's really been a roller coaster ride for me... in terms of my moods I mean. :)

Jus a summary of the more significant events ba. Went out for some exercise last Fri as it was a holiday. As a result, we were all able to meet earlier n everyone went to a field near Kallang Leisure Park for some frisbee throwing. As there were not enuf pple, we couldnt play anything more den tt. Haha! But I guess, everyone had a nice time. After tt, we went to hav our dinner at a jap place in the Leisure Park itself. After tt, we went to a pub-like place where someone had a lot of beer n got himself drunk again... Haiz. When will he ever learn his lesson on tis sia... I really dunno. I was sick n tired of reminding him n decided to keep quiet on tis when I was there with the rest. Despite tis hiccup, I think the event was still a success overall. Hope more pple will respond to our nxt event ba. :)

Reminded of many things when I was at a sermon on Sat evening. God made me revisited many of the lost things tt I had forgotten n managed to make me turn back onto the rite route. Hope I will stay on track for longer time tis time rd. :)

On Sunday, there were further lessons to learn from God when the topic during the service made me realised tt how much time I had been wasting in the past few yrs... Really dunno how to catch them back oso... Can only work hard from nw den... :(

Another thing tt happened on Sunday oso made me think alot. My ever peaceful family had a major argument becos my 2nd uncle suddenly went bonkers n start doing things which I tot was silly n unreasonable... Seriously, I think he was at fault but I din say it out in the end. He's still my elder anyway, so had to respect him. Let the others tok to him ba... Ya. :)

Den it's today. Went back to sch to pay my upcoming yr's course fees, which amounted to $4k+! Wat a bloodsucker my sch is sia... :S But no choice lor. Who ask me take so long still haven grad yet... :S So let them suck one more time lor... n oso the last time! :D After tt, went to town to meet a fren in the evening n had a chat with him. It's been sometime since I last met up with him. Tonite's chat was indeed a great reminder n beneficial to me as he made me decide wat to do in the future... I really mus thank him n hopefully, I will be able to stay focus on my targets n work tgt with him in the future. :D

I guess, tt's bout it for today. Oso tot thru many things when I was waiting for the meeting at the Macs jus nw. A beneficial day for me today. :)

Moral of the day: Always stay focus when u r doing things if not u will end up doing things aimlessly! :D

3 days of nonsense-free n sound-free life... :)

2010-09-08T11:53:00.000-07:00

It's been 3 days since I had last heard any nonsense n unwanted sounds from anyone... It's getting a little boring here as I only had 3 tuitions for the past 3 days, with all the 3 tuitions being for the same person! Indeed, many of my tuition kids chose to push their intended tuition to the ltr part of the wk, thinking tt I will be free to entertain all of them, which was definitely impossible! :S But no choice lor... Jus do as much as I can den. Haiz. :S

These past 3 days had been very relaxing n slacking for me, with no tuitions n no pple to come n disturb me with their nonsense... It's always very strange... When I'm busy, everyone start coming to disturb me; when I'm super free like these few days, no one seemed to even bother bout me n let me feel so bored with my life... Haiz. How come always like tt? I oso dunno... :S

Luckily for me, I had some of my frens to company me n play Monopoly Deal with me, both on Mon n today. Jus nw we even played till ard 1am b4 we finally left the Prata Shop near NUS. Haha! It was indeed a very fun time to get tgt with them. Made my life much better. Luckily, we will be having another gathering tis coming Fri. Ya. So not too bad for me. Hehe. Really looking forward to meeting up with them. :D

Tml shld be a much busier day for me as I shld hav 3 tuitions at least (Projected). So hopefully, none of them will cancel their tuitions n I will hav a full n busy day den. :)

Still rem my fren asking me bout something on Mon n I had been pondering thru tt qn since Mon till nw whenever I'm free or on my own. I think it's really time I start doing something... At least better den not doing anything n wait for the sky to drop an answer for me ba... :S

K den. Shld be slping soon after tis. Really dun wan to slp at 5am again... Hav to force myself to off the computer switch, lie on my bed, close my eyes, stop thinking of nonsense n nonsensical pple n really go n slp! Haha! So cya all tml den. :)

Moral of the day: Sometimes, life can be very boring if u hav nth to do, nobody to be with, nowhere to go or too much free time but dunno where to spend them. So dun ever let ur life be like tis! Try to find something to do, somebody to be with, somewhere to go or some free time to do things tt u seriously wanted to do! Dun regret on the loss time tt u had lost unnecessarily! :)

Mood turning better for today... :)

2010-09-06T10:51:00.000-07:00

My mood was slightly better as compared to from ytd. No more nonsense today for me besides lots of ps from my tuition kids... Oso dunno y they r so busy sia... Tot towards exams period they shld spend more time on studies but tt doesnt seem to be the case! Pple r still going out when they shld be studying, which lead to cancellation of tuitions... Haha! Nvm la. Their own freedom which results in me having more free time for myself. :)

From 3 tuitions today to jus 1, it's really a huge discount for me. Love my free time for today. Went online for eCr today, which is the choosing of my nxt yr's units to take. Many jokes came up... such as unable to click a single class for ESAP as all classes available were full... n oso my HRM n SOCI class clash as there were only 1 class each for the 2 units left available n they happened to be on the same time slot! :S Really dunno how can SIM not c tis kind of nonsense n allowed it happening to me... Haiz. Luckily, after some considerations, managed to get my tentative units done. Hope shld be finalised tml ba... :)

Anyway, after tt, went out with a fren to discuss something n oso had a nice Monopoly Deal session with him. Haha! Time really flies when we play as very quickly, it was time to say gdbye. I had a great time with him n it really brought me away from my troubles n probs for awhile. Thanks my dearest fren. :)

Shld be slping soon tt's y the early post cos mum had been hinting tt I had been slping really late. So shld start from today to slp early ba... Ya. :)

As for the photos, after I had figured out how to post them properly here, I will upload them asap for all to c. :D

Moral of the day: In order for our lives to be better n more positive, we nd to rid ourselves of all the bad n negative stuffs which will affect us in our lives... So start thinking positive, behave positive n lead a positive life! :D

Jus came back from hols but not really in a very gd mood... :S

2010-09-05T13:01:00.000-07:00

Sori for being MIA for the past 2 days. Went to Malacca ytd n only came back today nia. Haha! Tt's y din write ytd. As for fri, was too tired tt I had forgotten bout it. So sori bout it sia... Hehe. :)

Anyway, like I said, jus came back from relaxing n a break from malacca today n actually shld be in a better mood, but sometimes, life is jus full of uncertainties... There r always pple ard u who like to disturb u n make u angry n spoil ur days with their stupidity in terms of actions n words... Haiz. Sometimes, oso dunno how to deal with these pple sia... :S

Regarding my msia trip, I maybe posting some photos here for the nxt few days n oso hav a more detailed 'report' if possible. As for today, really not in the mood of toking bout tt... Thanks to someone who totally spoil the mood... :S

Went online jus nw when I reached home n saw someone's messages. Was kinda irritated n annoyed by tis person's comments... It jus showed tt tis person simply nv go n think thru b4 doing or saying certain things sia... In the end, gave tis person a chance to say n explain things out... but in the end, all I got was nonsense which I dun wan... n seriously, I dun think tis person really wanted to solve the prob! Tt's the worst part! :S Tis person jus wanted to show to me tt everything done to me by tis person is rite n I'm the one who's wrong... If he simply jus wan to show tt, den so be it. Jus tell me straight n I will jus let tis person go n think watever is to tis person's likings... In the end, he chose to spoil my day n ruined my mood with all the nonsense... Haiz. :S Really sianz... Think I nd a longer break or bi guan ba... :S

Think I better go slp n not tok bout tis person... The more I say, the more I dun understand how come some pple jus dun think with their heads b4 they do or say certain things... :S

Moral of the day: Nv be too good to other pple... Sometimes, pple may think u r gd to bully or jus simply take u for granted n jus eat u! So mus learn to protect urselves at times in order not to be hurt by them... :S

2nd day of Sept... Weird things happening to me... Jus realised... :(

2010-09-02T11:52:00.000-07:00

Today was 1 of those days when I suffer from those setbacks in my life n dunno how to deal with them... Haiz. Strange things happened to me today n I seriously hav no answers to them... Basically, jus no answers... :(

Slept b4 3.30am last nite (For the 1st time since dunno when liao... Shall do tt again today! :D) but in the end, din really had a gd nite's rest. In the end, woke up at ard 7.30pm, which was bout 4 hrs of slp. Nth much to do so I went online n played my games n oso watched some of the new dramas tt I happened to stumble upon. Slack all the way till ard 5pm b4 I prep myself n went for the 1st of the 2 tuitions tt I had for the day.

It was during tis time when the 1st strange thing happened to me. I happened to catch a glimpse of a lady, who was in the same age grp as me. The feeling of "she's the one!" suddenly filled the whole of my heart n mind... I simply cant lift my eyes off her. I kept on staring towards her direction. I guess, I was so obvious tt some other commuters or even her shld hav noticed my line of sight... However, I jus simply cant get my eyes off her... Jus as I tot everything was so wonderful, catastrophe struck... I saw the ring on the 4th finger of her left hand, as she was trying to support herself on the wall of the carriage... My heart sank almost immediately... All my hopes were dashed... (In a way, I was kinda lucky, if not I might hav missed my MRT station! HAHA! :D) But tis incident jus made me wonder more... Is tis all a joke from God? Or is it simply jus a test from Him? I really dunno... It jus seems tt all the girls whom I am or was beginning to hav a little fonding for were somehow, unavailable! :S

Anyway, tt aside, the 2nd strange thing happened when I went for my 1st tuition... I had already informed my tuition kid to let me noe asap if he wasnt able to make it for tuition... In the end, when I was there at 6pm sharp, his bro told me he wasnt at home... It was only after I called him den he told me he's still in sch but on his way back home... As I was already there, had no choice but to wait for him to come back for tuition... Luckily, it only took him 20 mins b4 he came back. If not, haiz... Anyway, if u think tt's the only thing, NO! As I had told him the previous lesson bout the story of my other tuition kid, who decided to put in more efforts in his studies as his major exams are coming. Tis tuition kid oso told me tt he will work hard... However, when it comes to tis wk, nth had changed! He still cant produce his hw, still dunno his stuffs n still as slow n dilly-dally... Haiz. Sometimes, I really dun understand y he jus cant put in more efforts in his studies... At least I oso chiong finish my 'O' Levels b4 I started to slack lor... Haiz. Kids nowadays... :S

Ok la. Enuf of these troublesome stuffs liao... I think I shall jus slowly forget bout these things n focus on my future route ba... Jus received my results in written form today n cfm my results. Had to choose my nxt yr's units nxt wk liao... Oso dunno wat to choose sia... My brain hurts... :S Shall hav a decision b4 nxt wk anyway. Ya. :S

Tt's all for today den. Will definitely be slping after tis. Eyes kinda unable to open liao... Really wanted to change back to norm lifestyle sia... Hehe. So cya all den. Rest early too! :D

Moral of the day: It's really hard to meet someone tt u really love in life n tt person oso loves u alot... So if u happened to find tt person in ur life, do rem to cherish him/her n dun take everything for granted... U nv noe wat will happen in the future n u may jus regret wat u had done if u r not careful enuf! :)

Teacher's Day for today! Hope all the teachers had a gd day! :)

2010-09-01T10:25:00.000-07:00

Today is Teacher's Day. Shall take tis opportunity to say Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers in the world, especially to those who had taught me b4. Thank u to all of them n hope they had a gd day today! :)

As a tutor myself, I din receive any wishes from my tutor kids. But I guess, it's ok la... They only rem their sch teachers n not their tutors. It's norm as I oso usually wont rem my tutors during Teacher's Day when I was young. Haha! So I guess, it's retribution ba. Haha! :D So Happy Teacher's Day to myself too! :)

Ok. Enuf of all these Teacher's Day nonsense liao. Back to the topic, today was yet another boring day for me. Luckily, my only tuition for today wasnt cancelled n the tuition kid managed to recover on time for tuition. Haha! At least got something to do finally. If not, maybe will become fossil soon. Haha! :)

However, besides tt tuition tt I had, basically I had done nth much today. Downloaded an anti-virus prog jus nw n hope it will protect my com n assist in its speed. Haha! :) Tried to find some frens to go out, but guess they were all busy n thus decided to leave them alone in the end. So, had been slacking from jus nw till nw. :)

The only significant thing tt I did was maybe chatting with someone on the phone jus nw ba. Din expect her to call me so often n soon. Haha! When I asked her for her reason of calling, she simply said she missed me... I guess, it's siblings' missing ba... Ya. I wont think too much for nw n I definitely wont allow myself to oso. Haha! :) Anyway, chatted for bout 20mins or so b4 she went to bed. So I guess, the phone bill may shoot again tis mth... Hehe. Dun blame me huh, dad! :P

K den. The fact tt I blogged so early tonite, means most prob I shld be slping b4 3am today ba. Haven been slping early for awhile since I last had a mission n responsibility to slp early... Haha! So I guess, it's time to do tt again! :) So cya guys tml den. :)

Moral of the day: If u really love someone, u will do anything n everything for him/her, of cos, tt doesnt include things tt will hurt him/her or make him/her sad I believe... :D

Last day of Aug 2010... Oso the National Day for msia! :D

2010-08-31T12:34:00.001-07:00

Today is the last day of Aug 2010 n oso the National Day for all msians. So a happy belated National Day to all msian frens who happened to stumble over my blog posts here... Hehe. :)

Yet another boring day for me, as my only tuition had been postponed due to tuition kid's inavailability. In the end, had been slacking the whole day for the 2nd consecutive day! Haha! Din do many things for today except for chatting with someone whom I haven been chatting for the past 4 mths or so... She happened to be free n online today as it's her country's bday today n so she dun nd to work. Ya. :) Pple who r closer to me shld be able to guess her identity la so I shall not say who den. :)

We chatted n played Big2 awhile on Viwawa. Saw tt her lvl was above me already. Tis shows how much she had been playing n how long I haven been playing tt game. Haha! Anyway, as I was chatting with her, I started to realise y we had such an ending... Perhaps God wanted me to noe earlier tt she wasnt the one tt He had arranged for me n wanted me to wake up from my 'dream' asap, instead of doing stupid stuffs... Although it was rather painful n hurting tt time, but after 4 mths or so nw, it's really ok for me liao... Haha! Managed to realise all these as I was toking to her. Still managed to help in some things of her life. Hope the person tt she chose is really the rite one for her ba... All the best to her n of cos, hope I can find my Miss Right soon... Hehe. :)

Oso watched 2 episodes of the drama serial tt I had downloaded. Haven been watching for some time n luckily, I was able to cont from where I had left off. Haha! The storyline was really very touching. Typical Ou Xiang Ju! Haha! :) Hope can finish all the episodes soon. :)

K den. Shld be slping soon den. Hopefully, tml will hav something for me to do ba... if not maybe I will be bored to death liao... Hehe. So all the best to all for tml! :D

Moral of the day: We r always searching for the best things in our lives for ourselves but most of the time, we usually settled for something which is not the best for us, thinking tt we will nv get something better... So we shld always try our very best to get the best n not be contented with something not the best for us! So think carefully b4 u decide on something, if not we may regret on some decisions tt we made which caused us to lose the best thing for ourselves! :D

A rather free n easy day for me today... Hehe. :)

2010-08-30T13:03:00.000-07:00

Today was indeed a rather free n easy day for me. Supposedly to hav 2 tuitions, but in the end, 1 of them was postponed due to the fact tt my tuition kid was suffering from a fever ytd n still recovering, while the other tuition kid had other commitments in sch n wasnt able to make it for tuition... As a result, no tuition for me today, or shld I say formal tuition. Haha! :)

Y did I say tt? Becos, although there's no tuition for me formally, my fren came over n 'disturbed' me from ard 3pm to ard 8 plus pm, jus to clear all the doubts tt he had regarding Maths n oso some other questions on Physics n Chem. Seriously, till today, I still dun understand y he made the decision of going back n retake his O lvls, but nonetheless, I still helped him whenever n wherever he had probs with... Ya. :) Gd enuf as a fren le ba... :)

Besides tt, did nth much rather den some minor personal stuffs after he left n oso played a few games online here n there. Watching live match of Bologna VS Inter Milan nw... The match is kinda like my day today actually... Dull n boring... 60 plus mins still 0-0... Opening match of the new season of Serie A for the Italian champions last season but they dun seem to be showing their prowess! :S Hope they can at least win in the end ba... Haha! :S

Shld be slping soon after tis match ba. Dun wan to slp after 5am again... :S

Moral of the day: Always try to find things to do even when u r very free... N if u r really too free with nth to do, nv let pple noe if u dun wan ur day to be disturbed unnecessarily... Hehe. I dun mean u huh... Dun think too much. I mean as a general issue. :D

Having a rather contradiciting mood for me today... :S

2010-08-29T12:13:00.000-07:00

Today is a rather short day for me, however, the events tt happened today made me felt kinda contradicting actually... Ya. Dunno y mus things turn out tis way... :S

Woke up at ard 3pm today n in the end, missed my afternoon Sunday service. As a result, my mum asked me to go for the evening one. However, I had already arranged to meet up with my grp of frens for tonite's Monopoly Deal session, which was supposed to be at 6.30pm. As a result, after some considerations, I decided not to go for the service, despite the fact tt I had already agreed to go for it...

However, everything seemed to be well-planned by God, in order to make me feel bad... He made my frens all came late in the end n everyone only managed to reach at ard 7.30pm, which if I had went for my service, I might be only be slightly late if I meet them after tt as my service was projected to be finished by ard tt time... Haiz. In the end, I was made to wait for bout an hr! :S

Nonetheless, we still had a nice gathering tgt jus nw, at the Hans in Buona Vista CC. It was indeed a very nice gaming time as usual n everyone was having loads of fun. Haha! I'm sure more to come la... :) Hope there will be more pple joining us n we will be able to do many other things tgt. :)

Besides being able to play our Monopoly Deal, we oso managed to watch the live matches of EPL which was being shown in the outlet as well. Haha! It's like killing 2 birds with 1 stone! :) So we noe where to go if we wan to watch soccer n chit-chat at the same time den... Hehe. :)

At ard 11.30pm, we all left for home n it was den when 1 of my fren reminded me tt I haven helped her with some of the Maths questions tt her sis had probs with. In the end, I came up with a perfect plan n everything went on rather smoothly, jus tt I nd to drive out n send her the answers jus nw at ard 1 plus am, after I had done the solutions. Haha! :)

Moral of the day: Nv promise things tt u could nv do it! Becos if u promised too many things n were unable to fulfill all of them, wat goes round comes around n u may get wat u deserve in the end! So nv do tt! :)

2 consecutive days nw... How many more can I last? :D

2010-08-28T12:06:00.000-07:00

Today is considered a rather wonderful day for me. Nth much unusual happened, jus tt I nd to stay home alone to look after my grandma in the evening. Luckily for me, my upline came over n 'accompany' me while I was supposed to look after my grandma. She actually dropped by to borrow some notes from me, which she needed for her upcoming interviews n stuffs. Seriously, I think tt, she's much more enthu den me. If it were to be me, I think I will jus heck care ba... She still can take the initiative to borrow notes from me jus to prep for her interview! Haha! All the best to her upcoming interview den. :D

Anyway, we chatted on many things n oso shared some of our experiences. Of cos, we oso toked bout some of my studies issues n oso some exam matters. Ya. :) She left at ard 8 plus in the end as she nd to go back home n read thru the notes. Haha! :D

B4 tt, I had 2 tuitions in the daytime, in which both went on rather smoothly. Ya. Nth bad happened so I was jus glad bout it. Thank God! :)

Watched 2 live epl matches jus nw, Chelsea VS Stoke City & Man Utd VS West Ham United. Seriously, both were top quality matches, despite the fact tt both Stoke City n West Ham United proved to be unworthy opponents for the 2 top teams. However, I still managed to c many top class moves n goals in these 2 matches. Starting to love the game more rather den jus playing in it personally... Haha! :D

The thing tt hit me the most mus be Dimitar Berbatov's wonder goal against West Ham Utd. The way he hit it, it was simply splendid! Nw I noe y my fren keep insist he was a gd buy by Man Utd. I was starting to like him too after tt goal tt he scored. It was sheer top class! Haha! Think mus get him into my squad in the Fantasy League liao... Haha! :D

K den. Tt's bout it for today. Shld be slping soon. Nth much to do lately cos games seems to be getting boring for me. However, will be looking forward to tml's Monopoly Deal session with my usual grp of frens. Haha! Hope all pple can come! The more the merrier! Hehe. :)

Moral of the day: Tis was 1 of the issues tt me n my upline was toking bout jus nw. We mus nv lose hope in life! Cos pple who lost hopes in life can be very scary... We dunno wat they will do nxt n oso when they will do something silly... Ya. So do show more care n concern to pple ard u, be it ur close n loved ones, or simply some stranger who seemed to nd help on the streets. We mus always try our best to help one another! :D

2 days nv write le... Nearly become habit again... Hehe. :P

2010-08-27T13:09:00.000-07:00

It's been 2 days since I wrote anything here. Haha! Nearly became a lazy habit again for me sia... Haha! Luckily today was so boring tt I decided to pick it up again. Ya. So thank God for giving me a boring nite today! :D

Past few days had jus been any other norm days for me... Nth much happened besides tuition, home n more tuitions... Haha! So thank God for making my days so norm n no danger for me! :D

Happened to noe my results in advance ytd from the UOL website. As expected, my 2 units which I nv took were labelled as absent... But the other 4 which I took, unexpectedly, I got all 4 passes! Haha! Really very happy last nite. Hope it will stay tt way so I dun nd to take so many units tis coming yr... So thank God again for granting me my wish of 4 passes for tis yr! :D

Had been unable to slp early these few days... Oso dunno y. Jus seem to be very alert as the nite passes... Haha! Maybe becos of my own bad habit ba... Hope I will be able to change back to norm slping times soon... So thank God for making me realise the importance of slping early! :D

Lastly, it's finally wkends again! Will be able to enjoy my wkends with my frens again hopefully. Haha! Still planning cos some pple still haven reply yet... So those of u who haven reply huh, u noe who u r... Pls reply asap... Haha! So thank God for giving me so many nice frens n oso a nice wkend ahead! :D

Moral of the day: Actually, there r many things in life tt we can thank God for, be it gd or bad, beneficial or harmful to us, usual or unusual, etc... However, most of the time, we chose to not do so, especially when we face challenges, troubles, problems, negative stuffs n so on... not noeing tt all these things tt happened to us were allowed by God n were part of His plans for us too! Thus, we mus all learn to start thanking God in watever things we faced from nw on! Thank God for making me understand tis n to let others noe bout it! :D

It's a slack slack day for me today! Hehe. :D

2010-08-24T13:08:00.000-07:00

It's been sometime since enjoyed such slackness already... Haha! Today is indeed a very wonderful day for me sia... Hehe. :)

Slept at ard 9am tis morn n in the end, only managed to wake up at ard 5 plus in the evening. (Sounds familiar for many pple? :D) As I was still kinda tired n dun feel like going out of my hse, I postponed my only tuition for today till tml so tt I can totally enjoy the whole day to myself. Woohoo! Haha! :D

In the end, after waking up, I had my dunno-wat meal (Cos dunno shld call it breakfast, lunch or dinner since I nv had anything for the day but it's already 5 plus pm when I first ate. :P) b4 playing all the games tt I could. Haha! Really enjoyed myself sia. :D

At ard 9pm, watched the channel 8 drama serial with the whole family b4 more games till nw. :)

Was testing out on my newly improvised way of winning in soccer jus nw n most of the results r going my way nw. However, I din play with real cash at all as I had already quitted. So it's jus a plan to help others or jus for my own pleasure. But 1 thing is for sure: I'm jus pure unlucky as I nv would hav won if I played with real cash... Tt's for sure! :S

K den. Shld be slping soon liao. Very tired today after all the gamings. Tml will be back to reality mode liao... Tuitions n other stuffs. Haiz. When will I really be able to relax all the way? :S

Moral of the day: Nv be like me n slp from 9am-5pm... It's other pple's norm working hrs! Not slping hrs! Haha! Another reason is becos it's simply bad for our health la... Ya. So dun copy me ah... :D

2 days in a row... Hope not too much for u pple. :)

2010-08-23T14:29:00.000-07:00

Sori for being MIA last nite. Was initially rather tired at the beginning n was kinda reluctant to write anything here. After online for awhile, I became too engrosssed in my games n other stuffs tt by the time I realised, it was already close to slping time n thus was unable to record bout ytd. Ya. Sori bout tt again. :) So today will be slightly longer as a result. Bear with me k? Thanks! :D

Les start from ytd den. Nth much happened ytd besides I overslept n din went for Sunday service. Haiz. Sometimes, really abit reluctant to go, especially wat had happened to me for the past wk. Ya. :S

In the end, happened to c many of my relatives n my family's frens coming over to our hse n they chatted so loudly tt almost the whole hse was coming down! LOL! Luckily for me, I wasnt supposed to be involved n I hid myself well in my room, playing on my games. :)

In the evening, I went to meet up with my grp of close frens n was glad tt they were more pple den usual last nite. We had a very nice chit-chat-cum-gathering-cum-monopoly-deal session. Everyone was so high tt when it's bout 1 plus am, we were still rather reluctant to go. If not becos of work commitments today, I guess, no one will wan to leave. Haha! But in the end, no choice but to face the reality. Ya. :S

So we ended the session at bout 1 plus n went home on separate ways on cabs. Those staying nearer to each other got to share cabs home. Only 1 poor guy din managed to share with anyone... Haha! :)

Tt's for ytd. As for today, same old thing happened again. Din managed to slp till ard 8 plus in the morn... Getting from bad to worse. Jus cant slp early sia... Dunno y. :S Had 1 tuition only today in the end as the other tuition kid asked for a change of time last min. Ya. So changed it for him till tml. Ya. Haha! Hope he wont change again. :)

After my tuition, went to Clementi KFC to study for awhile n oso had my dinner. It had been raining for the past few hrs tis late afternoon to evening period n soon I felt the coldness in the air n left the place at bout 8 plus for home. On my way home, I was surprised to c quite a number of nice-looking girls alighting at the same bus-stop as me... Din noe my neighbourhood got so many high-calibre girls... Haha! :D

After tt, it was routine for me the rest of the nite till nw. Watched the Manchester City VS Liverpool match jus nw... As usual, all those predicted but nv play den all opened again... Haha! But nvm. Already decided to quit so was jus seeing how the match goes only. Pool was totally made less den ordinary by a superb Manchester City side, led by Carlos Tevez. :)

K den. Tt's all for these 2 days den. Hope to c u guys again for tml den, with more news hopefully. :)

Moral of the day: As long as we change n improve ourselves for the better, it will be gd for us, be it early or late. It's always better late den never! :D

Haha! 4th post in a row! :D

2010-08-21T12:19:00.000-07:00

Haha! In the end, I din repeat my last 3-posts-in-a-row-n-disappear stunt. Hehe. However, today isnt a very gd day for me... Haiz. Dunno how come my life is so full of misery n sadness (As stated in my fb status... :S).

Totally not in the mood actually as I was writing tis... Totally dun understand y God mus make my life such a terrible one... Y can some pple dun nd to work for their whole life n yet dun nd to worry? I work so hard yet... Haiz. Sometimes, life jus isnt tt fair after all huh? Haha! :S

Was late in waking up for tuition again tis morn n in the end, nearly ended up in a tiff with my mum jus nw. She jus cant stand watever I do one... Everything I do, no support; yet loads n loads of complain n reprimand... Sometimes, I really hope she can jus stop nagging for once n let me do wat I wan... Like driving out on my own... :S

Anyway, had 2 tuitions today despite being Sat. It's the 1st time I tried tis as both my tuition grps can only make it for today. As a result, hav to set an exception for them... to work on Sat. Haha! However, I realise, no matter how hard I work, God seems to be unhappy with me n made my life full of misery... Haiz. Really hope my life will be better sia... :S

Anyway, tml may nd to go for another tuition. Hope I will be allowed to drive out alone tis time... Ya. :S But I guess, it's kinda impossible one la... Ya. :S If tt's the case, den hope no tuition lor! Hehe. :)

Finally, it's Sun again tml n I will be able to meet up with my close frens again. Hopefully we can all hav a wonderful time tgt tml again n share with each other our happenings for tis past wk. Ya. So stay tuned for more happy news perhaps... :)

Moral of the day: Wat I get to learn in TQ today: We nd to noe wat is NOT God's will in order to noe watever we r doing or experiencing nw is really God's will or not... Be it successful, rich or watsoever. Ya. So the best way to noe is to read His words n keep on checking n praying on wat we do n experience. :D

Another 3 days in a row of posting... Will I MIA again for the nxt 3 days? :)

2010-08-20T13:00:00.001-07:00

Haha! It's another 3 days in a row of posting again. So will I be like last time, where I MIA for 3 days after 3 consecutive days of posting? Haha! I oso dunno. These kind of things, mus c mood one lor... Hehe. :)

Slept at bout 10am tis morn. The latest since dunno when. Simply unable to slp tis morn. Oso dunno y. If not becos of me losing in some stupid casino game, I think I wouldnt hav been bored to slp sia... Haha! Totally no eyes for today sia... My cousin won $70k plus while I kenna eaten $20k plus... Where got such thing one... :S In the end, he left the game happy while I left the game super dulan... :S But oso mus thank the game, for making me able to slp after tt. Haha! :D

Managed to wake up b4 my tuition starts. However, it's my tuition kid who played ps n no show today on me. I smsed him a few times but he nv replied me. He nv even take the initiative to inform me bout it! In the end, I happened to hear from his younger bro, who was oso my tuition student, ltr in the evening tt his phone was out of credits... He could hav informed me somehow nonetheless! :S Anyway, oso quite glad tt he din come as I managed to hav some time to myself. In the end, only had 2 tuitions today but I tot it was enuf for me. :)

Nth much happened after the 2 tuitions. Been relaxing n playing jus nw n nw looking at the soccer livescores. Shld be slping soon as I dun wan to be like tis morn like tt, unable to slp. Ya. Current score: Bayern Munich 1 Wolfsburg 1... Looks like Munich is doomed again... :S

Ok den. Tt's all for today den. A bit longer den the past few posts but hope u guys still can accept the length. Hehe. :) All the best for tml den. Nite. :)

Moral of the day: Wat's said cannot be unsaid; wat's done cannot be undone... So it's very impt for us to think twice, thrice, quadrauplice... b4 we decide on whether to say or do something... If not, after we had decided, there will not be any room for us to regret. So if u wan to choose, den dun regret. If u wan to regret, den dun choose! Simple as tt. :)

A super free day today... Haha! :D

2010-08-19T14:15:00.000-07:00

Today was indeed the best day of the wk up till nw. Haha! Was still toking bout not being psed by my tuition kids ytd n today, kenna psed by one, which lead to the cancellation of another tuition, which was supposed to be held at a ltr time. Haha! :S

Actually, I wasnt really keen to go out for tuition today oso... Jus wanted to stay home all day n slack n play my MapleStory... Haha! In the end, I was glad tt I got my wish come true! :D

However, close to evening time, my fren came over to my hse n 'disturb' me with his qns n I was held up for a few hrs to answer all his qns. However, I mus thank him oso for making me work my brains for today as it had been on shut down mode for most of the day... Ya. :)

After he was gone, I went online for dota n happened to meet my bro n his fren online. We had a few games but were all ruined by either leavers or MariaHengers... (Pple who play dota shld noe who I meant! LOL! :D) In the end, we had a bad time n ended the games... :S

I think tt's all for today. Haha! Getting better n better rite my length of post... :) Jus hope u guys like it n dun nd to read long long posts anymore. Haha! :) Hope tml will be a better day for me as it's Fri liao! Hehe. All the best to all of u too! :D

Moral of the day: Sometimes it's really gd to sit down, relax n jus dun do anything for the day. It will help u to rest n oso relax n be able to think thru many things tt u shld hav went thru long ago! Haha! :D

3 MIA days after 3 days of consecutive writing... :)

2010-08-18T12:45:00.000-07:00

It's been 3 days since I had written anything here. Had been busy with my games n oso trying to kick my bad habit, but to no avail... Haiz. Trying very hard to curb myself but somehow, tt devil in me doesnt allow me to do tt! I think I nd help from my God! :(

Anyway, besides those nonsensical stuffs which I had been doing, I oso had my tuitions very well covered tis wk. Ya. Basicaaly, up till nw, none of my tuition kid had psed me for tis wk yet. Ya. Perhaps they noe tt the exams r approaching n they seriously nd to do some catching up ba... Tt's y none of them had psed me so far tis wk, which was a gd thing for them n me in disguise. As a result of the tuitions, I had been able to keep myself occupied with all those stuffs n making me thinking less of stupid things... Ya. :)

Anyway, had a wonderful Monopoly Deal session with my grp of close frens last Sun at somewhere near town. Everyone had so much fun tt no one wanted to leave! Haha! If not becos of some pple in our grp who nd to work the following day, we might had decided to play overnite! Haha! Power of Monopoly Deal sia... Hehe. :)

Nth much happened besides all these I guess. Had been thinking thru many things these few days oso but none of them r notably impt I guess... :S K den. Shall stop here for today ba. :P

Moral of the day: Whenever we faced challenges n probs, nv giv up or else it will be the end of us! So strive for the best n may all those who r facing probs nw like me be blessed by God n given the strength to overcome them soon! :D

3rd day in a row liao... Hehe. Kinda happy but sad... :S

2010-08-14T12:50:00.000-07:00

Today is a super mixed feeling day for me. Totally dunno wat I was doing towards the end of the day... Really sia. Lost for words n directions too... Haiz. How come life is so meaningless n full of traps all over? :S

Had a tuition tis morn n nearly wasnt able to wake up on time for it. Luckily for me, I was woken up from my dreams in time to conduct it... Haha! :)

After tt, nth much happened for the day, besides intense mapling till ard evening time b4 I went to my cousin-in-law's hse's downstairs in Teban, where there's an RC at the void deck. We had a very nice gathering n oso a nice K session there, though all the songs were all super old sch... Haha! But made me recalled many of my younger days... :)

After tt, my nightmare started when I saw the 1st day of EPL full of kelong results which totally gone the other way of my prediction. Only thing same is tt: Matches played all lost, nv played all WON! :S Haiz... How come money so easily tricked n cheated? Really felt so cheated sia... Sianz... When will I not get cheated again sia... :S Really dunno leh. :(

Kinda giv up on life liao... Sianz. Luckily a church fren happened to came by n I managed to chat with her for awhile, which made me felt better nw... Ya. Haiz. Life full of kelongs... :S

Moral of the day: Nv be too serious in watever u do or hav as u may jus lose it within a very short period of time... Ya. So jus enjoy watever n whenever u can, but not at the expense of God! :)

2nd day in a row writing since ages ago... :)

2010-08-13T11:59:00.001-07:00

It's been sometimes since I had written 2 days in a row here. Ya. Haha! Kinda not used to it myself oso. Hehe. Hope tis can last huh... :)

Anyway, happened to c Pte Tan's message on my chatbox jus nw b4 coming to write. Really think he's kinda diff from how he is like when we were still in our NS days... Ya. Thanks for ur encouragement oso, Pte Tan. Will try to be happier. :)

As u can c, the colour for today is slightly better den ytd, which means my mood is slightly better as compared to ytd lor. Haha! Partly due to my busy schedule today ba... 3 tuitions in a row in the afternoon, after I woke up at ard 12 plus was a very nice way of de-stressing from my probs... Ya. :) More coming up tml... :S

Nth much to say as usual, jus tt I happened to be on the 19th storey of a HDB flat today. Was standing at the lift lobby waiting for the lift to come while enjoying the cool breeze at such a height. Suddenly, a tot of how the suiciders feel came to my mind, which made me go closer to the edge of the floor, which was separated by a wall. I tried to feel n experience how a suicider would possibly feel when he/she was bout to giv it a final leap. I was kinda able to understand, how huge a pressure they r having n oso wat a hard n big decision to make! I think, I will nv go for a suicide tis way ba... Haha! Nds rather huge amt of courage to haul urself off the buidling sia... :)

K den. I think tt's bout it today. Hope tml will be a better day for me. Long time nv go fellowship liao. So hopefully, tml will be able to go ba. :)

Moral of the day: Wat's urs will be urs; wat's not, no matter how hard u force it to be urs will leave u one day! So, be open n face the reality. Depend on God more than on urself as He noes wat's gonna happen to u the nxt moment! :D

It's been a long long time since I last written anything here... :S

2010-08-12T13:32:00.000-07:00

Haha! Sori for the long MIA. It's been almost 3 mths since I last written anything here. Ya. Haven been rather free these days (Or shld I say had been rather lazy... LOL!), thus the long mute n wait for u guys. A sincere sorry to all n hopefully, tis place will become lively again like last time. :)

After the past few series n some experience learnt, I sort of learn some things tt I shld take note when I was writing here, so I shall test try it starting from tis entry.

Hav been in hols mood till nw. Sch starting in 1 mth's time, so still kinda free. Been busy with my tuition kids n oso my own other stuffs. Basically jus like tt for the past 3 mths or so. Ya. :)

Something bad happened last nite, which led to my bad mood for today n oso the colour of tis post. Ya. It's bout... U shld be able to guess if u noe me rather well. :)

Something unexpected happened today though, when I was on my way to CCK for my tuition. Oso dunno how to explain but it made me kinda understand n experienced the feeling of... (For more info, ask me personally when u c me! LOL! :D )

I guess, tt's bout it for today den. Rather tired n bored n sad n busy for tml, so shall go n meet Grandpa Zhou soon... Ya. :)

Moral of the day: When u r not in the best of mood, the best thing to do is to keep urself busy so tt u wont get to think too much! Try it. It really works! :D

1st episode of new series! More to come for sure... :P

2010-05-23T13:05:00.000-07:00

Hi all! Welcome back for the new series once again! Haha! :P B4 tt, had to apologise to those who waited on Fri nite for the supposed 1st episode of the new series. Due to some unforeseen circumstances, I wasn’t able to start the new series on Fri n so sori to those who waited. Ya. Really very sori. Oso hav to say sori again as today's episode was kinda ltr den usual. Hopefully, tis wont happen anymore in the near future. :P

Anyway, it’s been 2 wks since I last written anything here. Ya. As I had said b4, I was having my exams n nw I’m really glad tt it’s all over! Haha! Ya. So hope I will be able to pass all the papers tt I had taken with flying colours den… :P

So wat had happened for the past 2 wks? I think if I were to recap bit by bit, u guys wont even get to slp for the rest of tonite! Haha! So jus a brief recap ba. Ya. Was busy with my exams so of cos most of the time were used for revising. Besides tt, oso did some other things besides studying. Ya. I guess, tt’s bout it. Haha! Short n sweet sia… :)

Went to Genting ytd n only jus reached home jus nw. Ya. Although the time spent was kinda short, but to me, it’s still not too bad. Ya. Managed to do things which I wasn’t able to do for the past few wks due to my exams n oso got to relax abit. Oso took quite a number of photos. If got time will try to upload some of them ba. Hehe. :P

Besides tt, din play much tis time round as there was only limited time. Only had bout 24 hrs n in the end, most of the time was spent in the hotel room n meddling with my laptop. Only spent bout 4 hrs at Genting actually. Ya. Cos was staying at Awana tis time round. The room was kinda big though. Nxt time can jio some frens to go n stay tgt. Hehe. :)

Managed to chat with my mum for awhile on certain issues on the way back n oso happened to c 1 girl who was really my type of tea! Haha! Too bad wasnt able to get to noe her more. But think she shld be from a rich Msian family as she got to drive her own car! Ya. Haha! :P

Anyway, I had decided to hav a change to my life since some day during my exams. Tis idea happened to spark me when I was preparing for 1 of my exam paper with my fren. Ya. So, I will do my best to do wat I wan to achieve from nw on. Life mus change n go on! Haha! :)

K den. I guess, tt’s all for today ba. Not really back into the mood of writing yet. Ya. Maybe too long nv write le ba. So pls forgive me for the 1st episode today. Will do my best to make the rest of tis series a more interesting one! So be sure to stay tuned den! Hehe. :P

Moral of the day: Was toking bout certain issues with my mum jus nw in the car on our way back n tis statement jus happened to flash past my mind... Do learn how to grab the opportunities available in our lives b4 we regret bout it when it slips away! Ya. :P So all the best to all tml n hope to cya tml at 1am for the 2nd episode! :P

44th episode today... Shld be the last episode for tis series... Ya. :S

2010-05-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

It's the 44th episode for today... 44 means Die Die in Chinese. So think I shld end tis series with tis episode ba. Thanks to all those who had been supporting tis series up till nw. Sori bout ending. Ya. I had my reasons. So pls hear me out for the rest of today's episode n u decide whether to forgive me or not. Ya. :P

Shall not recap bout today's n ytd's events. Jus make it a short n sweet one. Ya. :P Actually wanted to cont tis series but tis series really brought me too many sadness n disappointment. Something happened today which made me think of wat happened at the beginning of tis series. Sometimes I jus dun understand y some pple jus like to say or do things without thinking thru, den after saying or doing tt thing, they would jus ask u to forget bout it or treat as though they nv do or say b4... How sia? Especially when it's something so hurting... Really dun understand... :S

Anyway, I will try my best to forget bout wat had happened. I believe I surely will be able to get over all these sorrows tt I had been thrown with n I will definitely be a better person soon. :P

Another reason y I wanted to end tis series is tt my exams will start from tml onwards... Ya. Though I'm not really very well-prepared again tis yr (Shall not giv any excuse on tt even though my reason is still the same as last yr... :S), I hope tt I will be able to do well with watever I noe n hope tt God will help me n not make me get kicked out of the sch... Ya. Of cos, if it is God's plan to make me drop out of sch, I had nth to say oso. Ya. :( So as a result of my upcoming exams, I decided to end tis series here so tt I will be able to spend more time on my studies from today on. :P Last min efforts... :S

The last reason which I had is kinda stupid la. Becos today is the 44th episode, so tot die die is a gd time to end. Ya. HAHA! :) So hope u guys wont blame me for ending k? :P

Anyway, the new series will be back after my whole exams end on the 21st May, which is bout 3 wks from nw. So do rem tis date n stay tuned again at the same time on tt day for the 1st episode of the new series. I promised the nxt series will be as long as possible. Ya. Haha! So tt's all for today den. Back to studies! :P

Moral of the day: Always think twice or thrice b4 u do or say something! If not, dun blame other pple for blaming u if u did something not rite to them or only try to ask other pple to forget n forgive u after such wrongs r being done... Ya. All the best to all for the nxt 3 wks. God Bless n hope to c u all again soon! :P

43rd episode today supposedly but jus wan to maintain the episode count only... :S

2010-05-02T12:05:00.000-07:00

Supposed to be writing the 43rd episode today, especially after last nite's MIA. Ya. But still not really feeling like writing today again. Ya. Hav tt weird feeling inside me which made me dunno whether to cont to write or not... Maybe u guys who r supporting me constantly can giv me some ideas ba... Ya. :S So if u hav anything which u wan to let me noe, be it positive or negative, pls feel free to leave in my chatbox. I will definitely heed ur advice n do my best to change for the better. Ya. I mean the content of my blog. Ya.

So today, shall jus leave the moral of the day n go to slp. Ya. If managed to get gd replies, den maybe I will jus put everything into episode 44, as in the events for these 3 days. Ya. If not den I shall c how den. :P

Moral of the day: Sometimes, certain things tt we do may not get affirmation from everyone. As a result, we may nd to consult other pple for their advice to improve on our own things. However, not every advice could be heeded. In the end, it's still dependent on ourselves to decide whether to heed the advice n change for the better ourselves. Anyway, jus to assure everyone, I will definitely do my best to change for the better, be it the content or myself. So jus feel free to leave any comment. As for the layout n music, I will still prefer my own design. Haha! But oso can giv me advice. U nv noe, I may jus listen to u too! Hehe. :P Nite all! :P

42rd episode today... More to come! :P

2010-04-30T10:48:00.001-07:00

Today is finally the 42rd episode. Definitely I hope more will be coming, dun u wan tt to happen too? Haha! Anyway, today was kinda boring for me. Nth much happened so shld be a rather short post den. Nonetheless, still hope u guys will enjoy it today n oso hope u guys had enjoyed ur day today! :P

So les take a look at today's events without further delay den? Woke up at ard 12 plus today due to the fact tt I slept kinda late last nite due to the fact tt I had been watching the Europa League matches till the 2nd half. Actually wanted to finish watching but in the end, my eyes wasnt able to make it so after Fulham had equalised, I went to slp. In the end, tis morn when I woke up n check out the scores, I was kinda happy tt my predictions were rite again. Fulham beat Hamburg n qualified for the Europa League Final while Liverpool made a fool out of themselves n went out of the tournament... Haha! Anyway, as my niece wasnt coming over for tuition today, due to her remedial class in sch, tis was the 2nd reason y I allowed myself to slp till so late. Hehe. Anyway, did my norm FB stuffs n oso went to compile a playlist of songs which I had been listening to these couple of wks n burnt them into a blank CD which I had bought in sch ytd. After tt, I prep myself n had lunch while waiting for my 1st tuition kid to come for tuition at 2pm.

He managed to come at ard 2.10pm as usual n we started our tuition. Was rather irritated with him as we were already out of time n yet he's still dilly-dallying... Asked him to do some qns n he kept on toking n complaining... Haiz. Really hope he will be able to do well for his mid-yr exams as I din managed to finish revising with him wat I was supposed to do n oso wat I had intended to... Ya. So gd luck to him den. :S

After he left at ard 3.45pm, I was waiting for another tuition kid to come my hse. However, he called me at ard 4pm to tell me tt he wont be able to come over as he was going to study with some of his frens. Ya. So in the end, had no choice but to tell him to go n do wat he had planned to. Anyway, he was going to study oso. So I'm ok with it. Another tuition kid of mine oso smsed me earlier to inform me tt he wasnt able to make it for tuition today as he was not feeling well... Tis one, I really doubt so but I still let him go nonetheless. Cos if even he care less bout his own studies, wat can I do? Haha! Jus like me. Hehe. :) Not only so, my 4th tuition kid for today oso called me to inform me tt he wont be able to make it for tuition as he was supposed to go back to sch for CCA in bout an hr's time, which was impossible for me to finish my tuition. Haha! So in the end, from a rather busy day of 4 tuitions, becoming only left with 1! :P

So in the end, I became rather free from 4 plus onwards till nw. In the end, as my parents n my 2nd uncle had went to Genting for a holiday tis wkend, I spent much more time watching movie den studying jus nw. But of cos, I still got study la... Not totally nv. Ya. But I seemed to be digging my own grave by not studying hard enuf... Ya. Haiz. Sianz. :S

Anyway, there wont be any matches for tonite so shld be able to slp earlier today unless I suddenly decide to study ba. Haha! :P Anyway, tml still got lect to go to so cant slp too late oso. Ya. :S K den. Tt's all for today den? :P

Moral of the day: Realised tis when I was bathing jus nw... Hahaha! So nw u guys noe wat I do when I bathe... Ok. Dun think too much. Anyway, I suddenly realised tt the world is actually quite small tt sometimes pple can unknowingly meet up with one another without advanced planning but it can oso be so big tt even if u tried to bump into someone for some reasons, he/she may not be tt easily spotted by u, be it online or real life... Ya. Tt's wat I had been encountering these days... Haha! Anyway, enjoy ur days tml guys! :P

41st episode liao! A new high in the number of continuous episodes! Haha! :P

2010-04-29T11:11:00.000-07:00

It's finally the 41st episode le. If I din rem wrongly, tis shld be the 1st time I ever reached such a high number of episodes in a series. Ya. So all the more shld celebrate sia. Hehe. :P Maybe it's becos the FORCE of being dumped tt made me kept on writing... or perhaps it's becos of the POWER of wanting to be successful tt had been PUSHING me forward ba. Ya. Anyway, I will carry on to write as many episodes as possible n set a record if possible. Hehe. :P

K den. So without further ado, les go on to today's events den. :) Woke up at ard 11am today. Was supposed to meet a fren at Clementi at 10am actually n I did woke up at ard 8 plus in the morn. But after I received his sms at ard 9am, which he informed me tt he wouldnt be able to make it for the meeting up due to a last min appt which he had to tend to, I went back to slp again in the end. Luckily for tt, I wasnt late for meeting up with him but I was nearly late for my sch! Haha! After I woke up, hurriedly prep myself n went to sch. As I had 2 lects to attend today, the amt of things which I had brought to sch ended up being very heavy... but no choice I guess. :S

On my way to sch, happened to sit with a pretty girl, who boarded the bus ltr den me n voluntarily sat beside me. Maybe it's becos the bus was kinda packed n she tot tt seat was the best for her ba... Ya. Tried to 'bio' her with the corner of my eye n was lucky not to be spotted by her. LOL! Anyway, it ended up tt she was my classmate for my MM lect! Haha! Anyway, managed to reach sch on time, despite the fact tt I only managed to board the bus at ard 11.40am n tt the bus was kinda fully packed. Ya. :P So it's all according to God's plan I believe. :P

When I reached sch, I hurriedly went to my class n saw tt Mr Stephenson was already sitting in front of the LT with everything rdy. So I hurriedly took out my stuffs n prep myself for the lesson. It was den tt I realised the pretty girl who sat beside me jus nw was sitting at the other extreme corner of my row! Haha! Recapped quite a number of things n oso re-learn some of the stuffs which I tot shld be crucial in helping me to pass my MM exams tis yr. Ya. So hopefully I wont forget wat was being went thru today den. Besides tt, as it was the last lect for tis unit for tis yr, I couldnt help but kept looking ard my class. Nv did I noe tt my class got so many pretty n beautiful girls till today! Perhaps becos I skipped too much of my MM lect in the past to hav lunch with my fren ba... OOPS! :) Anyway, shall miss all of them... LOL! :P

Today's MM lesson was kinda late as Mr Stephenson was unable to finish wat he wanted to go thru on time. As a result, I tot I wont be able to be on time to catch up for the last time with my fav lecturer, who was once again teaching in the LT where my nxt class will be. However, when I reached the LT for my nxt lect, I was shocked to c tt he was still inside the LT with his class! So he ended his lesson late as well! Haha! :P So when he saw me, I gave him a smiley look n he immediately told his class tt tt's the end of the lect as the nxt class is coming in... Haha! Which was me! Hehe. :P So I din care bout him n jus strolled in to put my bag b4 going somewhere else. When I came back into the LT at ard 3.30pm, he was still inside chatting with his students. So when he finished toking to them, I finally got the chance to tok with him for awhile b4 he went off. Gonna miss him n his voice too after attending his lesson for 4 yrs! Haha! Hopefully tis yr can pass n dun c him again! :P

Today, Mr Jabbar came abit ltr den usual. But luckily, he din hav much thing to go thru today n in the end, he managed to end the class at ard 6.10pm. But the things tt he had went thru were all kinda useful in helping me to pass as well. Haha! Many things to re-learn sia... :S

After my lessons, I went over to Yew Tee for my tuition. Once again, today's tuition lasted for more den 3 hrs! Even though I was supposed to be there for 1.5hrs only. Went thru quite a number of stuffs n concepts with the tuition kid. Hope she will be able to rem wat I had revised with her today n do well for her exams ba... Ya. :P

After the tuition, I went home n managed to reach home at ard 10.45pm jus nw. Came online, did my norm FB stuffs n doing some revision nw. Ya. Shld be slping soon after my hair dries. Or maybe will watch some Europa match if can get to connect to any live channels. Hehe. :P So tt's all for today den I think. :P Cya all tml den. :P

Moral of the day: Watever we learn in our everyday lives, we mus learn to make full use of them in our future lives, if not it will be a waste of time n effort to learn all of those things, isnt it? Hehe. Jiayou to all who nd to take exams soon! :P

40th episode today! Finally reached another milestone! Haha! A day of mixed-feelings... :)

2010-04-28T10:36:00.000-07:00

Finally! We hav reached another milestoen for today! Haha! The 40th episode! Thanks all again to those who had been supporting me here. Really thanks alot to all. Hehe. So hope u guys will cont to enjoy ur time here. :P Time really flies. It's already the 40th episode since tt wretched event happened some 40+ days ago. My mood had been more or less stablised for nw, although the songs in my blog had been kinda sad. Haha! It's actually some of the songs which I had happened to listen to when I was going thru tt terrible process. Ya. So jus to leave it here to let others noe how I feel during tt period of time n oso to advice those who may be going thru the same process as me some time or another. Ya. :P

Anyway, today was a day of mixed-feelings. Ya. Not really towards the sad side as u can c, jus tt a somewat sad thing happened to me which made me felt a little bit terrible. Ya. Shall let u guys noe as it goes den... :P So les go on to the events for today den? :P

Woke up at ard 10 plus tis morn. Was supposed to meet up with a fren at 12noon at Commonwealth MRT but due to the fact tt I realised I was the only one ard at home with my grandma when I woke up n I had to look after her as no one's ard, had no choice but to postpone my meeting up with my fren in the end to a ltr timing so tt there will be someone to take care of her when I go out. Ya. :S In the end, managed to do my norm FB stuff n oso some revision while waiting for my mum to be back home from work so I could go out n meet my fren on time at 1pm.When she finally came home at ard 12noon, I hurriedly prep myself n set off to Commonwealth MRT.

However, as I waited quite some time for the bus to come at the bus-stop, I only managed to reach our meeting place at ard 1.15pm. However, I was kinda glad as I was still earlier den my fren, who only managed to reach bout 5 mins ltr... Haha! After we met up, we went to the LJS beside the MRT station n went to study over there. He prep for his O lvls while I do my own revision n whenever he faced a prob in the qns, he would consult me. Ya. Actually, I dun really understand y he insisted on re-taking his O lvls when he had already gotten his degree... I tot he could hav spent his time doing more worthwhile things like doing the biz tt I'm in with me... However, everyone has their own dreams I guess... so no choice had to accept his reasons for doing tt. We studies till ard 5pm b4 I went over to my tuition kid's hse. Actually was supposed to reach by 4.30pm but due to the heavy downpour at ard 4pm, I postponed the tuition by half an hr with my tuition kid n spent more time toking to tis fren in the end. Ya. :P

When I reached my tuition kid's hse, it was already 5.15pm. In the end, had to stay much ltr n only went off at ard 7pm. Din went thru much stuff with him today. Only went thru a cloze passage n oso chatted on some exams techniques on Chinese with him. Ya. Basically, tt's bout it. Anyway, wont be seeing him for the nxt 3-4wks as I decided to stop his tuition n spend more time on prep for my exams as he's the only student whom I took with no mid-yr exams... Ya. So no choice but to stop his tuitions. :P

After my tuition, I went over to YWCA for the wkly function tt the biz I'm currently in had. Once again, learnt many things today n oso got many reminders from the founder of the co, who was the speaker. Starting to like him not only as a person for who he is, but oso I tot he was a gd ldr n motivator. Ya. Really wan to succeed under him n hopefully, will do it soon. Ya. :P Anyway, jus share one thing which I had learnt for today which I tot was kinda impt in life... which is to BELIEVE! :P The atmosphere for today's function was kinda high as the founder had created another song n everyone sang along today. As it's oso the launch of our new biz catalogue, everyone seemed to be more energetic den usual n everyone was more motivated as well. I cant possibly lose to them all rite? Haha! :P

After the function, I went home alone, thinking of the events tt happened jus nw. Happened to notice a few pretty girls who were on the same bus as me but most of them alighted earlier den me. There was tis particular girl whom I noticed when I was bout to alight from the bus n I was kinda surprised to c tt she alighted at the same bus-stop as me. Din realised she was my neighbour. Haha! She stayed in the adjacent block anyway so managed to use my eyes to send her to her block in the end. LOL! :P Quite a pretty girl. Ya. :P

After tt, reached home, did my norm FB stuff, bathe n oso chatted with my fren again, as he asked me some of the qns tt he had again thru the phone. Ya. So tt's bout it for today den I guess. Shld be slping soon as I had to wake up early tml again. Ya. :S So cya all den. :P

Moral of the day: It's always easier to BELIEVE in wat others say rather den to DOUBT! So always BELIEVE in wat others say rather den DOUBT 1st as usually there r nth for us to lose even if we placed our faiths on them! Ya. :P

39th episode today... Haha! Nearly cant link again. Hehe. :)

2010-04-27T10:00:00.000-07:00

It's the 39th episode for today. Supposed to be the 40th liao but last nite forgot to write so in the end, became today is the the 39th episode. Hehe. Sori to all who had waited last nite. So today shall be the recap of 2 days' events den. :P Hope u guys will cont to support tis double-entry. (Not the accting one! LOL! :P)

So without further delay, les start with ytd's events den? Woke up at ard 6am on Mon morn, despite the fact tt I had only slept for bout 3 hrs only. Was supposed to meet up with a fren in sch to study so in the end, although only slept for 3 hrs only, I struggled n forced myself to wake up to go to sch with my uncle. However, as I was bout to leave my hse, my fren smsed me n told me tt he wont be able to meet me as he wanted to slp more... So in the end, no choice but to go to sch n study alone lor... Who ask my fren to ps me? :S As usual, we went to eat at the same kopitiam at Sunset Way b4 my uncle sent me to sch. After I reached sch, I started to study from ard 8am to ard 11.30am b4 I went for my lessons. However, during the time when I was studying, some things happened which I mus record down here... Hehe. :)

At 1st, when I reached sch, I tried to search for a place for me to study n in the end, I managed to find tis bench on the 3rd storey. Actually, nv intend to study there but something happened made me chose there. The place was initially kinda dark when I walked passed there. But when I was bout to walk away, the lights suddenly came on n I tot tis could be a gd indication to ask me to study there. So in the end, I decided to study there. True enuf, soon after I sat there, a beautiful lady sat bout 2 benches away from me. I noticed her becos she was really rather beautiful. Haha! Basic instincts la... Hehe. :P Not only tt, after studying for bout an hr, another rather pretty girl came over to my bench n asked to share the bench with me. As there were no other pple at my bench, I offered her the free space. Haha! She was actually studying for her upcoming exams for ytd. Shld be some girl from RMIT course I guess... Ya. :P Cant help but kept looking at her secretly. LOL! But ok la. Nv affect my studies much. After bout an hr, she left. Soon after tt, I happened to saw tis fren of mine. It's been a long time since we had met. So I invited him n his sis (He introed the girl who was with him as his sis. :P) to sit with me. Somehow, I believed tt was his sis as they look kinda alike. Haha! We caught up abit b4 we both did our own stuffs. Ya. :P Towards the end of my staying at the bench, he left with his sis slightly b4 me. Haha! Had been kinda lucky lately as dunno y a few girls had automatically came over to share bench with me, which nv did happened b4! Ya. Haha! Maybe a change of luck? I dunno. :P

So, I went for my lessons at 11 plus, which was my fav lecturer's lesson. Tis was the last time tis yr tt I will be seeing him. Kinda miss him but hope I wont get to c him again after tis yr. Ya. Dun wan to repeat his unit again... n oso cant afford to! Ya. So mus pass tis time le! Pray hard lor... :S Managed to recap on some concepts which he had went thru b4 in class. Ya. Hope can pass la. Ya. :S

After his lessons ended, I went for my nxt lesson, Mr Adrian's PSOC. However, tis lesson was boring again as usual n in the end, I ended up kept dozing off during his lessons. Managed to get his notes though. So still can revise without his 'help'. Ya. Oso left the lect during the break to go for my tuition early. Left at ard 5.30pm as his break was kinda late on Mon. :S

After leaving sch, me n my fren went to the bus-stop to wait for our buses. As usual, his bus came soon after n mine took bout half an hr b4 coming... :S As usual la. However, was still able to reach my tuition kid's hse area early enuf to eat my dinner. Ya. After my dinner, I went over to my tuition kid's hse for tuition. Managed to go thru everything which she had queries on n oso did some revision on the topics which I hadnt went thru b4. Ya. Shld be np for her as she was kinda hardworking in her work n her concepts-wise was much better den some of my other students. Ya. :P Left her hse for home at ard 10pm n only managed to reach home at ard 11pm. So in the end, as it's kinda late, had no choice but to cancel a meeting up with a fren of mine. Supposed to tok bout some issues with him. Can only wait till nxt time den. :S

After tt, did my norm FB stuffs, did some revision n oso watched some episodes of my drama serials b4 going to slp at ard 3 plus. As a result, only realised I hadnt done ytd's episode when I was on bed... Haha! :S So tt ended ytd. :P

As for today, was kinda stupid n unlucky at the beginning. As there was no one at home to pester me, in the end, I only managed to wake up at ard 11 plus as I slept kinda late last nite. As a result, skipped my LBO lect for today as I tot if I were to go to sch, I would surely be late n oso I would only be going to sch for 3 hrs, so might as well dun go. Not only so, considering tt I will be having tuition for the rest of the day, I decided to slack at home instead of rushing here n there again... :P So in the end, managed to do my norm FB stuffs after tt, followed by some revision while waiting for my tuition to start at 3.30pm. At ard 2.30pm, played some sudoku with a fren on the MSN games b4 going to my tuition kid's hse at ard 3.30pm. As all my tuitions for today were all near my hse, so it was kinda easy for me. :P

Managed to reach my 1st tuition kid's hse on time n did quite alot of things with him today. Hope he can really learn from his mistakes n oso do his own revision as his exams r coming up soon too. Ya. From wat I c, he shld be ok oso, considering the fact tt he had improved quite alot as compared to the 1st time I went for tuition. Ya. So had to use tis mid-yr exams as a gauge den. Hehe. Hope he can show me his standard! :P

After the 1st tuition, I hurriedly went home as my 2nd tuition was at home, which happened to be immediately after the 1st one. When I reached home, my tuition kid was already waiting for me in my living room. So after some prep, we started our tuition. Managed to complete a half-completed chapter with him today. Still got 1 more chapter to go thru within the nxt 1-2 available lesson b4 his exams... Dunno whether can finish or not. Can only depend on himself liao. Ya. :S

After my 2nd tuition ended ard 7pm, I took a rest, had a bath n ate my dinner. After my dinner, my 3rd tuition kid was already at my doorstep n I had to start my last tuition for today. Managed to start on revision with him for today, after going thru the last chapter which his sch had went thru. Ya. So hope got enuf time to finish the revision with him. Oso nd him to revise on his own. Cos cant always depend on me oso... Ya. :S

After the tuition ended at ard 9.30pm, I went to watch the channel 8 drama till ard 10pm b4 I came into my room to start my own revision. Ya. Oso did my norm FB stuff in the mean time. Ya. So tt's all for today. Shld be slping soon or maybe will be studying till abit ltr. Depend on mood n energy lvl ba. Haha! So anyway, tt's all for these 2 days den. Kinda boring I guess. So hope tml will be better! :P

Moral of the day: We mus always keep faith on others n oso on ourselves so tt gd things will befall us! But of cos, we mus 1st put faith in God so tt He will be able to bring those gd things which he meant for us to fall on us. Ya. :P

38th episode today... Wat an enjoyable day for me today! :P

2010-04-25T09:55:00.000-07:00

It's the 38th episode for today le. Hope u guys r still able to enjoy up till today n today's episode is indeed much more entertaining den the past few days as they were more events happening today. Besides tt, the major event for today was indeed very enjoyable for me n so I guess, if I dun use tis colour for today, I dunno when I can use it again! Haha! So stay ard n enjoy urself too den! :P Without further ado, les go on to the events den. :P

Woke up at ard 12 plus today as I slept kinda late last nite. After watching the Ars match last nite n oso blogging, it was already bout 4am when I went to bed last nite. So in the end, only managed to wake up kinda late today. After waking up, I saw my cousin n we chatted bout last nite's results. Actually he oso jus woke up n so he asked me regarding last nite's results. In the end, when he noe everything was going according to his predictions, we both decided tt tis shall be the way we r going to conquer the last few rounds of tis season's matches in Europe. Haha! So do folo if u wan to win abit of cash... Hehe. :P

After we chatted for awhile, he left for his home n I went ahead with my norm FB stuffs n oso did some studying on my own. Studied till ard 2pm b4 I prep myself for church, which was to start at 3pm. Was kinda early today as I prep kinda fast today n thus the whole family went out earlier den usual. Today's sermon was really very meaningful as God seemed to be giving me an advice or a warning, watever u call it. Ya. To me, he seemed to be telling me tt everything I do, I mus do it to honour His name n not for personal glory. N if I really wan to help other pple, I mus start from my church as they r my bros n sis in christ. Be it physically or more imptly, spiritually, we nd to help each other out by reminding one another or to guide n advice them face-to-face. So I guess, I may nd to change my plan abit n do my best in letting them noe wat I had been doing. So tt, we can succeed tgt n oso praise God's name with our success. Ya. I do hope tt God will giv me more strength n courage when I'm appraoching them den. Ya. :P

After the sermon, I went home n studies for bout an hr b4 I went to Clementi to meet my frens. Actually wanted to drive the car out, especially I noe my parents were going out n they were not using the car. However, on second tot, I decided not to drive out as I'm afraid my uncle may nd to use it. So in the end, I took public transport over n was late in the end. B4 meeting my frens, I oso went to the SP to claim my prizes n oso to make my bets for today. In the end, 1 of them had ended up being the winner already... Mallorca drawing 1-1 with Malaga was a predicted result by me! Haha! Mallorca nv draw at home b4... how can rite? Hehe. So I got it in the end. :P Happy. Din bet much so only win a bit to test whether I was accurate or not only. Ya. But still happy I got the result rite. :)

After tt, I met my frens at the Clementi Pizza Hut. When I reached there, everyone was already there except for me. In the end, they nearly made me paid for their bills but luckily for me, they were nice enuf pple not to do tt. Haha! It was actually a belated bday celebration for one of my frens n so we all paid for her share instead. Ya. Everyone had a nice time chatting n catching up as it was already bout 3 wks since the last time we met n had a meal tgt. Everyone was enjoying the pizza n oso the jokes tt flew ard. Haha! Of cos, I enjoyed myself too. Been awhile since I was so happy. After the wretched incident. But, still ok la. It shld be over for me already. Hehe. :P

After our dinner, as it was still early, we decided to go somewhere else instead of going home so early. So in the end, we all went to the new De Coder's cafe branch at Clementi to play some games b4 going home. When we reached there, it was bout 9pm n it was kinda lucky for us n we managed to get the 1-hr package as the place was going to be closed at 10pm. We tried out 4 games in total n every game was jus as exciting as the other. Everyone seemed to be like mad pple trying to out-snatch the others on the cards tt we were playing. We played games like the Ugly doll card game n oso some hand sign card game. The most interesting one I tot was the monkey game as we dunno who will be the unlucky one to get the most number of monkeys... Haha! Kinda hard to predict the way they will drop down. Haha! Overall, I had a very enjoyable n memorable nite. :P

At ard 10pm, we left the place as it was going to close n unwillingly, left for home. As everyone was staying at diff areas, we split at the MRT station n I went home with a fren of mine as we stayed kinda near. Had a small chat with her on the way back n oso while I was transiting to another bus. Managed to reach home at ard 10.30pm in the end, which was kinda early. Haha! After tt, I packed my stuff for my sch tml while watching the live match between Chelsea n Stoke. It was a totally one-sided game n in the end, the match ended 7-0 in Chelsea's favour... Expected again... :S

K den. Tt's all for today den. Shld be slping soon as I still nd to wake up kinda early tml to go to sch to study with a fren b4 our lessons in the afternoon. Ya. So cya guys tml same time den. Haha! Hope u guys enjoyed ur day today too jus like me. Anyway, I realised someone hadnt been appearing on my chatbox for sometime... After the wretched incident, in fact, I hadnt been seeing tt person for sometime... Maybe tt person no longer cares or maybe tt person jus tried to avoid or ignore me totally already... Haha! Either way, tt's not something tt I can stop so I shall let nature takes its course den. Hope tt person will cont to be fine n shine den. :P

Moral of the day: Sometimes, it's a matter of how we view things tt made us make the wrong decisions in life. However, wat we nd is jus some guidance or a ray of light which will guide us to the rite path for us not to be lost in our lives again. So do find ur coach in life if possible n folo him/her till u succeed or get wat u wan. All the best to all of u out there! :P

37th episode today... A very exciting n fruitful day for me today! Haha! :P

2010-04-24T12:15:00.000-07:00

It's the 37th episode today! Banzai! Banzai! Carry on all the way! Haha! So mus last longer n longer den. :P

Anyway, today was a very exciting n fruitful day for me. Learnt many stuffs which I tot pple who missed it despite my informing shld really piak their pi gu for missing it! Ya. Oso did something which I nv done for the past 1 yr plus today! Sounds interesting huh? So r u guys eager to noe not? Doesnt sound very convincing leh... :S Ok la. I will still tell u all ba... :)

Les start from the basics again den... Woke up at ard 11.15am today. Was supposed to wake up earlier to prep myself as I was supposed to reach JE MRT at ard 12noon initially. In the end, as I was too tired, I procrastinated on bed n in the end, ended up being late... I hurriedly prep myself n asked my uncle to send me to JE MRT as I noe tt if I were to take the bus down, I will definitely be late! As a result, I had no time to even eat my breakfast n lunch... :S

Luckily for me, I managed to reach JE MRT at ard 12noon, slightly late. However, to my surprise, I was the 1st to reach! :S In the end, I waited for more den half an hr b4 the rest of my other frens n their frens came. At a certain pt of time, I was even thinking of leaving for home on my own as I tot they had psed me or something. But in the end, I was kinda glad I din do tt as I din regret going for the convention ltr in the ltr part of the day. After we all gathered, we went over to the bus bay where a coach was waiting for us to send us to Peninsula Hotel, where the convention was taking place.

On the bus, the others were happily chatting while I was busy researching on my soccer matches for today. After a while, one of my fren came over beside me n chatted with me. Soon, the coach reached our destination n it was bout 1.10pm when we reached the place. However, the event only started at ard 2.30pm in the end n we ended up waited for more than 1 hr. By den, my hunger was already gone.

When we were finally inside, my fren chose the front row seats for all of us n we managed to get a close view of all the speakers. It was indeed a very nice 1st experience for me as I was still new in tis organisation n really learn many things from the speaker today. Wont be telling u guys exactly wat the main speaker n other speakers told us. All I can say is he indeed changed my life n oso the way I looked at things. I felt more energised n more willing n eager to do things nw! Ya. :P So for those who missed it, even though I had already informed them bout it, shame on u n jus too bad lor... Tt's all I can say. However, if u wan to noe more, it's still not too late. I'm very sure there r still plenty of chances if u guys r willing to grab them n I'm oso very sure tt ur lives will oso change if u come n join me! :P So dun hesitate anymore guys! :S

Anyway, I guess, tt's all I wanna say bout the convention. After the convention, my frens n I n their frens went to hav dinner at Raffles City basement at a Jap based restaurant, which operates like Mache (Cant rem the actual name! Haha! Poor memory! :S). Everyone had a nice time chatting n oso a nice meal. After the meal, some of them went home while some of them went to catch a movie. I was the only one out as I went to do something which I hadnt done for more than 1 yr, which is, took an MRT to Dhoby Ghaut, walked all the way to Paradiz Centre n went in to watch live matches for today! Haha! Really long time nv did tt le. If I din rem wrongly, the last time I did tt was last yr March ba... Ya. :S In the end, when I go there, I had to make a min of $40 bet in order to get the admission tix free from the counter to watch the live matches... As a result, had no choice but to place a $40 bet for the 1st time since I somehow quitted intensive betting. Ya. My $40 bet was on Sunderland +1 1/2. Haha! Free cash type. In the end, Sunderland won 1-0 n I won back my admission fee. Hehe. Anyway, my predictions were spot on again tonite... Man U's 3-1 victory against Tottenham was predicted correctly, tgt with Giggs being the scorer of at least 1 goal, in which he scored twice... n some other matches oso. Ya. The atmosphere in there was great n as long as a goal is scored, everyone will shout. Haha! Kinda funny. :)

When I was watching the matches, I realised tt they actually showed all the EPL matches live on all the TVs available there! Ya. I oso dunno how many more pairs of eyes I nd in order to c all the matches sia... Haha! Besides tt, I oso noticed tis girl who was with her bf in there. The couple, I assumed they are, came after I was already in there n the funniest part was the girl seemed to be accompanying her bf only... n she seemed kinda bored. Kinda pity her sia... If she's my gf, I definitely wont bring her there unless she wanted to! Haha! :P

I watched the matches till ard 11.30pm b4 I started to walk towards the bus 143 bus-stop near Singapore shopping centre to take the last bus home. Luckily for me, I managed to catch the last bus 143 n reached home ard 12.45am jus nw. After tt, did my norm FB stuff n oso watched the final EPL match for today, Arsenal VS Manchester City. In the end, the result was another predicted one... I guessed under 2.5 n in the end, the match ended in my fav scoreline, 0-0... Haiz. Waste my time watching sia... As usual. :S

K den. Tt's all for today den. Quite fulfilling for me in terms of the content n I hope tml will be as fruitful as today, if not better! Haha! :P So going to slp le. U guys take care den! :P Moral of the day: Always stay positive no matter wat happens. I jus double cfm today tt it's true tt watever we think will usually be true, jus like the Man U-Tottenham match... I predicted 3-1 n really ended in 3-1... Haiz. Too bad nv buy. So we mus do watever we think is rite n dun regret! Ya. :P

36th episode today... Kinda boring for me... :S

2010-04-23T10:29:00.000-07:00

It's the 36th episode today le. All the way man! Haha! Anyway, today's yet another boring day for me... Nth special happened n so shld be quite short again den? Haha! Les take a look at the events den? :)

Woke up at ard 12 plus today after slping at ard 3 plus after watching the 1st half of the Europa League semi-final match between AM n Pool. Ya. Was still kinda tired actually when I woke up but had no choice but to wake up becos my 1st tuition kid, who was my niece, was already here when I woke up. Ya. So after I woke up n prep myself for awhile, we started our tuition at ard 1.30pm. Went thru the hw which she had done n realised she was kinda weak in tt part of the chapter so in the end, spent the rest of the lesson going thru similar kinds of question. Ya. Quite a fruitful lesson n hope she will be able to understand better after my explanation. :P

After the tuition ended at ard 3.20pm, my 2nd tuition kid came over to my hse bout 15 mins ltr. As a result, I din had much time to prep b4 he came over. However, still managed to start the tuition at ard 3.40pm n went thru his hw n oso cont on the last chapter where we had stopped. Ya. So actually did quite a number of things with him today so hope he can learn fast enuf for us to proceed on more smoothly. :P As a whole, his progress isn't tt bad oso so shld be ok ba. Haha! :P

After the tuition, I went online to check some scores n oso to do my norm FB stuffs as I din had the time to do them earlier in the day. After tt, I prep myself n oso had my dinner b4 my parents sent me to CCK for my 3rd tuition of the day. As there was a thunderstorm b4 tt n it was still raining when we set off, in the end, we were faced with a huge traffic jam n in the end, it took us bout 35 mins b4 we reached my tuition kid's hse. As a result, I was late for bout 15 mins... Ya. When I reached there, the tuition kid was already waiting for me. Actually wanted to go thru the hw which I had told him to do but in the end, he came up with lots of queries regarding wat his sch is teaching nw n becos he told me he nd to go off earlier today at 8.30pm due to some prayers thingy, I only managed to go thru a small portion of his queries n oso din managed to do wat I wanted to... Used to his progress liao so can only hope for the best for him ba... Ya. Seriously, dun hav a gd feeling bout it but no choice I guess... :S

After my 3rd tuition, actually was supposed to meet up with some frens. In the end, 1 of them din even contact me whether he could make it or not, despite me smsing him to remind him again... The others decided to meet me tml instead. So ya. Tt was still ok. For the 1st fren, I was kinda disappointed as he promised to reply me but in the end, even when I saw him online on msn n tried to tok to him, he din even reply me! I was like: Cant u jus let me noe wat happened? But I guess, maybe he was jus busy ba... Giving him the benefit of doubt den... :S As a result, I went home n reached home at ard 9.30pm. Had been slacking from den till nw, watching some drama n oso did some studying since den till nw. Ya. :P

I had another fren, even more funnier. He nudged me n asked me how I was today but when I asked him bout something which was rather impt, he suddenly disappeared into thin air n din reply for bout half an hr... I bet, if I din ask him wat happened, he wont even reply me! But I guess, no choice la... Sometimes we hav to face the reality. Some pple jus try to avoid us when they think we r trying to do something bad to them, which in actual fact is they themselves think too much... So ya. No choice lor... :S

K den. I guess, I shall go slp soon n pray for the best to me tml den. Will be going to a convention tml so hope I will be able to learn more things n oso to grow at the same time den. For those who missed it, I can only say, TOO BAD! IT'S UR LOSS! :D

Moral of the day: Dun always doubt other pple's sincerity when they tried to help us. Sometimes, do giv a chance to others n oso most imptly to urself! Giv it a try b4 u say no to it instead of jus simply rejecting it straight away. U nv noe when u will miss tis big opportunity n regret it at the end of the day! Rem: Chances or opportunities dun knock twice on our doors! So grab them when u can! :P

35th episode today... Yet another milestone! Haha! More coming up babies! :P

2010-04-22T11:29:00.000-07:00

It's yet another milestone for today... 35th episode! So how many more can I last b4 I punctured again? Hehe. Definitely not today for sure! Haha! So we shall c how long I can last till den? :P

Anyway, today shld yet be another short episode as nth much happened today again n I hope it's not kinda boring for many pple these few days... Hehe. So les take a look at today's events den? :P

Woke up at ard 11am tis morn after slping at ard 3.30am tis morn, after watching the 1st half of the Bayern Munich VS Lyon match n seeing Frank Ribery being sent off. Haha! However, nv did I expect Lyon to self-destruct in the 2nd half n lost 1-0 in the end... Haiz. It was after I checked the results tis morn den I realised tt... Kinda sad but luckily my bet still won so it's ok I guess. :) After tt, I did my norm FB stuffs being starting to do some studying. Soon, at ard 1 plus, I ate my lunch n from den on, I watched my drama serials till ard 5 plus b4 my cousin brought my laptop with him to work... Ya. :S

After he went off to work with my laptop, I cont to study for awhile till ard 6.30pm b4 I fell aslp at my bed after I went over to lie on it for awhile... In the end, when I woke up again, it was already ard 8.30pm. After I woke up from my nap, I went to had my dinner n cont to watch an episode of my drama serial on my bro's com b4 I started to study again. Besides tt, I oso spent some time to do my norm FB stuff oso at ard 10 plus. Studied till ard 12midnite n drove out to the JE lib to return my books b4 they became overdue tml. After tt, I oso went to NUS to meet a fren for supper b4 sending him home. He was so tired tt he kept dozing off when I was toking to him... Ya. It's really kinda rare to c him so tired n I really tot he mus be dead beat from his reactions... Ya. So I hurried finished my supper n sent him home b4 he fell aslp at the eatery... Haha! :P

After sending him home, I managed to reach home at ard 2.15am jus nw. Nw trying to search for a TV channel where there's live Europa League matches but to no avail... Ya. So most prob shld be slping again soon. Quite tired actually. Haha! Hope tonite's predictions will be rite again. :P Anyway, no sch, no tuition for today. So was kinda relaxed for today. But it will be diff for tml so hope I will be prep for tml den! :P

B4 I go, moral of the day den: If we keep faith on watever we do n nv giv up, there will definitely be one day when we will succeed in watever we do! So dun giv up so easily on our everyday things jus becos we faced some obstacles in front of us as we dunno when we will succeed in the end! :P

34th episode le... A really motivated day for me today... :)

2010-04-21T11:46:00.000-07:00

Finally, we hav come to the 34th episode for today le. Haha! Carry on carry on! Yeah! Definitely mus make it last as long as possible. :)

Anyway, les take a look at today's events den. Shldnt be too long oso cos not many interesting pts for today oso. Ya. :P So les take a look den...

Woke up at ard 6.30am tis morn despite only slping at ard 3am tis morn due to the fact tt I nd to go back to sch to meet up with my fren to study tgt. So after prep myself n packing the stuffs to bring out, I went to sch on my uncle's car. After having breakfast at a kopitiam near my sch, my uncle dropped me at my sch. After tt, had been doing many diff things from 8am onwards... Did my typing work, watched the episodes tt I had downloaded last nite n oso did some studying of cos till ard 1 plus b4 I went to get my lunch as my fren was bout to leave for home. At ard 2pm, he went home, leaving me alone to study. Thruout the whole day, noticed many girls walked past n there were a few whom I tot din wear anything at the btm as their shorts were so short! Haha! :P

Anyway, I left sch at ard 3.30pm due to the fact tt I was afraid it's going to rain as there were lots of lightning n thunder at tt moment. In the end, when I reached my tuition kid's hse's bus stop at ard 3.50pm, there was a downpour there n I had no choice but to use my umbrella. As it was still kinda early, I went over to the study rm at his flat's void deck n did some further studies till ard 4.30pm b4 going to his hse. Managed to finish the topic of graphs with him n oso started on rate. Managed to go thru everything which I intended to go thru today but he seemed to hav some questions regarding rate n so I tried to giv him more qns to get him familiarise with the topic. Ya. :P Thruout the lesson, I was having a hard time trying to keep awake actually as I had stayed up awake for most of the day already. In addition, the weather was so cooling tt it made a very nice weather for slping... Haha! Luckily, my willpower r strong enuf n I managed to stay awake somehow. Ya. :P

After the tuition, I went to SP to check out the scores n oso place my bets on tonite's match. Currently watching the 2nd semi-final of the Champs League match for tis wk, between Bayern Munich n Lyon. Ya. :P After tt, I went over to PS as I was supposed to meet a fren there for dinner b4 going for my function. Something kinda interesting happened on my way there. As I was kinda tired, I fell aslp on the bus journey. However, halfway towards my destination, there was tis quite pretty girl who sat beside me. At 1st, I din quite notice her n tried to get to slp again, but somehow, she managed to get my attention by doing some making up right beside me! Haha! In the end, she made me cant stop looking at wat she's doing secretly... Haha! But she really looked kinda pretty with her make-up on in the end. She oso alighted earlier den me in the end. :S

When I reached PS, it was only bout 7.15pm, so I went to a corner n waited for my fren. In the end, I waited for bout more than halk an hr b4 he came. Not only so, he even tried to make me unable to go for my function by trying to go some faraway place for dinner... Luckily I was determined enuf n in the end, managed to get him to eat at the PS foodcourt instead... I think he jus simply wanted to force me not to go for the function ba... In the end, we were late for the function as we only managed to reach at ard 9.15pm... The event was supposed to start at 8.30pm! :S Anyway, we still managed to hear wat the speaker said n the thing which I rem the most was he said bout we humans nd to be humble n to listen to other pple sometimes... which I totally agreed. Some pple jus refuse to listen to other pple n in the end, made the wrong decision n ruined their own future... Ya. So I musnt be like tis kind of pple! :P

At ard 11 plus pm, the event ended n I went home after separating with my fren at the MRT station. After the event, managed to chat with him but dun think he really got the meaning behind wat the speaker tried to say n the message which I wanted him to noe... Haiz. Maybe he nd more time ba, or perhaps he jus simply dun care bout his own life... Jus trying to waste his time away perhaps... May God bless him den... :S

Had been doing my norm FB stuff n oso watching some drama serial jus nw. Watching live match nw so I guess, tt's all for today? Haha! :P Moral of the day: We mus all learn to LISTEN to other pple's advice n oso LEARN to BELIEVE in at least one person in order for us to SUCCEED. Of cos, in addition, we oso nd to be HUMBLE so tt we can learn more things from successful pple! :P

33rd episode today... A norm but busy day today... Haha! :P

2010-04-20T09:24:00.000-07:00

Very happy it's already the 33rd episode for today... Wonder when will I nxt punctured n MIA for a period of time again? Haha! Hope it wont be tt fast though. Hehe. Anyway, I'm currently enjoying the time when I'm writing all these for u guys out there n oso for myself. So I hope u guys will be enjoying urself by spending a few mins everyday to come over here n look at the life of another norm person... Ya. :P Thanks n I really appreciate it. :P

Anyway, today shld be another short episode as nth much n nth special had happened today actually. So it will be jus another routine episode like ytd. Ya. Even drama serials oso sometimes like tt rite? Not every episode is very exciting n stuffs like tt... Sometimes, some episodes r oso boring! Haha! But I hope mine's not as boring as theirs... Hehe. :P

So without further delays, les enter today's episode den. Woke up at ard 11am today. Actually, set my alarm clock rather early today at ard 9 plus but was jus unable to wake up on time again... Haha! Maybe no more commitment to wake up early like I used to be for the past 4 mths... Ya. Maybe ba. Haha! Anyway, slowly trying to forget bout the sad past tt I had n I'm kinda glad these few days is getting better. Soon shld be over I guess? Haha! :P Anyway, woke up in the end ard 11am n did my norm FB stuffs n oso checked out last nite's scores. In the end, lost both bets n dropping in the rankings again... Think I'm gonna self-destruct like I usuallu do towards the end of the season of the competition... Ya. Hope tis season wont be tt bad ba. Haha! :P Did some studying after tt till ard 1.30pm b4 I went downstairs to get my haircut done.

After my haircut, I came back home n after bathing n prep myself, I went over to my tuition kid's hse, which was kinda near my hse, for the 1st tuition for today. Ya. :P When I reached there, I was bout 5 mins late but still not too bad. So we started our tuition n managed to go thru all the qns which I had asked him to do for hw. He's oso kinda gd today as he managed to do all his hw n I seriously hoped tt he had learnt something from the hw which he had done n I had gone thru with him. Ya. Oso managed to do some revision with him as his mid-yr exams r coming up soon. Ya. :P

At ard 4.40pm, my 1st tuition ended n I hurriedly came home to prep for my 2nd tuition, which was supposed to be at 5pm. I had bout 15mins to prep myself b4 my tuition kid came at ard 5.10pm, 10 mins late as usual. When he came today, he finally told me tt he had qns on a particular chapter which his sch teacher is teaching rite nw... Not only so, he had previously smsed me to request for extra tuitions... Ya. I guessed he realised there r still many things which he still dun understand n finally seeking help. I tot it was gd becos at least he sought help nw n not after his exams... Haha! So I went thri the chapter thoroughly with him n tried my best to solve all his probs n answer all his queries today. Hope today's lesson really helped him with his studies n oso help him in his upcoming exams too... Ya. :P

Ended the tuition at ard 6.45pm in the end. After tt, my mum asked me to hav my dinner b4 prep for my 3rd tuition today. However, I was so tired tt I fell aslp on my bed soon after I had laid on it after my tuition. Luckily for me, somehow I managed to wake up at 7.30pm sharp n after I woke up for bout 5 mins, my tuition kid came over for tuition. Oso went thru his hw with him n quite pleased tt he had known the previous chapter quite well from the hw he had done. So in the end, we went thru a new chapter, which his sch had already taught him. However, he still seemed kinda lost n so I went thru the chapter with him again. After tt, we did 2 qns n as the qns were kinda long, tt was all we could do for the lesson. Kinda short but I hope the things we went thru had helped him to understand better. Ya. :P

After my tuition, it was ard 9.15pm. So I went to get my dinner n ate while watching the Channel 8 new drama serial. Ya. Tot Jeanette Aw n Jesseca Liu were both kinda pretty, though Jeanette's char was kinda cool in tis series. Ya. Haha! After watching the show, I went to play a game of dota b4 I started to study again at ard 11pm jus nw. :P

So I guess, tt's all for today. Rather short but I felt I did quite alot of things today n I was really very busy. Ya. So I think tt's all for today n I shld be slping soon as will be meeting a fren in sch at 8am tml to study. Haha! So mus slp early n wake up early to go to sch... Ya. :P So cya all again tml den n all the best for tml. :P God Bless! :P

Moral of the day: Actually, life can be very simple. It's jus tt we always do many things which tend to complicate stuffs n oso our lives. So stop complicating matters n start leading a simple n better life! :P

32rd episode today... Finally a norm day for me... Haha! :P

2010-04-19T10:59:00.000-07:00

It's the 32rd episode for today. Mus carry on n make here a more n more enjoyable place. Ya. :P Finally, today shld be a rather short episode cos nth much nor nth special happened today... Ya. :P

So les take a look at the events den? Woke up at ard 10 plus today as I was kinda tired. Actually set alarm to go off at 7am, but in the end, after the alarm went off at 7am n I had offed it, I went back to slp n the nxt time I woke up, it's already 10 plus... In the end, din managed to do wat I wanted to tis morn... Ya. :S Anyway, went online to check the results for the previous nite n prep myself b4 leaving for sch at ard 11.35am. Nth much happened during the journey to sch n I managed to reach sch 10 mins late, which was kinda lucky already. :S

Today's only lect was conducted by my fav lecturer. It was supposed to be an extra lesson n as a result, some of my classmates went MIA again, tgt with my fren. Haha! As usual, Mr Nageb tried to crack jokes during the class to make it more enjoyable. He kept aiming 2 girls today, another Miss A n Miss SY. Haha! Pity them sia... but nth I can do... cos I not girl! LOL! Can't attract Mr Nageb's attention from them oso... Hehe. :P Had a very nice revision lesson in the end n benefitted quite alot. :P

After my lect, I went over for my tuition at Yew Tee, which was supposed to start at 4pm. However, as I hadnt heard the cfmation from my tuition kid, I was kinda worried I would c a closed door again. So I tried to reach her asap n luckily for me, I managed to get her n cfm the tuition. However, as she had somehow forgotten bout it, we postponed it to a ltr time at 4.30pm instead. As a result, I had some free time n went to get a cup of noodles to eat at 7-11. Jus b4 I started eating, I noticed the sky was getting kinda overcast n thus, I hurriedly cooked my mee n scurried over to my tuition kid's void deck to eat. Luckily I went over earlier, if not I might hav became a Luo Tang Ji! Haha! :P

After eating my mee, I went straight up to her hse n we had our tuition. Managed to finish the 2 chapters which she is going to be tested tis coming Wed n oso did summaries on the 2 chapters which I hope will be able to help her thru tis test. Ya. We oso did some qns to practice n oso to let her try out the possible kind of qns tt may come out. Ya. :P In the end, I only managed to leave the place at ard 7 plus pm! :S Tis was all thanks to my other tuition kid, who cant make it for tuition yet again... Haiz. Somehow expected liao... he not interested in his studies la... :S

After tt, I went home n managed to reach home at ard 8pm. After having my dinner n oso did some studying, I managed to drive out twice tonite, once was to return the paper which I had borrowed from my niece n the 2nd time to meet some frens at Clementi. Ya. Reached home again jus nw at ard 11.30pm n had been studying n chatting with some frens online jus nw. Managed to share some very beneficial thing with them actually. Hope they will adhere my advice n giv themselves a chance to be successful... Ya. :P

K den. Tt's all for today. Rather short so I shld jus end here, make it shorter the better... Haha! :P Moral of the day: Sometimes, we nd to try something in order to noe whether it's suitable for us or not... It's not jus becos we THINK they arent suitable den we dun go n DO them! Tt's a reverse sequence! Ya. :S Always DO 1st b4 DECIDE if it's suitable... Dun THINK too much; THINK twice doesnt always work! :P

31st episode today... Mus make it as long as possible! Haha! :P

2010-04-18T10:05:00.000-07:00

It's finally the 31st episode today. Mus really make an effort to make it as long as possible. Haha! No longer hope le... Mus make an effort to do it! Ya. :P N oso to make it as enjoyable for all to read as possible. :P

Some pple maybe scratching their heads, wondering whether I'm mad or something cos my mood today was somehow a 180 degrees change from ytd... Ya. Indeed, my mood had changed, thanks to 2 pple n it's not someone whom u guys r thinking of... U noe who u r. Haha! Anyway, actually was still kinda down in the afternoon n was still telling a fren of mine tt the colour code for today will be the reverse of ytd, as in black for the main content n white for the moral... Haha! But I guess, I can proudly change them nw n I mus fight till the end! Not regarding wat u guys were thinking of though... Hehe. :P

So r u all eager to listen to the events for today? I guess so rite? Haha! So without further ado, les proceed on den! :P

Woke up at ard 11am tis morn, was still kinda tired when I woke up as I slept kinda late last nite, after watching 3 live EPL matches consecutively. However, had to struggle to get up still as I nd to go for my revision lect for today... Ya. As there were no car due to the fact tt my parents n uncle went to Msia to visit their fren... So in the end, I had to hurriedly prep myself n rushed off to sch. Luckily for me, as I left home kinda early today, I managed to catch the earlier bus 154 n managed to reach sch early, which was a gd start I guess? Haha! :P

However, today's lesson was kinda boring for me as the topics tt the lecturer went thru werent the chapters which I would usually prep for tis unit. So in the end, I kinda switched off for most of the lect... Ya. Happened to c a fren of mine, whom we managed to contact for quite some time in the same lect as me. Haha! In the end, we chatted for awhile b4 he left the lect halfway thru. I guess, most of us had a hard time trying to understand the ltr portions of the unit ba... Hehe. :P For most of the lesson, I had been doing my own revision n looking at the pretty girls in my class... Haha! :P

After my lesson, actually wanted to study in sch but in the end, the sch closed at ard 6.45pm n I couldnt stay in sch to study. Thus, I went over to the SP at Clementi like ytd n placed my bets. As I had lost both my bets for ytd, I decided to double up so as to recoup some losses... However, in the end, the one which I placed the heaviest bet ended up losing again n those tt I nv play big all turned out to be opening to my favour... Haiz. Tt's life I guess. After tt, I went over to a coffeeshop n watched the 1st half of the Wigan-Arsenal match while having my dinner. After the 1st half, I went over to the macs near West Mall as I had agreed to meet my frens there for a chat. Ya. :P

When I reached there, it was ard 9.15pm n there was oso live telecast of the Arsenal match at the Macs. When I reached there, it was already 2-0 up for Arsenal n I tot my prediction of a Away-Home would hav been gone... However, they let me witnessed a superb comeback in the last 10 mins when Wigan scored thrice to win 3-2 in the end n making my prediction come true... Regretted not believing in myself n lost the 1-40 payout in the end! :( By den, 1 of my fren was already there n we were starting to chat already. After tt, we waited till ard 11pm b4 the other fren came n jus b4 the other fren came, I told the 1st fren tt came my prediction for the Portsmouth-Villa match. In the end, it came up to be exactly my predicitons again! Draw-Home n 2-1 win to Villa! But once again, nv buy... :S

Anyway, those were not impt pts... jus to show how accurate I am lately... Hehe. Anyway, my 2 frens once again chatted with me n enlightened me on many aspects, be it my life, my goals n some other things... I really mus make sure I became their close frens n succeed tgt with them at the same time. To me nw, I feel tt I cant afford to waste time n waste the opportunity to succeed with them already... Ya. I really mus heed their advice n do something! Tt's y my mood became rather diff after tt. Ya. Haha! :P

Anyway, we chatted till ard 12 jus nw b4 both of them hav to leave for another appt elsewhere. However, I managed to get many things from them n I think I really mus do something in order not to let them n myself down... Ya. :P

Reached home at ard 12.30am jus nw n did my norm FB stuff n oso checked out the results... Haha! In the end, besides my major bet, the rest all win... :S I guess, I mus do some other more worthwhile things le ba... Hehe. :P

K den. Tt's all for today den. Time to slp soon n hope u guys enjoyed ur day too! Rest well! Moral of the day: Believe in ourselves, our abilities n wat we can do to ourselves, as well as others. Do grab hold of the opportunities presented to u as we dunno when the nxt opportunity will come knocking again n we dun wan to miss a golden opportunity to be successful! So all the best to those who wan to be successful. If u hav no idea how to, pls come n find me cos I had find a way to success! So I really hope we can work tgt towards it! :P

30th episode le... Yet another milestone but I'm not at all happy today... :(

2010-04-17T11:56:00.000-07:00

It's finally the 30th episode today... Reached yet another milestone. Cant really rem whether I got reach till episode 30 b4 or not... Dun feel like going back to refer oso... Haha! So jus leave it tis way den ba... :) Anyway, though it's a milestone reached, dun really feel very happy today despite many things going in my way for today. Of cos, there were oso some which went the other way but overall, I think the norm things r still ok but 1 thing in particular had overcame tt slight happy mood of mine n had turned it into... HELL! :(

So wat happened today which made my day became HELL? Or u can say made my mood became HELL? Seriously, I oso dunno. U guys decide for me ba... :S Here goes:

Woke up at ard 8am in the morn initially but in the end, after I offed my alarm, I went back to slp again as I was still kinda tired n only managed to wake up again when it was ard 9 plus. As a result, I was unable to go for my tuition n had to cancel it in the end. Luckily for me, my tuition kid was rather kind to me n I managed to cancel it rather successfully. Ya. :P After calling him n cancelling the tuition, I went to do some livescore checking n realised my initial predictions for last nite's matches were all correct... but as I was influenced by my cousin, in the end, I lost a big bet since 1 wk ago... :S Sianz... Tis is to teach u nv to listen to other pple... :S Anyway, after tt, I did some studying n prep myself for sch at ard 10 plus. At ard 11.30am, my uncle fetched me n my cousin to sch n work respectively. As a result, I reached sch kinda early today. :)

When I reached sch, it was only ard 11.50am. So I went in n occupied a nice seat while waiting for the class to start. While waiting, I was glancing ard, in search of any pretty girls to c... Haha! Managed to c quite a number of them, but very soon, I realised all of them were attached... as there were other guys sitting nxt to them n rather close to them oso... :S Soon, the lessons started n there were these 2 cute girls who came in n sat right beside me... I was kinda shocked at 1st as no one would ever do tt voluntarily but soon after, I was ok with it already. The lecturer din prep any notes for us n he started the lect with a 1 hr speech on the things to take note for exams n wat to look out for. After tt, he spent the rest of the day discussing very thoroughly the 1st 3 qns of the mock exam paper. As I din go for the mock exams, I din hav the exam paper with me. In the end, I resorted to peeping at the qns from the paper tt the cute girl sitting nxt to me had. I mus say she was kinda nice as it was kinda obvious tt I was looking at her paper n yet she din say anything. But something she did kinda shocked me as I noticed she kept looking over at my direction. At 1st, I tot she was looking at me or something but after awhile, I realised she was trying to scrutinise the words on the screen as we sitting kinda far away from the screen. Haha! Really think too much sia... Hehe. Managed to meet up with 2 frens of mine for lunch during the break time as both of them had lessons today too. Ya. :P

The lesson ended at ard 6.15pm n as my other fren had postponed the dinner till a further date (without informing me! :@), I was lost btw going home or going to Paradiz Centre to watch tonite's Manchester Derby. In the end, I chose to go the SP at Clementi n after placing my small bets on 2 matches, tgt with having my dinner, I went home after tt to watch the live match on my computer...

When I reached home, it was already ard 8.30pm n the 1st half of the match had already ended. I was kinda disappointed when I noe the match ended 0-0 for the 1st half as the uncles at SP had gotten them rite... Haha! So when I started to c the 2nd half n how it proceeds, I began to think my bet will come true. However, right at the dying secs, an irritating goal by Paul Scholes from Man U had destroyed my hope of winning as I had placed my bet on a draw... In the end, Man U won 1-0 against Man City... :S After tt, I carried on watching the Blackburn-Everton match n as I tot it was going to be 0-0, Everton scored a penalty at the 4th min! Haha! Whih made me kinda happy as I no longer made the matches end in 0-0s... Hehe. In the end, the match ended 3-2 in Everton's way but the match tt I betted on ended in a 0-0 draw when I had taken Hull City to win... Sianz. Suay. However, my big bets obtained 2 victories n 1 defeat, defeat thanks to my cousin again when I followed him in taking Forest +1/2 ball... :S Once again, he lived up to his losing reputation... :P

Anyway, I managed to win back to my original b4 listening to him after Spurs defeated Chelsea 2-1 jus nw, with John Terry being sent off! Haha! Chelsea was utterly disappointing in tis game n Ancelotti was flop in tis game... :S Poor decisions made! :( But gd ones in my eyes as they helped me win... Haha! :P

Jus as u guys tot tis would end for my day rite, there was something which I haven mentioned n it was tis thing which made me changed from an ok-day to a HELLish day... :S Went to FB jus nw to do my norm stuff n happened to c someone changed status. And tis time, another person's name was on it n it somehow made me think whether the changing of status earlier was already an indication but jus becos I was still not out of the eqn yet, tt person dun dare to be so open so tt it seemed as if wat the person did was trying to be for my gd... Ya. :S The more I c, the more I think; the more I think, the more I'm sad n disappointed n thinking tt I had been cheated of for the past few mths... I dare bet tt tis isnt jus recently... I think from the time the person noe the other person's secret, she somehow already changed her attitude towards tt person... jus tt she dun wan to let me noe nia... Trying to 2-time or simply to toy with me ba... Haiz. I really dunno wat to think sia... Can anyone help me? Sometimes, I tot I shld hav listened to my mum's advice... How gd would it be if I had heeded her advice... I wouldnt be tis hurt nw! :( But I guess, it's all too late ba... Maybe it's a lesson God wans me to learn ba... the hard way. :(

Hopefully, I would be able to get over it soon ba... To be able to change a status tt fast, indicates something ba I guess. Ya. I dun think I can do tt tt fast... Haha! I'm not as anyhow as tt person. LOL! Ok. Shall not say bad things bout other pple... I oso had to be responsible for being stupid n naive... Ya. :( Hopefully, they will last long ba... Sounds so evil... Hehe. But tt's not wat I mean. Believe it or not... :) Maybe tis is wat someone in self-pity mode will say ba... like my fren said bout me tt time. :)

K den. I guess, enuf said. Say more, feel worse... :( So I shall go slp n try to forget it ba... :) Moral of the day: Guys, if u think tt 2-timing is only for us, u r utterly wrong n may be in for a brute shock! Nowadays, many girls r oso 2-timing us, jus tt, we werent tt sensitive like them to notice tt... or maybe it's jus tt we tried to forgive them as much as possible or trust them as much as possible tt they became from bad to worse ba... So beware! Be really careful of ur other half if u really love them. It's not to restrict, but to ensure! :P

29th episode le... A very busy n sad day for me... Haiz. :(

2010-04-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

It's the 29th episode today le. Hope I can cont to endure n extend tis series to as long as possible... Haha! Like the Ch 8 Xiang Qian Ni De Shou (aka Wan to hold ur hand! LOL! :P) Anyway, today was a kinda contradicting day for me... My feelings lately had been kinda out of control... Perhaps I'm dying ba... Heart dead... Haha! :S

So, eager to noe more bout today? If not, u can get out thru the X button on the top right hand corner of tis window... Hehe. If yes, den les go ahead with today's events without further ado ba! :P

Woke up at ard 10 plus tis morn. Actually wanted to wake up earlier n go for some exercise but in the end, as I slept kinda late last nite, I wasnt able to wake up earlier. So maybe tonite shld slp earlier n wake up earlier tml to exercise ba... Hehe. :P Anyway, woke up n did my norm FB stuff. Was kinda surprised tt my cousin wasnt using the com when I woke up as he would always snatch my place n forcing me to stay in bed longer the moment he came back from work. However, I managed to noe the reason y he went to slp at a ltr time. It was due to the fact tt when he was using the com previously b4 I woke up, the com crashed on its own again! Haha! As he was kinda com noob, he din noe wat had happened n decided to go n slp instead... Haha! Lucky me. So after doing my norm FB stuff, I cont studying till my niece came over, which was when my 1st tuition of the day started. :P

Actually, today was kinda lucky for me as both my tuitions were for the best students tt I'm having at the moment. Ya. Haha! :P So after having my meal with my niece, we started our tuition. Managed to go thru wat I intended to go thru with her today. However, she started to show signs of difficulties in her work as it starts to become more n more difficult from tis stage on. So I hope she will be able to understand my explanations n do well in the end. Ya. :P After my 1st tuition ended, I prep myself b4 going for my 2nd tuition. As I nd to go another place b4 tt, I had contacted my dad to come home n fetch me to both places previously. So at ard 3.15pm, we left for Amway's warehse where I picked up my purchases. It was kinda slower den usual as it took me bout 15 mins b4 I was able to leave with my purchases... Haha! In the end, my dad had to pay the parking charges... Sianz. :S

After tt, we went over to Yew Tee for my 2nd tuition. N partly becos of the fact tt we had spent more time at the warehse, in the end, I was bout 15 mins late... Luckily for me, the tuition kid din blame me... Haha! I guess, she oso dun dare to tell me even if she blamed me. Hehe. Anyway, I still did my teaching n managed to go thru only part of wat I intended to do today with her. Tot could finished the whole chapter but in the end, could only finished slightly less than half of it But managed to go thru the chapter as a whole. So hope she will still be able to do her upcoming test on these 2 chapters on Wed. Ya. Oso hope we will be able to hav another lesson so I can finish teaching her the remaining portions of the chapter n make sure she was more prep for the test. Ya. :P But I guess, she shld be ok la... Ya. Cos she's a hardworking student. Ya. :P

After the tuition, I went over for my rev lect in sch. Today's rev lect was 1 of 2 additional lessons which my fav lecturer managed to get for the class. So it became an evening lesson. As I left my 2nd tuition ltr den I shld had n oso due to the fact tt it was pouring quite heavily when I was going to sch, in addition, it was oso the peak hrs, in the end, I was bout half an hr late... Haiz. Luckily for me, din miss much of the lect so shld be ok I guess. Hehe. Anyway, managed to c some pretty ladies on my way to sch... so tt somehow cancel the disadvantage ba... HAHA! :P

Today's lesson was regarding chapter 2.3, 2.5 n 2.6 n it was a rather nice recap for me as I managed to recall quite a number of things. But whether they will stay in my brain is another story altogether ba... Haha! :P Time passed rather fast today n soon, 2.5hrs was up n the lesson was over. Ya. :S After collecting the notes tt Mr Nageb had written for the class during the lect, I went off with my fren. :P

At the bus-stop, I went all the way to the extreme front n waited for my bus to come. The bus-stop was totally packed probably due to the fact tt there were many evening classes today n all the classes were released at ard the same time ba. I waited for bout 20 mins b4 my bus came but as there were many pple trying to board the bus, I decided to wait for the nxt one. Jus as I was walking to the bus-stop for the seats, I happened to c tis girl whom I kinda like, who was oso in the same class as me if I'm not wrong. She was oso sitting on 1 of the seats but shortly after I sat down on another seat, she tried her luck to squeeze up the bus which I had given up on boarding. Actually I noe she always board the bus to Clementi b4 transiting to MRT n as the bus I'm waiting for oso passes by the MRT station, I somehow noe she shld be boarding it. Ya. But I din expect her to squeeze up though. Haha! As I saw her going up, I actually had the urge to squeeze up the bus with her but my logic sense get over me. Jus den, I saw another bus tt goes to the MRT station came from behind n I decided to board tt bus instead. Ya. :P

On the bus, I actually tot of making frens with her as I hadnt been able to pluck up enuf courage to get to noe her in the past. Den ever since I was with someone, all the more I wasnt able to express my intention to her... Haha! But anyway, on the bus, I decided if I managed to board tt bus which she took, I would try to make frens with her. However, in the end, she alighted from the bus at the MRT station n I wasnt even able to tok to her... Haiz. Maybe not fated ba. :(

Since den, I had been thinking bout someone on the way back, probably becos tt person had hurt me really deeply tis time ba... Haha! Anyway, it's oso tt person's bday tml n it brings back more memories to me, the promises, the things we said n do... Ya. :( All these resulted in my sadness ba. :(

Soon, I reached home at ard close to 11pm n after going online, managed to c the person n after wishing the person Happy Bday n did my norm FB stuff, I decided to go offline, in order to rid myself of the sadness ba... Haiz. :S

Ok. I guess, tt's bout it for today. Listening to a CD which I hadnt listened to for long... It's the WestSide Story Music CD. Haha! Really super old liao... Maybe bout 5-7 yrs old le ba at least? Hehe. So I guess, I shld be slping after tis le. So hope tml will be a better day den. Wat I can cfm is, tml is definitely a busy day for me! :(

Moral of the day: Sometimes, it's not really tt easy to forget something like wat we always say, especially tt thing had really made an impact on us or really hurt us deep enuf to create an unfadable wound... But I still believe tt every wound will be healed by an antidote known as time, the prob is how fast or slow tt antidote will take effect on us. For me, I guess, tis time it will be a very very slow healing process ba... Unless some miracles happened or some catalyst happened to pass by... Haha! :P

Episode 28 today... Sori for the last 2 days MIA... Ya. :(

2010-04-15T11:08:00.000-07:00

It's finally the 28th episode today... Sori to those who had been waiting for the past 2 days. Sori for my MIA. Had been busy n kinda full of events for the past 2 days. So today's episode shld be kinda long. So bear with it k? :P

So wat happened for the past 2 days den? N how bout today? Les find out 1 by 1 den... starting from Tues. :)

Woke up at ard 6 plus in the morn on Tues n finally managed to do wat I had intended to do... Hehe. Prep myself for awhile n after changing, I went to my neighbourhood for a light exercise. It's really been ages since I voluntarily went for exercise on my own. So it was really kinda rare for me. Though I only managed to exercise for bout half an hr in the end, my body started to ache ltr in the day, which showed how long I haven been exercising... Hope I will be able to maintain tis for some time. Haha! :P

After the exercise, I came home n rest n had my breakfast. After tt, it was norm FB stuffs as usual n oso some studying b4 I went to sch for my only revision lect of the day. It was indeed a very nice revision for me n I managed to recall many things n oso managed to c many pretty classmates of mine... Haha! Think I will definitely miss them more than the unit or the lecturer... Hehe. :)

After my lect, I went home n had 3 tuitions waiting for me. As I was rushing for time, I din even hav time to go home n put down my stuffs n had to rush off to my 1st tuition, which is near my hse. Luckily for me, the tuition kid was kinda having a better attitude today. However, I forgot to bring his book n had to go thru some other stuffs in the end. But still managed to teach him some relevant stuffs. After the tuition, I went home for my 2nd tuition. By the time I reached home, my tuition kid was already waiting for me. As usual, he was kinda unable to concentrate but we still managed to go thru certain stuffs. After the tuition, I finally had some time for myself n after resting n having dinner, my 3rd tuition kid came to my hse for tuition. Same as his bro previously, we only managed to went thru the topic which I went thru the previous lesson, which he encountered probs with when doing the hw I gave. However, I hoped he had managed to learn something tis time n we will be able to carry on with the next few parts in the nxt lesson. :P

After the 3 tuitions ended, I finally can rest n after studying for a couple of hrs, I went to rest at ard 1 plus, after my com had been self-destructing from 12 plus onwards... :S Think it's an indication for me to slp early ba. Haha! :P

Ytd was another busy day for me. In fact, something which I hadnt been able to do all my life, I managed to do it ytd. It's indeed a new breakthru! :P Woke up ard 8 plus in the morn. Do my norm FB stuff n studied till ard noon time b4 I went for my 1st tuition of the day. It was a make-up lesson which I had arranged for a tuition kid which I haven seen for some time. Actually, she was rather hardworking so I tot it's ok for me not to c her oso. Ya. Tis time was becos her class test was coming up nxt wk n as she needed help on her work, so I tried to squeeze some free time for her.

When I reached her hse at ard 1pm, she was kinda shocked tt I was there becos she tot I told her tuition will be on Fri. Actually, I had smsed her a few times b4 tt but due to the fact tt she had sent her hp for repairs, she wasnt able to reply to my smses nor receive the message which I wanted to tell her. But nonetheless, we managed to hav our tuition in the end n managed to went thru 1 out of the 2 chapters which she will be tested. Hope she will be able to do well cos she's a rather hardworking student n I believed she will be able to do well. Haha! :P

After the tuition, I went over to my 2nd tuition at Holland Village. When I reached there, I was kinda early today n so I went to do some personal stuffs b4 going to the tuition kid's hse. Reached his hse jus slightly b4 the tuition time today. Managed to complete wat I had intended to do with him n he was much better as compared to usual oso. :P

After the tuition, I went to PS to meet my fren as he had some qns to consult me n it's oso been some time since I met him up for a meal. I reached there at ard 7.30pm n we had dinner at BK n after tt, he consulted me many qns which he had encountered while prep for his exams. Actually, wanted to ask him to attend a seminar with me, but in the end, I got dragged by him n I din go for it as a result. Not only so, we hanged ard at PS till ard 11 plus b4 he dragged me to hav supper at my bro's fren's shop. The one situated near Paradiz Centre... Ya. As a result, we missed the last bus n in the end, we studied overnite at the Macs at Bugis Village. Tis was something which I had nv done b4! Staying overnite outside for the 1st time! In the end, my phone got blasted till it nearly went low batt... But there's nth I can do. No bus wat, no car wat, wat to do? Always dun let me use the car... Wat can I do leh? :S

In the end, we left the place only at ard 6 plus n I managed to take bus 51 all the way home n only reached at ard close to 8am. :S Was really kinda tired... :S

As for today, after reaching home at ard 8am, I went to slp though I din actually wanted to as I noe I wont be able to wake up for my revision lects for today. N jus as I expected, I only managed to wake up at ard 3 plus, when 1 of my lects was already over n the other started already... Haiz. In the end, kenna nagged again. :S Sianz. :S

Din really do much things today as the only tuition I was supposed to had was cancelled by the student himself as he claimed tt he had some hw to do. So I had the chance to slack at home for once. Managed to finish a few more episodes of my drama serial n I think tml shld be chionging on studies again ba... Ya. :S

Actually, wanted to go out meet fren for supper jus nw. But in the end, my mum woke up again n so no choice, cant go. Haiz. :S Nvm ba. I guess, I shld slp oso le. Ya. :P Tired! Yawn!

K den. I guess, tt's all ba. Kinda long but hope u guys hav the patience to finish it. :) B4 I go, moral of the day den: Sometimes, keeping urself busy can help u to forget bout those sad n negative things which u had been dealt with in life. So tis may be another way to help u heal n recover faster from wounds... :)

27th episode le... Not a very happy ending day for me today... :(

2010-04-12T09:13:00.000-07:00

When I was writing the last episode ytd, nv would I expect tt today will be so eventful for me... but in a negative n sad sense... Haha! :S Sometimes, I oso dunno y I nd to face with so many negative n sad stuffs which made me almost going to giv up on life, giv up on pple... Luckily for me, my God did giv me a solution as usual to my prob n a happy thing to ponder in a sad day like tis... Ya. :) So, I mus really thank Him n help to spread His name n words here if possible... Ya. So hope those non-christian frens of mine who supported me all along dun mind. Hope u guys will be saved by Him one day too. :)

Ok den. Enuf of the intro den. Les get on to the events. :P Woke up at ard 8am tis morn, supposed to wake up at 6am as I had set my alarm clock to go off at tt time n I did actually woke up to turn off the alarm but in the end, I was overcomed n overwhelmed by the slping demon in me n went back to slp... In the end, I din managed to do wat I intended to do tis morn, which is to go exercise... n oso to do ling xiu... :S Hope tml I will be able to carry out n execute tis plan of mine. Ya. So same as ytd, today's post was rather early n I'm gonna slp after tis. Ya. :P

Anyway, woke up at ard 8am n went online to check the soccer scores for last nite, for those matches which I din actually participated in. Some unexpected scores came up but they were none of my biz. :P Anyway, my ranking did rose to 67th when I went to check it out n my acct increased to AB$2.7m+! Haha! Think I shall stop tonite as my cousins were already quite far away from me. So can relaxed liao... Hehe. :P After tt, I chatted with another cousin of mine while prep to go for my meeting with my frens at Clementi tis morn.

At ard 9.15am, I left hse for Clementi Central n I mus say tis is the 1st time since dunno when I reached a place earlier den usual jus to wait for my fren to come. Tis seriously showed how serious I was in doing the newly found biz tt I was being introed to. I really think it can work, if not I wont be so serious bout it rite? :S However, everything doesnt seem to be tt smooth after all... In the end, only me n the fren whom I was supposed to intro the biz to were early... The other frens of mine who were supposed to help me to explain the biz to my fren were late... It somehow seemed to be an indication tt my 1st intro was going to end up a failure... In the end, my frens were half an hr late n in the end, after bout an hr of sharing, my other fren had to leave for sch n me oso had to leave for sch... So in the end, I had to contact my fren n asked him bout the meeting jus nw n his considerations to join me in the biz. As expected somehow, the negative answer came n I was kinda disappointed. But nonetheless, tis was the 1st time anyone ever gave me the chance to present the biz I'm in to him so I was seriously grateful to him to at least giv me the opportunity n time to share with him tis, even though he turned the offer down in the end. Seriously, I haven really did totally given up. Hope he will be able to go n think thru bout wat we shared today n come back to us one day with an interested attitude. :)

So after the meeting, I went off to sch n had my rev lect marathon. There were 2 local rev lect for today n I managed to c my fav lecturer, Mr Nageb, tgt with some other 'frens' who were in the same lect with me. I used the term 'frens' as most of them noe who I am but we hadnt really became close frens yet... Hope will make more frens soon. Ya. :P Anyway, saw Miss A today n she was rather consistent to be present for both IBM n PSOC rev lects, which was kinda a rare sight. Haha! :P Anyway, had some recollections during the IBM lesson today n Mr Nageb was back to his best again. Haha! However, when it comes to PSOC, I was totally turned off by the way Mr Tang conducted the lect n in the end, I left halfway thru the lesson, after the break to be exact. :S To me, I tot it was kinda not worth my time staying la... Ya. :S He was merely going thru the class tests n assigments solutions only... :S

So after the lects, I went on to CCK for the only tuition of today. As I was able to reach earlier, I started the lesson earlier at 7pm today, with the consent of my tuition kid of cos. However, I din expect to be in another disaster today as he wasnt able to do the qns which I had asked him to prep for his hw! It's been countless wks since I had last asked him to prep n wk after wk, he had been procrastinating till nw we were super far behind time. Not only so, his standard of Maths was really super weak but he still showed no signs of intentions to study! I was rather angry with him but as usual, I still tried to tok him out... In the end, I spent another additional 1 hr n 15 mins toking to him on all these reasonings b4 I could leave for home... Haiz. Oso dunno when he will learn to start n be more responsible in his studies sia... Hope it wont be too late ba. :S

In the end, reached home at ard 11pm n after collecting my food in FB n bathing, I saw someone chatting on FB with another fren of hers... As a result, I was kinda shocked as I tot she was supposed to be recovering from her op, which I assumed to be kinda major n would take some time to recover... which was y I dun really expected her to be online at tis time. So in the end, I smsed her n asked where she was n stuffs like tt, but to my utmost surprise, she told me she is in hosp nw still... I really dunno whether to believe her or not to sia... but from the convo, I really dun think tt could be her fren imitating her though I noe her acct were shared by other frens of hers... I was rather puzzled n sad n in the end, somehow I decided to seek for help from God once again. Luckily I did n after ling xiu for today on Matthew 27: 32-44 n reading on the materials provided, I realised tt tis might be jus a small test on me, as compared to the test tt Jesus Christ had some 2000 yrs ago, when he was bout to be cruxified... So in the end, I decided to forgive her as I had promised on wat she had done b4 but to let tis matter go. Whether or not she had lied to me, she already doesnt belong to me... She had the right to lie to me oso, so y bother to go find out? I guess, I nd to really get out of tis mess tt I used to be in for the past 4 mths ba... Ya. Thank God I hav Him again tis time! :P

So I guess, tt's all for today den, after such a long episode. Haha! Sori for taking much of ur time peeps. Hope tml will be shorter n more enjoyable. :P All the best to all of u den. :P

Moral of the day: Sometimes, when something doesnt belong to us anymore, we simply cant ask for more from them n tis is especially true for humans. Once we lost someone, we cant expect them to tell the truth to us everytime. So whether it's a truth or lie, only God noes n God will definitely protect us from being hurt. So the only thing we could do is not to think too much n leave everything to Him so tt we will not get hurt again. :P Thank God for being by my side all these yrs... Thank U! :)

26th episode today... A much more meaningful day today... :)

2010-04-11T09:37:00.000-07:00

It's the 26th episode today le. Finally din forget to write for today... Haha! N thanks to all of those who had been supporting me day by day. I really appreciate ur efforts. Ya. Anyway, today's episode was kinda earlier den norm as I decided to slp earlier from today onwards... Ya. N I oso decided to do something tt I hadnt been doing for quite some time... which is EXERCISE! Haha! Tt's y mus slp earlier today. :) Anyway, les get on with today's episode den... More details on my changes will be recorded from tml onwards. So dun forget to stay tuned tml oso huh! :)

So les get onto today's progs den? Ya. :P Woke up at ard 1 plus today again... Due to last nite's late nite slp n oso no one disturbing me from my slp. Haha! So in the end, kept on slping n slping n slping till dunno wat time. :) Woke up, did my norm FB stuff n oso checked last nite's Spanish La Liga results. Discovered tt all my predictions were spot-on again! Nw my credit had increased to ard AB$2.5m n sitting in a position of 123rd among a total of 7000+ players. Haha! A proud achievement especially since tis is the 2nd time I managed to get to tis lvl at tis stage of time. Had been increasing steadily for the past wk from AB$1m+ to today's AB$2.5m. It's indeed a huge increase. Not only so, there will be further increase tml as I had already won another AB$100+K jus nw from the 2 matches tt I had participated in... Haha! Eager to c my ranking for tml sia... Hehe. :P

Anyway, after doing all tt, I prep myself b4 going to church for service with my bro. My mum din folo us today as she nd to stay home to look after our grandma n my dad went for sweeping of tombstones with the rest of my other distant family members n other relatives... Ya. :S However, we were slightly late due to the fact tt I was late again. Haiz. Hope wont hav such things happening again after today. Ya. :P

Anyway, today's sermon was great in the sense tt I actually learnt quite alot of things even though the topic was not supposed to be for me... Y did I say so? The topic was actually bout how to be a gd wife according to God's standards... Haha! Tt's y, it's actually not directly related to me. But I still learnt quite alot of things as I can noe wat standards God has for my future wife n I can help to assist her in obtaining tt standard in order to honour God. Ya. :P Anyway, the speaker, who was a pastor from another church, will be toking bout how to be a husband according to God's standard in his nxt sermon with us. So I guess, I will be able to learn more nxt time? Haha! :P

After the service, me n my bro came back home, only to find my dad n the other family members jus coming back home at the same time. After tt, I had been watching my movie from den till ard 7 plus b4 we went to hav our dinner at Jurong West. The meal was rather sumptuous, with 2 plates of sting ray n a plate of sotong. Haha! All my fav despite the fact tt they were all spicy... Hehe. :P After the dinner, we came back home n I had been watching live matches on my com till jus nw. The only bad luck thing was tt, both the matches I watched, both ended 0-0... which was wat usually happened last time whenever I watched live matches... Haiz. Think still the same huh? Haha! :S

So, I guess, tt's all for today. Going to slp soon as I decided to wake up early tml morn to do something. As for wat I'm going to do n whether I will be able to succeed in doing, stay tuned for tml's episode, same time n same venue! Hehe. :P

Moral of the day: Sometimes, certain things jus dun change even though we may hav forgotten bout it. Luck is 1 such thing but to me, I dun believe in luck tt much... I choose to believe in God n His plans nw... Ya. :) May God bless all of u too! :P

25th episode today... 2 episodes tgt again... Haiz. :(

2010-04-10T11:56:00.000-07:00

Unknowingly, we hav reached another milestone. The 25th episode! Haha! However, hav to apologise again for last nite's MIA. Forgotten to write again b4 I went to slp... Ya. Haiz. Getting more n more forgetful day by day sia... :S

So it will be another double episode for today n les take a look at these 2 days events den... :P

Les take a look at ytd 1st. Woke up ard 12 plus again as usual. Tis time was when my tuition kid, who is my niece, had came over to my hse after her sch! Haha! Pple even came back from sch le n I still in bed sia... Power! Haha! :P Anyway, so we had lunch tgt after I woke up n had washed up abit. After our lunch, we had our tuition as per norm. As usual, she did well today n completed her hw as well. However, there were certain things which she did understand n so I went thru with her again those stuff which she hadnt understood n even let her had some practice on some qns. In the end, could c tt she had a better understanding n hope she will do well for tis impt part of the syllabus. :P

After the tuition, I did my FB stuff while waiting for my 2nd tuition kid to come over to my hse for tuition. He finally came at ard 3.40pm n we had our tuition. He was kinda playing a fool again as usual but I was glad to c tt he had actually understood most of the things tt I had went thru with him n so it was still ok I guess... Ya. We went thru some qns n oso did some revision b4 going into a new part of the chapter. Ya. Managed to complete wat I wanted to go thru. :P

After the tuition, I did my own revision while waiting to go for dinner with my cousin n cousin-in-law, who came back to visit my uncle. They reached our hse at ard 7pm after their work n we went downstairs to the kopitiam in our neighbourhood to eat our dinner. It was a rather sumptuous dinner, though there were mostly meat on the table. Everyone had a great time during the meal n we enjoyed chatting. After the dinner, we went home at ard 8.45pm n I watched TV with the rest of my family. I watched till ard 10pm b4 going into my room to do my studying again... Ya. :P

After tt, I oso watched some movie on my com from ard 2 plus to 4 plus b4 I went to slp. As my other cousin had took over my slping place, I had no choice but to go over to my parents' room to slp... Ya. :S

Tt's for ytd. As for today, as I slept kinda late, in the end, I could only wake up at ard 1 plus in the afternoon. As a result, I missed my 1st tuition, which was supposed to start at 12noon. Actually, I did woke up at ard 10 plus b4 tt, but as I was having a headache, most prob due to lack of slp, I decided to inform the tuition kid tt I wont be going over for tuition n carried on slping... Haha! Bad tutor sia... :S

After I woke up, I did my norm FB stuff n prep myself b4 going for the 2nd tuition at Holland Village at 3pm. I was kinda lucky to be 5 mins late only as I had missed a bus when I reached the busstop at ard 2.45pm! But another bus which I could take came slightly ltr n I managed to reach there kinda earlier in the end. Ya. :P

Today was Chinese tuition for the kid n as usual, I dun really had a gd idea of how to teach tis kid as he dun really seem to be eager to learn n many atimes, when I asked him to do something, he would be unable to complete them. However, his performance today was much better den norm n we managed to complete the things which I had wanted to. Hope he will be able to cont with tis spirit ba... :P

After the tuition, I went home n on my way home, I went to SP to buy on Burnley to win. Had a feeling tt they will get their 1st away victory tonite n true enuf, they had beaten fellow strugglers Hull City by 4-1 in the earlier match jus nw! Haha! Very nice victory. My fav team. :P

When I reached home after tt, it was already ard 5.50pm. After some prep, it was already ard 6.30pm when I left home for church. Was utterly late today as I was doing something impt at home. Thus was late for fellowship for bout half an hr. Luckily for me, I din miss much of the prog today, which was a sermon by a speaker from another church. Today's sermon was indeed a very gd reminder for me n oso a prob-solving day for me. Almost everything tt the speaker mentioned were either a prob solver or a reminder to me... I think God really wans me to be a gd child from nw on... I think I really mus put a stop to some of the evils tt I had been doing ba... Ya. :( The parts tt impacted me the most r the part bout christians n non-christians r not supposed to be tgt, according to God n the part regarding forgiveness for other pple who offended us. Both of these parts reminds me bout someone n I guess, it's an answer from God to me bout my recent prob ba... Ya. I definitely mus rethink my decision liao... n oso to really forgive the person whom I think had offended me... Ya. :P

After my fellowship, everyone went downstairs for the snacks. Today's snack was self-made spaghetti. However, the 'spaghetti' wasnt the real spaghetti. It was jus some thin noodles, which was more commonly used in wanton mee! Haha! However, the grp prep the snack seemed to hav prep too much noodles as in the end, there was already no sauce but yet there was still half a pot of noodles left! In the end, some of them hav to eat the noodles plain! Haha! Really very funny. I hanged ard till ard 8.45pm b4 I left home.

After I reached home n put my stuffs, I went out to meet 2 frens at CCK Lot 1. However, as I had forgotten to bring my hp out, in the end, we managed to meet bout 15 mins ltr than the designated timing after much hassle... However, we still managed to meet up. My fren, for the 3rd time, toked with me bout many stuffs which made me kinda waken up from my dreamland... I realised I nd to do something bout my life n in the end, I decided to join them. Ya. :P Hope I made a right decision not too late... Hehe. :P

After tt, reached home ard 12midnite jus nw n had been slacking since den. Din really study jus nw cos was kinda sian n thinking of wat had happened today. Really learnt alot today. Hope will be able to put them to use. Ya. Anyway, shld be slping soon le... So tt's all for today? Ya. :P

Moral of the day: Sometimes, we really nd to giv ourselves a chance, some self-confidence n oso some moral support from others in order to succeed in our lives! So hope we will be able to giv ourselves tt in some pt of our lifetime. Ya. :P

24th episode... Combination of today n ytd's events... :P

2010-04-08T10:36:00.000-07:00

Sori bout ytd. Kinda forget bout my supporters here n went to bed earlier den usual without writing anything ytd. Due to the fact tt my bro's com is getting from bad to worse (Kept on auto power off... :S), I was kinda irritated last nite n decided to slp early n as a result, forgotten bout u pple here. A sincere apology to all those who waited last nite. SORI! :(

Anyway, today will be a combination of ytd n today's events den as a result. Ya. So les take a look at the events without further ado den? :)

Les start from ytd. As usual, woke up at ard 12 plus. Did my norm FB stuffs n oso did some studying till ard 3 plus pm b4 I went to prep myself for the only tuition for the day. However, when I was bathing, I received an sms from the tuition kid's mum, asking for a postponement as the kid had to complete his 2.4km run in sch n till den, he had not informed her if he will be able to make it for tuition. So jus in case, she decided to inform me bout it n ask for a postponement. I immediately replied her n told her bout my free timeslots for the nxt 2 days. She told me tt she will get back to me when she had consulted her child. So I told her it's ok. :)

So after the news of postponement, I relaxed again n did my stuff n some studying till ard 6 plus b4 I ate my dinner n prep to go for a seminar for the biz tt I had been intro to recently. Actually, I jus wanted to go n take a look at how influencing the speaker is as mentioned by the fren of mine as I had been in so many other biz... I oso dunno whether I shld join or not. :S

So I left hse at ard 7.30pm. When I was on my way there, I realised I forgotten to brought the tix tt I had bought previously... So in the end, had to get 1 more from my fren n had to pay again... Haiz. But I guessed, it's still worth it after listening to the speaker last nite. Managed to reach there at ard 8.15pm, which was 15 mins earlier. Stood ard n observed the pple there. Those who had already joined were really very enthu as they had somehow achieved something. For those who were new, many of them had those u-sure-can-be-rich-or-not faces on them. Obviously, they dun really believe but still came somehow or another.

Finally, at ard 8.30pm, we were allowed to enter the ballroom n be seated at our seats. Anyway, it was being held at a ballroom in YWCA n it was free-seating anyway. My fren managed to get us a front row seat n thruout the whole seminar, I had a great view of the speaker. The seminar lasted bout 1.5 hrs only, which was considered kinda short. But thruout these 1.5 hrs, I finally realised y my fren had such a high comment regarding the speaker. He was oso the founder of the co n he was really very influencial. Many of the pple who joined respected him oso as a leader n I can really c he is a great leader. His assets were oso near to uncountable n I really hoped I could be like him, commanding the crowd n being able to make pple listen to him willingly... :S When can I ever reach his standard sia? :S

After the seminar, my fren tried to sign me up but I decided to hold back. After some consultation with me, my fren decided to let me hav the final say n did not carry on asking me to join. I was glad tt he did kinda forced me in the end. Ya. :P

After the whole thing, I left the place alone n went to take bus 143 home, alone. On the bus, I had been considering n dwelling on wat my fren had said n oso wat the speaker had said. Actually, I noe wat my doubts were... I noe my family n frens wont support me at all... which made kinda hold back. Ya. How come it's so hard to make pple believe in chances? Y cant pple jus simply believe? Is it true tt it's so hard to even giv urself a chance n others a chance? I really dunno n I had no answers to these qns... :S

Reached home at ard 12.45am n after some 'arguments' with my bro's com, I decided to slp early n let the qns stay as they were... :S

Tt's it for ytd. As for today, I woke up rather early, at ard 10am. Actually, was already awake at ard 8.45am, but was kinda tired to get up n laid on bed for bout 1 hr b4 I managed to get myself up. Today was a special day as someone was going for the op today... Finally after some considerations, she decided to go for the op. It was initially supposed to be held nxt wk, but somehow, it got pushed forward. Actually, she only told me last nite n I oso exchanged some smses with her. Din really tok to her much as I dunno wat to say if I were to hear her voice... :S

Anyway, woke up earlier tis morn was oso for her sake. Had promised her tt I would be online at ard 9 plus am but in the end, was still late. When I went online, she was already there. As usual, she blamed me for letting her wait again n tis time, I jus simply said sori. Wat more can I do? I'm no longer her bf liao... Wat to do? :S However, we still managed to chat n oso sorted certain things out. I think, I felt much better nw n I can understand her feelings better nw ba... Ya. Anyway, the only thing i could rem was we had bout half an hr of chatting time n I rem b4 tt, I had told her tt I hadnt really forgave her but if she were to be back safe n sound from the op, I will forgive her totally. Ya. I will rem my promise n let her noe bout it again when she's back. However, I oso told her, if she's nv to be back, (which I really dun wan to c tt! :S) I will nv forgive her... Actually, I said all these jus to encourage her to fight during the op la... Ya. Either way, I would still forgive her no matter wat... Ya. :S

So at ard 1pm, she went offline as she had to be at the op room by 3pm I think. Ya. So all the best to her today n I hope she is fine nw, resting from the op. :) Pls help to pray for her. Thanks. :P

After she went offline, I cont to do my norm FB stuff n studying oso till ard 3pm b4 I prep myself for my tuition. The 1st tuition was the postponed tuition from ytd actually. However, I was kinda muddle-headed as I had promised another tuition kid to go his place b4 tt n I had forgotten it! So in the end, had to giv up on the one tt I had promised earlier on as I was already late for the tuition when he called me to ask whether I was going or not... Had to apologise for tt mistake... :(

Anyway, I still went for the other one n as the tuition kid was going to hav a test tml on Ratio, he asked me if I could go thru some qns with him. So in the end, we spent the whole session going thru many qns on Ratio. Hope he can rem the concepts n methods on tackling those qns when he sees them tml den... Haha! All the best to him too. :P

After tt tuition, I went over to Yew Tee for my 2nd tuition of the day. As usual, the kid was on the com when I reached there at ard 7.10pm, which was 10 mins late. I was kinda coincidental as I was in the same lift as his dad n yet his dad din realised it till he reached his hse door... Haha! Anyway, he wasnt paying full attention to me again today, kept on using his computer n phone from time to time... Actually wanted to complain to his mum but in the end, decided not to... Ya. Sec 4 already... shld noe how to think le la. If he doesnt wan to study, no one can help him oso lor... But of cos, I will c how again la. If really getting from worse to worst, I will inform his parents of cos. Today was still kinda endurable so still ok la. :)

After the tuition, I came back home n managed to reach home at ard 10pm. Actually wanted to meet my fren to settle on the joining procedure. But as my mum dun really allowed me to go out at such a late hr n I oso haven really decided to join or not, I postponed the meeting to some other time again... Haiz. Actually, still the same prob. I wanted to do but lack support... Haiz. :S How gd it would be to hav a few pple to support me at the beginning sia... Dunno when will I ever get such support oso... Haiz. :S

So in the end, stayed at home n been studying n FBing jus nw. Shld be slping soon, unless my fren still wan to meet up with me ltr ba... Ya. Another fren tt is. Haha! :P

K den. Tt's all for these 2 days I guess. Not many interesting stories to share but hope u guys enjoyed. Anyway, anyone interested to do any biz, can come find me. I really had many lobangs, but no one to support me... Sometimes I really do feel kinda sad... even my frens... Haiz. Nvm. I shall wait den. :(

Moral of the day: When we r faced with the golden opportunity or chance to be successful or lead a better life, we shld always grab them n not kept thinking n thinking n doubting other pple's kindness! Sometimes, we shld giv ourselves n others a chance to at least show u the chance instead of jus rejecting flatly... Ya. So do think thru n get back to me k pple? Thanks! :P Hope to c many lost sheep soon.. Hehe. :)

23rd episode today... Reminds me of Michael Jordan, David Beckham, blah blah blah... Haha! :P

2010-04-06T12:55:00.000-07:00

It's the 23rd episode today. Seeing tis no reminds me of some athletes in my era... Michael Jordan, David Beckham n so on. But it's still unable to rid me of the fact tt I'm still single... Haha! Maybe I'm not fated to hav a partner ba... Or shld I say, in God's plan, He dun intend to giv me a partner... I really dunno. :(

Anyway, les take a look at today's events den. Hope at the end, u wont be affected by my mood today k? As in the negative sides of the mood, not the positive side. Haha! :P

Woke up at ard 12 plus again... Yes, AGAIN! :S Getting more n more no life liao... No girl = no life! LOL! Funny theory huh? :P So after waking up, as my cousin was using the com, I couldnt use it n so I decided to go n 'collect' back the newspapers tt I still wan but was cleared away by my mum ytd... Ya. :S After collecting back, did some filtering on my part oso, such tt the pile doesnt look tt thick. Hopefully she wont come n disturb my things again... nw tt the pile of thing is no longer tt thick. Ya. :S After tt, I prep myself awhile b4 going for my 1st tuition for today. Actually, jus b4 I went for tuition, I happened to go online n saw someone online. I jus wan to c if my luck was gd or not but it seemed it wasnt tt great after all. After saying a yo, she totally disappeared into thin air! Haha! Is tis wat they call Tong Ren Bu Tong Ming? Haha! :S

Today's tuition was great as I went thru quite a number of things with the tuition kid. He oso managed to complete his hw n so I was kinda pleased. Hope he will be able to maintain tis standard for long. :)

After the tuition, I came home n prep for my 2nd tuition to start. However, at ard 5.10pm, the elder bro of the tuition kid for my 2nd tuition called n asked if he could come over for tuition instead as his younger bro wasnt able to make it due to his soccer competition. I actually kinda expected tt to come when he was still nowhere to be seen by tt time, jus like last wk. So I told the elder bro to come instead. So in the end, I'm left with 2 tuitions for today again but luckily for me, the elder bro did a gd job today too. Oso managed to tok to him regarding his exams things n oso gave him some reassurances tt he shld be able to do well in his Maths, provided he's not tt careless during the exams... Haha! :P

After the tuition, I managed to catch some rest n had my dinner. At ard 9pm, I went over to Science Centre to meet up with 2 frens to tok bout some things regarding the biz opportunity which I had mentioned earlier on. Actually wan to drive over instead of taking public transport as I tot it will be more convenient for me n oso wan to pass something to a fren after tt if I drove. But in the end, due to my mum's refusal to let me drive again, (YES AGAIN! :S) had no choice but to take bus there... Haiz. When will I ever get to drive sia??? :S I oso dunno... :S

However, when I reached there, it turned out to be a sharing session with the guy fren as I told him bout some of the obstacles tt I had been facing. His words really hit me right on the head n really made me pondered... Ya. I guess, it's really time for a change ba! Ya. If I really wan to be gd from nw on... Shall c how after tml nite's seminar den? Ya. :) Really mus thank him for making me kinda wake up. Ya. :P Thanks WQ! :P N of cos Miss A for letting me noe him. LOL! :P

After the sharing session, we went home separately. Had been slacking n studying since I reached home n oso chatted with my mei jus nw when she asked me for help jus nw. (Not the one tt recently became my mei again... Ya. :S) I oso helped a fren with a Maths qn jus nw. Hope he will be able to understand my explanations. Hehe. :P

Anyway, my com had already crashed for 2 times le... I guess, it's an indication to ask me go slp le ba... So ya. Shall stop here for today den? Hope u guys hav a better tml? :P

Moral of the day: Most of the time, when we r faced with obstacles, we tend to try to blame other pple for causing them or watsoever. We usually wont go n reflect on ourselves whether we hav a part to play in these so-called obstacles being formed. N more than often, it tends to be our own fault for them being formed in the end. So, do reflect on ourselves every nw n den so tt when we realised there's something wrong with us, make sure we make an effort to go n change them instead of blaming other pple n trying to gain sympathy from others! :P

22nd episode today... Gd things always come in pairs or doubles, but I'm still poor n single... Haiz. :(

2010-04-05T11:52:00.000-07:00

Today is already the 22nd episode... 22, reminds me of hao shi cheng shuang, gd things come in pairs, but I'm still alone n single... How pathetic huh? :( Anyway, in conjunction to today's Monday blues, I shall use tis nice colour here den? No comments rite? Hehe.

So wat happened for today den? Les take a look ba. :) U may be able to find bits n pieces of y I'm in tis blue blue mood... Hehe. :P

Woke up at ard 12 plus again today. Become sort of used to it liao ba. After ytd's late nite/early morn post, I went to bed at ard 4 plus n thus slping till 12 plus is only norm rite? :) Anyway, woke up n did my norm FB stuffs. Oso did some studying b4 prep to go for my tuitions today. My 1st tuition was a postponed tuition from last wk, which was at Holland Village. I was kinda late for tuition today due to the rain which somehow made me dun really felt like going for tuition. However, I still went for it in the end as I tot I nd to hav some responsibility towards the kid. However, I was still late for bout 15 mins in the end. :S

Today's lesson was still not too bad. Though not many things had been done, but still managed to finish wat I had intended to finish. N oso can c tt the kid had spent much more effort in trying to listen to wat I tried to teach so still ok ba I guess? Haha! Hope he can do well for tis subject lor. Anyway, nd his own initiative to work well oso la. So hope he will do jus tt den. :)

After tt, I went over to CCK for my 2nd tuition. As I was delayed by the waiting of bus, I was late for bout 40 mins in the end... I even had to inform the kid to postponed the tuition slightly ltr... Ya. Luckily, he was ok with it. Haha! But anyway, I got reason for being late ma... due to traffic. So shld be ok la. :P Surprisingly, he did quite well for today too. Did quite a number of qns in a short period of time n oso managed to finish the whole chapter revision as I had planned. Maybe becos it's his best topic ba, tt's y he did much better. Haha! :P Hope he can maintain tis standard for the upcoming more impt chapters den... :P

I left his hse at ard 8.45pm after the tuition had ended. After tt, initially wan to ask a fren out to study tgt, but in the end, as he was kinda reluctant to come out due to his tiredness, I decided to study alone at Lot 1 macs instead... Anyway, as I hadnt had my dinner oso, so might as well... Ya. :P So after eating my dinner, I studied there for awhile till ard 11pm b4 I set off for home. Not many girls to c today there. Perhaps becos it's a wkday evening ba. Haha! :P

On my way back home, I happened to c tis 2 girls coming down from the escalator at the JE MRT station when I came out of the toilet. 1 of them was so sexy tt I tot she might as well dun well anything at the bottom! Her shorts were so short tt her btm could almost be seen lor... Den her waist was oso exposed as her shorts was pulled kinda low... Dunno wat girls nowadays are thinking oso... Y wear till like tt? Wan to get raped is it? :S Haiz. But of cos, it benefits us the guys la... Haha! Got free icecream to eat wat, dun eat throw away meh? LOL! :P Reached home at ard 11.30pm. When I entered my rm, it was den I discovered my mum had meddled with my things again... All the newspaper tt I had placed on my desk were gone! All the impt info n things which I had gathered were all gone! Thanks to... Haiz. Always tell her not to touch my things but she jus cant stop interfering into my affairs... jus like my norm life oso. Maybe tt's y till nw still no gf lor... Cos dunno whether she like or not. Wait ltr get 1 back den she dun like den very mafan again... Ya. :S So nw, I hav to shift everything back in from the corridor again tml... Haiz. More troublesome rite? If she hadnt touched my things, den no nd to do all these work le ma... Haiz. Jus wont listen to me. Jus wont let me do things on my own... How to grow u tell me la? :S

After tt, I realised someone had missed called me not long ago. So I decided to sms back instead of calling back as it costs lesser to sms back. After awhile, she replied me n told me tt she had been online waiting for me but I was nowhere to be seen... I was like: Of cos I'm nowhere to be seen la... I nd to work leh... Jus reach home nia ma... :S But I still went online, hoping she was still ard as she had said she's going to slp soon.

When I went online, true enuf, she was still ard. She jus reached home today after a wandering trip to dunno where, with dunno who. Maybe she had told me, but cant really rem oso. Ya. Den we chatted for awhile n she told me some lessons which she had learnt... After hearing the lessons, I was like: Y din u realised all these things 3 wks ago? Den nth would hav happened rite? Haiz. But I noe, nth can be reversed le la... Can only hope she find a gd guy lor. Den at least I can let go totally oso... Ya. :S

After awhile, she went to slp n I went on to play a couple of games. Jus ended the games n after oning msn, realised a "long-lost" fren was online. Din really noe whether he was still angry with me or not, I decided to do my things. Jus den, he sent me a message thru msn n told me tt he was sorry for wat he had done the other time n seek my forgiveness. I was like: Actually, both sides were at wrong la... So of cos, it would be best for us to patch up wat... So I replied him n told him wat I was thinking n phew, nw everything is cleared! Haha! Hope we can start to tok n meet up again like b4. Ya. Thank God! :)

K den. I guess, tt's all for today den. Quite a number of things happened in the evening for today but overall, my mood still blue la... Haha! So b4 I go, moral of the day: Sometimes, we nd to make sensible n clever decisions when we r faced with a dilemma or crisis n we may nd to think n act fast. However, once we had made a wrong decision in our life, no matter how much u understand after tt, it wont really helped the matter already n u may hav already missed a gd chance! So, to those pple with probs out there, do think twice, thrice or even quadruplice b4 u act. Dun do things tt will make u, or pple ard u sad, b4 u start to realise u had made a terribly big mistake. U wont be given another chance to repent or to change! So be very careful n clever! Ya. :S

21st episode today... Time really flies! :(

2010-04-04T13:23:00.000-07:00

It's already the 21st episode today le. Time really flies sia... So fast it's already 3 wks since I became single again. Soon, my exams will be coming soon oso... Haha! Oso dunno how come so fast sia the time... :S Hope u guys had cherished ur time well sia. :P

Anyway, hadnt been in the best mood for the past few days, since April Fool's day till nw ba... Certain things tt happened made me felt kinda down again. But I noe I will get over them soon de. Ya. So dun nd to worry bout me la. :) As for today, les take a look at some of the major events n u can gauge how I felt for today den? Hehe. :P

Here goes: Woke up at ard 12 plus today after slping kida late last nite. Did my usual FB stuffs n oso did some studying b4 prep myself for service at ard 2 plus. At ard 2.50pm, me n my family left home for church for our service. When we reached our church, it's ard 3pm already. The service jus started when we reached n thus we were locked out for a moment b4 being allowed to go in. It's our church's habit to 'lock' the door for the beginning of the service. Anyway, nth special bout tt so shall not dwell over tt. Today was Easter Day, a day for us to rejoice n commemorate the day when Jesus Christ died for us, the sinners on the Cross some 2010 yrs ago... Ya. So today we had some special progs such as singing of hymns by the choir. It was really very nice n I somehow got absorbed into the tune n lyrics... Haha! After tt, we oso had our norm sermon session. Today's topic was bout Jesus Christ not in His tomb. The topic is to let us noe tt our God had promised us tt we will live till eternity if we believe in Him n the fact tt Jesus Christ had overcome death shows tt there's always hope for us n therefore it's definitely a gd news for us! Ya. So hopefully, more pple will understand n come n believe in Him soon. :)

At ard 4.45pm, our service ended n we went home. Supposed to hav a tuition today after the service, but in the end, the tuition kid smsed me b4 the service n informed me not to go over as he got some uncompleted stuffs to do. So in the end, I was free. However, wasnt able to find anyone out so had to stay home n slack as my parents went to my grandma's hse again, which means I wasnt able to use the car again... Haiz. When den can I use the car openly n alone sia... :S

Today's post was kinda late as I had been watching videos of Jolin n Show on YouTube. Ya. Haha! So jus finished n kinda tired. So shld be slping after tis. I guess, tt's all for today. As u can c, nth special happened today again. Really hope my life wont be so dull n boring but I guess, I cant help it oso ba... It's too bad tt I dun hav much frens who will be able to provide me with a more enriched n entertaining life ba... Even the one I love oso had to leave me... Haiz. Maybe tt's a test from God ba. I jus hope I can get over it soon lor... :S K den. Tt's all ba. :(

Moral of the day: Sometimes, it's not up to us to choose whether to go out or not to go out... It all depend on whether we hav anyone to go out with n any purpose for us to go out. For pple like me, who dun hav many frens n oso no gf nw, life had become much more boring. However, hope pple with similar encounters like me will rem one thing: Be it how boring or sad our lives is, pls rem not to commit suicide! It's a terrible sin n oso not something very healthy to do. Ya. So try to find some other things to make ur life more enriched instead of ending ur life jus like tt. Ya. :P All the best to those pple like me out there den? Hehe. :)

20th episode le! Finally another milestone! Haha! :P

2010-04-03T11:45:00.000-07:00

Supposed to be a very happy day for me today as it's the 20th episode of the new series... Time really flies. So fast, yet another milestone reached! Ya. However, nth special happened today tt made me felt kinda happy... Ya. Sad to say la tt is. :(

So wat happened today den? Shld be kinda short for today cos really nth much happened... :S

Woke up at ard 11am n in the end was late for my 1st tuition, which turned out to be the only tuition for today. In the end, I went over for my tuition at ard 11.30am instead. Luckily the tuition kid stayed really near my hse, if not, I oso dunno wat time I will be able to reach his hse oso... Haha! So as usual, went there n went thru with him his hw n other qns which he had done. Realised he kinda had short-term memory. Many things which I had taught him previously, he dun seem to be able to rem them well... Maybe tt's wat led to his inconsistency in his work ba. Hope he will be able to be more consistent in the positive sense in the near future.

Came back home at ard 1pm n did my norm stuff only den as I was rushing to go for tuition b4 tt. Was supposed to go for another tuition in the afternoon but due to the fact tt my mood wasnt very gd, I decided to postpone the tuition instead. Ya. No mood oso cant teach well ma... Might as well lor... Ya. :S

In the end, happened to chat with someone unexpectedly in the afternoon... No, not the one u guys r thinking of... Haha! So dun worry. Think I maybe able to noe the real truth of something soon... Les wait n c ba. :)

After tt, in the evening, I went for my fellowship. I was late for bout 10 mins again. Today's prog was indeed very gd. Though the speaker was kinda nervous, overall the content of his sharing was very enriching. Learnt many things bout our body n the functions of diff parts of our body. Ya. Oso learnt how we could n shld make use of them to honour God in 1 way or another. After the prog, we had our tea being prep by my grp. It was miso soup with udon noodles. Haha! Really gd creativity by my grp. Din went earlier to help out so helped out with the distributing n clearing of the food in the end. Ya. :P

At ard 9pm, I went home n check out the livescore of the big match for tonite - Man U VS Chelsea. In the end, Man U lost 1-2 expectedly n in prep for nxt wk's Champs League, Bayern Munich wins in their away match to Schalke 04, who were the league leaders b4 tonite's match. Ya. So u guys shld noe wat to take for Champs League den... A definite home win for United against Munich! Haha! Everything is according to plan. For me, I did guess 3 matches right again tonite... Munich to win, Villa to win n Man City to win. All of which turned in my favour! Jus when I din do anything besides predicting the winning sides... Haiz. As usual la. Run away again. :S

Had been watching my dramas jus nw n oso did some typing n marking. Din really studied. Kinda tired nw. So shld be slping soon den. :P Kinda short rite? Haha! Promised u guys jus nw le ma... Hehe. :P

So tt's all for today. Moral of the day: Sometimes, it's really better for us not to noe the truth den to noe it... cos if we really noe the truth, we may not be able to take it sometimes n will lead to more probs for ourselves only... Ya. :S

19th episode today... A very sad day today... Dunno y oso. :(

2010-04-02T12:19:00.000-07:00

19th episode today le... Going to be 20 soon. Haha! Jiayou! Hope can last longer den last series at least. Ya. :P

Anyway, today isnt a very gd day for me... Ya. Many sad memories n things started to come back to me... Due to some things tt I happened to c ba... Ya. So wat happened today den? Les take a look ba... :S

Woke up at ard 12 plus today. Was supposed to wake up at ard 8 plus to go for service today de, but in the end, due to my own laziness, I overslept n in the end, din managed to go for service. Was even scolded by my mum as a result... Ya. :S When I finally woke up, it was already close to the time of my 1st tuition of the day, which turned out to be the only tuition tt I had today. Ya. So after some prep, my tuition kid came over to my hse. :P

It's my niece btw n as usual, we did our norm stuffs. Today her hw wasnt quite well done becos there was a particular concept which she din understood from my last lesson. So in the end, I went thru tt concept with her again n after she finally got the idea, she was able to do the other qns after tt. So in the end, managed to go thru everything which I wanted to go thru with her, including part of a new chapter. Ya. :P

When I was having tis tuition, I received sms from one of my tuition kid today for postponement of his tuition. As u guys may hav guessed correctly, he was the student who had been giving me much headache n probs. N so without fail, he asked me for postponement again due to the fact tt he had some golf thingy... He said la. Ya. So in the end, I told him I will go over nxt lesson n we will rearrange her time slot again if he's really tt unable to make it for the time slot tt I had given him... Haiz. :S

After my 1st tuition, I prep myself to go for my 2nd tuition at Yew Tee. As the sky was quite overcast when I was bout to leave home today, my mum actually contacted my dad to ask him to send me to my tuition. However, thruout the whole journey, even after I reached there, there was no rain! Haha! So in the end, my dad was kinda displeased. But no choice, my mum asked him to do, he cant say no. Hehe. So managed to reach there earlier by 10 mins. Hanged ard at the tuition kid's neighbourhood for awhile b4 I went to her hse. However, when I reached her unit, it was kinda strange as her door n windows were totally shut n there wasnt any sign of anyone at home. Despite the fact tt I had suspected tt she had forgotten bout today's tuition, I knocked on the door jus in case. In the end, after a series of knocking n smses sent, there was still no one to open the door n I cfm she wasnt home. I waited for bout half an hr b4 I left the place. It was only until much ltr b4 she replied me n told me of the reason. As it was the 1st time she had forgotten to inform me, I decided to let it go lor... Ya. :S

After I left her place, I hanged ard Yew Tee Point till ard 5 plus b4 I went over to Sun Plaza to wait for my parents to come over to meet me. My mum had told me earlier in the day tt they will be going over to my grandma's hse to visit her n bring her out for dinner. So I decided to join them oso, as it's been sometime I went over to visit my grandma oso. I waited for bout slightly more than an hr b4 they finally came n meet up with me. After tt, we went to the foodcourt to hav our dinner. Thruout the whole dinner, my little niece had been the centre of attraction to all of us n she kept doing funny things which made everyone laughed. Haha! She's really very cute n intelligent. Hope she dun learn all the bad things from outside sia... Ya. :)

After our dinner, we went over to my grandma's hse for awhile b4 we went home at ard 9.30pm as my parents still nd to work tml. On the journey back, I got the chance to "test-drive" our car again n as usual, I tot I did very well indeed... Ya. :P
We reached home at ard 10.15pm n it was when the real sadness came. I happened to c someone's status changed when I went online jus nw n it wasnt too long since she changed her status... Although it had been sometime since tt thing had happened, somehow I still cant accept the fact ba... Ya. But anyway, grats to her for being married ba... Ya. Hope she will be able to get n live with her happiness from nw on den... :S Seeing her in her wedding gown happily, I guess, she might hav found her guy ba... Ya. Besides tt, I oso happened to c another person's latest activity. Not only so, I happened to c her still online on FB when I was bout to do my routine stuff. So, thinking tt it was only courteous to say hi, I did jus tt but b4 I noe it, she went offline after I had sent her a greeting... n she din even sent back! Ya. I felt kinda... dunno how to say oso... Haiz. Made me all the more sure of wat I had said ytd ba... Ya. :S In fact, both of them had some similarities... after they leave me, both din tok to me much liao... Sad case rite? :(

Anyway, happened to c someone's message on my chatbox jus nw. I really wonder wat she said was true or not sia... though somehow I still hoped it's true ba... But I noe, nth can be done already... To me, I nd to get over tis asap ba... If not I will jus be suffering alone in tis pool of pain n torture! Maybe it's not tt easy to get over it ba... I dunno... Perhaps I nd another angel to appear in my life to help me ba... :(

K den. Enuf of sad things le. I guess, I nd to end today's episode with a high ba, in order not to affect u guys' mood oso. Hehe. So, there's tis biz opportunity which I happened to noe lately. Anyone who may be interested can come n ask for more info. Anyway, no harm noeing more things rite? Nv even force u all to go n join something or wat... Jus asking u guys to come n take a look nia... Got so hard meh? So hope to hear from someone soon... :) Ya. :P

Moral of the day: It's really hard for someone to forget the hurt n pain tt another person had inflicted on them. It really nds lots of time n patience in order for things to happen. So, dun ever go n hurt other pple if u can. Ya. If u dun love someone, den dun giv him/her false hope! If u love the person n he/she loves u too, dun ever giv up on ur relationship no matter wat happens! Rem tt! It's really very true! :)

18th episode today... Nice April Fool's Day celebration for tis yr! :P

2010-04-01T11:21:00.000-07:00

Today is the 18th episode le. Thanks to all those who cont to support me. Will try to maintain tis place as much as possible n as long as I'm alive. Ya. So enjoy n come back often. :P

Anyway, les go into today's events without further ado den, cos I'm kinda slpy nw liao... Hehe. Eyes half-closed while typing! LOL! :P

As u guys shld noe, today is the long-awaited April Fool's Day! So did u guys got fooled? If yes, u mus be nv read my post for ytd... I rem reminding everyone to beware le... :S If no, den gd for u. Hope u guys had fun fooling pple den. Haha! :P

For me, like I said ytd, I managed to fool my buddy the 1st min it turned 1st April. But after tt, din really fooled anyone. Maybe becos din get to c pple tt can let me fool ba... Haha! :P So woke up ard 11 plus today. Was supposed to meet up with a gal fren whom wanted to intro me to some biz thingy. Ya. But in the end, due to some unforeseen circumstances, I could only be rdy by 1.30pm instead of 1pm n in the end, she pushed the appt back to 3.30pm. As I was already on my way to the place when she told me of the change of time, I tot I might as well take the time to go over to Bugis Junction n take a look. :)

When I reached there, it was only ard 1 plus. I walked ard n tried to find a spot to rest but was unable to find one. The macs at Bugis Junction was totally packed! I had no choice but to walk all the way to the one near Central Lib b4 I managed to find a seat to rest my feet n oso to hav my lunch. Tried my best to relax n slack ard so tt I wont nd to go back b4 my meeting time with her. In the end, I managed to drag the time till ard 3pm b4 I started to walk back. When I reached our designated meeting place, it was only 3.10pm. So I waited for her to come. But as I waited n waited, I sensed something wrong when she was still nowhere to be seen when it was already 3.40pm. Thus, I gav her an sms n in the end, she told me to meet her at the office where she wanted me to go. She guided me n after some time, I managed to meet up with her. :P

When I 1st entered the office, it was kinda small to me but I din say much. Anyway, I treated myself as a newbie coming to take a look at wat she had to offer me. Ya. In the end, her bf's fren came n intro to me regarding wat kind of biz the company actually was. I listened n tried my best to participate n analyse wat the guy tried to tell me. In the end, the meeting lasted bout 2 hrs n I was $100 poorer when I left the place. However, I was somehow convinced by his words n decided to giv it a shot. At least try to go n listen to their seminar once lor... No harm ma I tot. :P So anyone interested pls let me noe. Ya. Anyway, can come n meet up with me n the guy b4 deciding on anything. It's up to ur free will anyway. :P

After the meeting with the gal fren, I rushed over to Holland Village where I was supposed to meet my grp of frens for a fren's belated bday celebration. On my way there, I managed to sit beside tis lady, who was kinda pretty. She was playing with her hp. From the corner of my eye, I could peep tt she was meddling between watching video n listening to songs... Haha! However, I was too tired thruout the journey tt I din really tried to notice her features... Hmm. :P

After she alighted, I cont to travel on the bus for bout 20mins b4 I finally reached my destination. We went to a Korean restaurant for our dinner n the bday boy, not noeing he was gonna be fooled by the rest of the grp went along with us. It was only when we reached the place den he realised n cfm tt he had been fooled. But anyway, he did got his bday celebration after all. Ya. :P The food was indeed really nice n the service was excellent! Ya. Enjoyed my meal n it's actually the 1st time I ever went to a Korean restaurant for a meal. So for a starter, it's considered gd. However, when the bill came, it was the most expensive I had ever went to... It totalled up to $300+ for 10 pple! Which was ard $30-$40 per person! After tt, I promised I will nv go to such places again! Haha! Too expensive la... :S

Anyway, thruout the dinner, we had a very nice chat n oso joked ard while enjoying the food at the same time. As it had been a long time since I saw some of the frens for today's meeting n some of them are newly-made frens, I was back to my norm self again... keeping quiet most of the time n only toking when I tot it was appropriate. Ya. :P Hope they will eventually become my frens too! Hehe. :P

After tt, we left the place at ard 10pm n went home. We all walked towards the MRT b4 splitting into 2 main grps to take the MRTs on the 2 respective directions. Ya. :P Overall, it was a gd meeting for everyone n I hoped everyone had enjoyed today. Ya. :P

I reached home at ard 11 plus n had been slacking n revising abit of my LBO till nw. Ya. So I guess, tt's all for today. Had to slp liao becos no choice, my eyes r closing soon n tml nd to attend early morn Gd Fri service... Ya. So tt's all for today den? Hehe. :P

Moral of the day: Suddenly realised something today... Someone hadnt been toking to me since 2 wks ago ever since we... Ya. So I realised, maybe it's kinda impossible for couples who break to become frens again ba... Ya. From my previous 2 experiences, tt's wat I realised n thus I concluded tt. Ya. So if anyone thinks I'm wrong, pls show me with proof to convince me again n I really hope I'm wrong too of cos! Haha! :P All the best to all den. :P

17th episode le... Had a great time today. Thanks to someone! :D

2010-03-31T12:18:00.000-07:00

It's finally the 17th episode today le. Glad I was somehow able to manage to hang on till today. So hope there will be more to come den. :P Pls cont to support me k? Thanks to all. :P

Anyway, today was a very entertaining n enjoyable day for me. Some things happened made me somehow forgotten bout the sadness tt I had been having for the past 2 wks... Ya. At least for today, I felt happier den any day for the last 2 wks. So wat happened today den? Les take a look at the major events den. :)

Woke up at ard 11am today n felt kinda headache. Perhaps becos of my lack of slp for the past 2 days ba, the headache was kinda unbearable. In the end, I had no choice but to sms my fren, who is the BJ fren who left me a message in the chatbox for today, n told him tt we had to cancel our meeting for today. I rested for awhile more n at ard 11.30am, another fren of mine, called me to jio me go out. After telling him my conditions, he insisted tt I go out n join him to watch a movie. After some pondering, I decided to go along den. Tt's y I went out in the end. Nw thinking back, I'm really glad tt I went out with him as it turned out to be a happy occasion for me. We decided to meet at Tiong Bahru MRT station at ard 1pm.

So, after some preps, I left hse at ard 12 plus. I waited for some time b4 the bus came n in the end, I was late. Luckily for me, my fren was kinda patient with me n told me tt he rather I was late den nv go. Ya. :) I managed to reach there at ard 1.10pm n we went for the porridge buffet which he had promised to bring me to go eat last time but we din get to try on. When we reached there, we immediately went to take the food. It was really delicious n sumptuous! Not only so, there were many pple eating in tt place too, so I guess, it shld be considered quite nice ba. Haha! :P Anyway, we did managed to c some really pretty girls. Dunno whether my fren noticed them or not but at least I did. :P

After the meal, we went for a walk in Tiong Bahru Plaza. Soon, we came to an arcade n my fren suggested tt we had a few games. So after changing some tokens, we went to try out some games. As I hadnt been going to the arcade for quite sometime, the games were kinda new to me. Haha! We had lots of fun n tt's the reason y I was so happy today. The game tt I rem the most was the basketball machine, which I think is quite popular among youngsters nowadays. We spent quite a sum of money on tt game as we tried to hit the high score. In the end, after using many diff skills, my fren n I still failed to break the record... Haha! But it was really fun as he used many funny skills such as using 2 hands to throw at the same time. He was kinda gd as he managed to score using 2 hands! Haha! For me, I kept using the same method over n over again n in the end, my right arm ended up quite sore. Ya. :P It was tiring but fun in the end. :)

At ard 4pm, we left the place as I nd to go for my only tuition for the day at Holland Village. When we were bout to separate, he finally told me the reason y he asked me out today n I was kinda touched. He told me tt he hoped I had felt much better n asked me to cheerup. I really nv tot tt anyone would hav done tt for me. So I would like to thank him here once again, despite thanking him a few times already. Ya. Thanks for the encouragement. Hope we will meet up again! :P

After we separated, I went for my tuition. Managed to finish the whole chapter of Percentages for today, which was wat I wanted to go thru. The tuition kid's attitude for today was oso much better. Hope he will be able to maintain it. :)

After my tuition, I went to the SP to analyse for tonite's matches. After bout 1 hr, I finally set off for home. Reached home at ard 8 plus n had been slacking n doing my FB stuffs n other things till nw. Ya. :)

Besides all these, another thing tt made me kinda enjoyed today was the fact tt I managed to c many pretty girls when I was travelling n oso when I was at Tiong Bahru Plaza... Haha! Maybe I'm back to myself again ba... Haha! Who said there are no pretty girls in SG? Haha! I seriously dun think so lor... :)

There's another thing which I tot I enjoyed abit. I was chatting with tis fren of mine jus nw when I suddenly rem it's gonna be April Fool's Day tml. So towards the stroke of midnite, I started to change the topic towards something weird. Once the time passes midnite, I suddenly asked her whether she's willing to be my gf or not. She immediately rejected me n when I asked her for her reasons, she jus simply said tt she can only be my buddy. Haha! I knew she had fallen for my trick n decided to reveal the truth. So when I said "Happy April Fool's Day", she was like: Oh ya! It's April Fool's Day huh? Den she kept trying to play me back, but to no avail. Haha! So she became the 1st unlucky girl to be pranked by me for tis yr's April Fool's Day. Hehe. Sori huh, my dear buddy. But nonetheless, I got a new found buddy. :D

Actually, promised my fren to slp early today but I guess, ya. It's already 3 plus nw n so I guess, I shldnt cont liao. Time to check Champs League scores n slp lor! Tml still got many things to do sia... Haha! K den. Tt's all folks! :P

Moral of the day: Beware of tml cos it's April Fool's Day! Ya. Beware! :D

16th episode today le... Nth special happened actually... :)

2010-03-30T11:25:00.000-07:00

It's finally the 16th episode today. Hope u guys will cont to support me n may u enjoy ur time here! :)

Les go straight to today's events den? :P

Woke up very early again today due to the 2nd day of revision lect for MSM. Though I was feeling very tired n dun feel like waking up, had no choice but to force myself to. As like the day b4, my uncle sent me to sch again n we had our breakfast at the same place.

Today I was rather weak mentally n in the end, I din manage to stay thruout the whole lect. There was an hr of time where I went to the lib to check out some stuffs n oso to take a nap at one of the benches... Was really too tired I guess... Ya. :S Today's lect oso made me recalled many stuffs n oso very worthwhile. As like the day b4, my lect oso ended early for today.

After the lect, I rushed back home for my tuitions. On my way back, there was tis girl tt I happened to c. Her shorts were so low tt I could c her hip bone protruding as her waist area were slightly exposed.

Had only 2 tuitions for today instead of 3 as 1 of the tuition kid had to stay back in sch for his cca competition. Ya. He din inform me until ltr when I contacted him as he was absent for tuition. Ya. :S But anyway, still ok for the other 2 tuitions. Ya. :P

Oso managed to do some studying jus nw n oso watched my drama serial for today's share. Ya. :P

Feeling kinda tired nw. So shld be slping soon. Tml going out to meet a fren n oso had a tuition to go to. So hope tml will be as gd as today? Haha! :P

Moral of the day: It's no longer surprising to c girls exposed their body parts on the streets nowadays. The surprise is to wat extent will they be exposing their body parts! Haha! So an advice to girls: Dress properly n appropriately if u dun wan to be taken advantage of in the end... :)

15th episode today... Nice day for me today! :P

2010-03-29T10:19:00.000-07:00

It's already the 15th episode today liao... Soon approaching yet another milestone since the last time I reached 1. Ya. So hope I will be able to cont to maintain tis series n not make it become like the last series... Hehe. :P

So today was kinda busy for me oso. Les take a look at the major events for today? :P

Woke up at ard 6.45am, despite only slping at 3am in the morn. Very very tired but had no choice but to wake up due to the fact tt I nd to go to sch early for my morn revision lect on MSM. Ya. So my uncle drove me to sch b4 going for his work. We ate breakfast at our usual place n after tt he sent me to sch b4 going for work. As it was still early when I reached sch, so I sat outside n relaxed while waiting for the time to pass. Soon, I decided it was time to enter into the LT to wait for the lesson to start. :)

It's the 1st time I saw the legendary Prof John Beasley n to be honest, I really din expected him to be so frenly n approachable. I tot he would be those old n unfrenly prof who jus come over jus for the sake of teaching. In fact, he tried to make his lessons lively by cracking a few jokes here n there. Ya. In the end, I managed to recall quite alot of things which I had learnt during lesson time. He oso made me realised y my fren said MSM is an easy unit to pass or even score! Haha! The way he went thru his mark scheme made me filled with confidence to pass or even score for tis unit again! :D Not only so, he even showed the class 1 student's mock exams' grades, which was a whopping 100 marks! Power tt guy/girl! :P

Anyway, I tried to struggle to keep awake during the lesson as I dun wan to put it to waste n luckily for me, I managed to grab many things n pointers which I tot were impt to me. Ya. :P So hope I will be able to do my best during the exams n score! Hehe. :P

Anyway, after the lesson, I hurriedly went home as I realised my hp was going to be low batt. On my way home, when I was at my sch bus-stop, I happened to c tis girl who opened her blouse button till I could c something which I tot I shldnt be seeing... Haha! Made my eyes full of icecream huh? LOL! :P Anyway, she was rushing for her bus n so din manage to get much of the icecream... if not I oso dunno wat I might hav done! LOL! :D

When I reached home, I put my hp for charging n hurriedly prep myself b4 going for my only tuition for today. As I wanted to avoid the heavy congestion during the peak hrs n oso to save some money by taking advantage of the rebate, I decided to leave home earlier. However, to my disappointment, in the end, I din manage to save money n I ended up reaching there more den an hr early! Haha! But nvm la. I got to study awhile at the CCK macs while waiting for my tuition to start. When I was studying, there was tis cute little boy who came in front of me n mumbled something b4 he left with his parents... Haha! Really kinda cute. :)

Finally, my tuition time is approaching n I set off for the tuition kid's hse. When I reached there, he was still bathing n his dad opened the door for me. After bout 5 mins, he came out n we were rdy for tuition. Tis time, I forced him to go thru the worksheet which had been dragging for a mth already n in the end, he din even pass the paper! :S I really dunno whether he got study or not. Even though he told me he prep, but from wat I had seen, I seriously dun think so! :S But no choice la. Wan to study or not, not up to me to decide. It's him! :S

After the paper, we had some time left n we managed to go thru certain sects of a chapter. At ard 8pm, I went off. I felt there's no pt staying overtime for him as he dun seem to be wanting to study oso... Ya. :S I had earlier informed my dad to come n fetch me as it was raining quite heavily b4 tt. But when I was leaving, I realised the rain had somehow stopped... :S Anyway, a free ride for me lor. So I reached home earlier den usual. :P

After I reached home, had been watching the drama serials again n jus started studying bout an hr ago. So shld be slping soon cos really tired n oso becos tml nd to wake up early again for the 2nd part of the MSM lect! Ya. So I guess, tt's all for today? Hehe. Hope tml will be a better day for me den! :P

If u had realised, I din mention bout someone for today. In fact, I had slowly tried to put her out of my mind... Hope I will be able to recover totally soon. Ya. :P

Moral of the day: It's gd to eat icecream once in a while but too much icecream can be harmful for our body! So dun eat too much of them! LOL! :P

14th episode liao... It's been 2 wks since the start of new series le... :)

2010-03-28T11:13:00.000-07:00

It's been 2 wks since the start of a new series le... n today it's already the 14th episode, which oso meant tt I had been single for the past 2 wks liao... Time really flies huh? Haha! :P So for the past 2 wks, I had went thru sad, disappointing moments to nw a better, more positive n happier mood. Ya. Thanks to many of my frens who supported me in 1 way or another during tis tough time of mine... Ya. :P TYVM! Hope I will be able to get over it totally real soon. :P

Anyway, les tok bout today den shall we? Haha! Ya. Here goes:

Woke up at ard 1pm again today, despite slping kinda early at 3am last nite. Haha! Anyway, was feeling aches all over my body, due to the whole day exercise tt I had had the previous day at Pulau Ubin ba. Hehe. Still unable to get back from there... The life there seems much more relaxing... Ya. Hope I could stay there sia... :) But I guess, I wont be used to the life without computers nw ba... Haha! :P

So after I woke up, prep myself for awhile b4 I nd to go to church for service with my family at 3pm. Today's service was kinda diff for me as I felt extraordinarily tired. Haha! But thank God, He gave me strength n concentration n I was able to stay awake thruout the whole service. As usual, we had our hymns singing session n sermon. Today's topic was bout how n wat our God was like n to understand Him. The pt which gav me the most impression was the one where our pastor told us to grab every single chance to giv our best for God, which I tot I din actually did much for Him. In fact, tis seemed like a lesson for me from Him to make me realise tt I mus start to mature fast in terms of spiritual life in order to serve Him well tgt with other bros n sis in Christ. Ya. Hope I will be able to do it soon with the help of our mighty Father! :P

After the service, I was supposed to go for my tuition but in the end, my tuition kid smsed me n told me tt his father asked me to either go today or tml for tuition... I wonder whether is it him or his dad but I gav him the benefit of doubt in the end. So I gav him 1 more day to prep for his hw n told him tt I would go tml instead. Hope I wont be disappointed again tml den... :S After which, I immediately coordinated with a fren of mine so tt we can hav our grp dinner. Hehe. :) In the end, we decided to meet at 8pm at Clementi for dinner n chat.

After tt, I did my norm FB stuffs n oso watched a couple of episodes from my drama serial while waiting for the time to come for us to meet. At ard 7.45pm, I left home for the venue where we were supposed to meet. When I was going there, my fren sms me n told me tt he will be late as he got held up at his previous venue. So I went over to SP b4 tt. Today my luck was obviously much better as the 2 tix tt I had bought had reaped me some nice returns. Haha! Nice predictions n nice accuracy for tonite! Finally sia! It's been some time since I got such accuracy liao... :P

At ard 8.30pm, I went over to the venu where we were supposed to meet, in the end, I was the only one there 1st when I reached there. My fren told me he will be reaching at ard 9pm while the other was coming from her hse. Haha! For me, it's ok la cos I noe pple may be busy at times. Ya. So I waited for them at the KFC outlet. After awhile, both of them came 1 after another n we had our dinner n chat session. We chatted on many things n oso joked ard. At ard 10pm, another fren of ours came over n joined us too. At ard 10.30pm, we shifted to another place n cont our convo as the KFC outlet was closing. We chatted on many things, particularly on my past relationship as I tried to clarify certain doubts here n there. I finally get a better view of how girls think on tt qn tt I had been asking myself today. Thanks to my 2 girl-frens. Ya. :) Anyway, oso learnt a few new phrases today... Phrases like Ruo Yao Ren Bu Zhi, Chu Fei Si Qiao Qiao! n Lang Tun Gou Fei! Haha! Really laughed till mad. Hehe. :P

We chatted till we almost forgotten the time to go home. At ard 11.45pm, we finally ended our convo n left for home respectively. It was indeed a very enjoyable n presuure-releasing chat for me. Ya. Thanks to my frens. :P

Reached home at ard 12midnite jus nw as 1 of my fren cabbed me n the other fren home on his way. Had been relaxing n packing my bag for tml's revision lect. So I guess, tt's all for today den. Ya. Had to rest for lesson tml again. Hope I can recall much of the things tt I had learnt previously den. As for my private life, hope I can get over those unhappy stuffs totally soon den! Ya. :P

Moral of the day: Ruo Yao Ren Bu Zhi, Chu Fei... Haha! Ya. So I guess, if we dun wan other pple to noe certain things tt we had done, the best ways r either 1) not do them so tt pple will nv be able to find evidence of wat we had not done! or 2) kill them all so they will nv expose wat we had done! Haha! So nv lie to other pple if u dun wan them to noe tt actually u had been lying to them. It's not really a gd thing to do u noe... especially between couples, be it married or courtshipping... Ya. :)